(NOW) ..

I woke up in a pen box, god knows where, and for how long I ve been here, the only thing was on my mind is to get out of her and go find Jake, he must be the one that put me here, It must have been so hard for him, knowing that he liked me, I mean he kissed me, was it "I love you kiss, or "you going to die and go to hell so goodbye" kiss, the only way to find out is get out of here and go and ask him now, how the hell I m gonna get out of here. After an hour or so I got out, and trust me it wasn t fun, my hand hurts and my lungs are on fire from the lack of oxygen, I sit on the side of the grave that I was in taken couple of deep breaths I finally opened my eyes and saw where I was.

I was in the middle of the woods, there was a circle of dead trees surrounding my grave, which it was so weird even for me, who could possibly can do that??? I asked myself that s when I realized "Cas" did Cas brought me back??? But why?? The last time I saw him I made him angry, by disobeying his orders, I m sure as hell he won t even look at me but he s Cas, he's one of the good angels. If there was bad ones.

I stood up I looked at my surrounding "it s gonna be a long walk" I said to myself.

I walked a good five miles, but it wasn't that good to my sore feet, I finally reached a small town, it seemed that it was early for the town to wake up yet, everyone seemed still sleeping so I took this to my benefit, I headed to a nearby supermarket, which it wasn't really super and barely a market, but anyway baggers can't be choosers, so I broke the window and opened the door, I looked around and I saw new pile of news papers I pulled one of the news papers, I looked at the date "oh my god" I blinked few times maybe my vision wasn t 20\20 after all, but this, this was totaly not expected.

Sep, 15th 2008 .. seven months, I've been in the pit for seven months I felt my eyes grow wet and I knew that it wasn't just knowing that I was in hell for this long that got them to tears, but the fact that I still remember what happened to me down there.

I pushed all of the weakness in side "I got work to do" I whispered to myself, that what I always said to myself when I was about to cry, coz in my line of work there is no room for weakness and tears and plus I really have work to do, I still don't know where I am and I have to find a way to get to Jake before the dark.

I sweep the place trying to find something I might need, I looked at the fridge and man the water bottle never looked that sexy to me, I ran toward it and took a bottle and downed it in a second I looked around again and I found a sink in the far left corner of the so called super market, I made my way there and I made sure that I didn t look at myself in the mirror before I wash my face, and when I did I picked my head up and looked at myself and I was the same well not the same.

My hair grew longer; I had shoulder length brown hair and now it goes down to the middle of my back, which is so weird coz I was dead and thank god my red lock still there I had it ever since I was sixteen, I made it just to add some rock style, and OMG . My hair is all oily yuck anyways.. I looked paler than before I guess that's because my skin wasn t expose to the sun for too long, there was dark circles around my eyes, and I've lost some weight.

I took off my jacket, my favorite leather jacket; I guess Jake knew that I liked this one, and I also was wearing my favorite AC\DC black tank top, with my dark blue jeans and my black boots, anyway, I washed my hands up to my elbows and that's when I noticed the hand mark on my left arm, it was like someone burned it in my skin, of course since I already knew who got me out from the pit I knew that this hand mark belongs to Cas "damn it Cas, you could ve done it without leaving your signature" I ran my fingers over it and it's still hurts I finished washing up I put my jacket back on and I went to the counter and opened the drawer and I took some cash and some coins so I can use the phone later, I took a plastic bag and shoved some snickers bars and some water bottles and a salt box in case I needed it, better safe than sorry, right?

I went outside and I saw a phone booth, I went in and shoved couple of the coins in and dialed Jake's cell phone number, it was turned off so I tried his home number after a while I got his voice mail

"hay this is Jake Davidson, if you need anything leave your message after the beep, if it s important I'll call back, if it's not then I won't beep.." I laughed at that, I remembered when he recorded this message

"hay Jake boy, how is it going?? Look, I came back, I don t know how, well I know how and you too I guess, but it's just never been done before, no one go out from hell that easy, but the important thing is that I came back and I'm heading to your place, so don't stab me with a silver knife and go splashing holy water on me coz it s really me, see you soon, I hope" I hang up and I got out of the booth.

I stood in front of the booth for a while just letting the sun hit my face, I missed that feeling I didn't know that I liked it in the first place but now I know that I love it, after a while I looked around and I saw a sign saying ten miles to Manning then I'm in Colorado, it's gonna be a long ride to Odessa, I walked a little till I found a nearby parking lot I hoped that some douche-bag left his car's door open and as I expected some one left the door of a Chevy Impala, 2006 open, although I'd liked the 67 but it'll do, I hotwired the car and head off to Odessa, Tx.

Jake s POV

I just came back from a hunt, and I was so tired and lost, ever since LuAnn died nothing seems to make sense anymore, it s been seven months and I'm still hopping that someday she might come back.

I went to the kitchen and went to the fridge and took a beer bottle I was about to open it when Cas appeared in front of me causing me to drop the bottle on the ground

"damn it Cas" I was so annoyed by him showing, no not showing POPPING.

"my apologe, but there's something important I have to tell you about" Cas said solemnly

"what is so important that made you POP in my kitchen and scaring the hell out of me" at this point I was moping the kitchen flower

"first you need to check your voice mail" he said nodding with his head toward my living room where my phone is

"and why do I need to .." I looked at him and he looked back with a stern look "never mind, I'm gonna check out later"

"NO, I said Now" he said sternly

jeez, fine Mr. MacGrumpy, no need to bit my head off" I said as I was walking to my living room, I sat on the couch and pressed the play button on my answer machine "you got one message" it said I pressed the play button again so I can hear the message that I got, as soon as I heard the voice my heart skipped a beat and I couldn't breathe

"hay Jake boy, how is it going?? Look, I came back, I don t know how, well I know how and you too I guess, but it's just never been done before, no one go out from hell that easy, but the important thing is that I came back and I'm heading to your place, so don't stab me with a silver knife and go splashing holy water on me coz it s really me, see you soon, I hope" at the end of the message I let out the breathe that I was holding, I looked up at Cas wating for an explanation, but he didn t say a word

"so???? Is this one of the demons games or is it true??"

"it's true" he said, you have no idea how much I wanted, no I NEEDED to hear those words it's true oh thank god "I brought her back, God commanded it, she have work to do" he said, God.. work to do... these words kept running through my mind

"what work??" I asked

"this is not the time, when she come here and rest we'll talk about this" and with that he's gone.

***********12 hours later************

It's been six hours since Cas told me about LuAnn, it s been six hours since I've heard her voice on the answer machine, it's been six hours and I'm having a really hard time waiting, where is she?? I just don't think that I can wait any longer.

The funny thing is I can't sit, I actually can't sit, I was sitting on the couch the past hour now I'm sitting on the steps in front of the door waiting for the knock, but yet there was none I was starting to think that she might not come at least not today, I was a bit disappointed I was about to go to the kitchen to get me a bear but the noise up stairs cut what I was about to do

I made my way up the stairs, I didn't think at first but when the thought run through my head I'm unarmed and the source of the noise might be a demon, I took the nearest thing, A baseball bat so idiot and so lame, but deep down inside I knew that it wasn't a demon or anything supernatural for that matter.

I made my way to the second floor; I looked around trying to find the intruder in which room, I opened my door but found that there was nothing, I closed the door and moved to the guest room and again found nothing, there was only one room left, Lusha's room I made my way to her room, which was at the end of the hole at the left, I put my hand on the knob and took a deep breath and turn the knob so I can open the door.

The room was pitch black, except for the little amount of light that was coming from the street lights that was hitting the only window in the room, that's when I saw the figure. After that everything happen so fast.

"who the hell are you??" I growled while holding the bat ready to attack, that's when I took a good look at the figure.

she stood at 5'4", with a tiny form, her long locks of her light brown hair were playing with the wind that was coming from the broken window behind her, the wind made her scent to fly my way to intoxicate me. As soon as her scent hit my nose I just froze, held my breath and I could swear that my heart stopped for a second from what I realized.

"who do you think I am, chuckle head" I let out the breath that I was holding, her voice was like the music to my ear, her innocent voice always made me feel better.

"Lusha??" I asked

"are you expecting someone else player??" she said playfully

"no I'm not" I said with a laugh, I lowered the bat and switched the light on to revel the love of my life; looked her up and down, from head to toe, she was paler than before, the dark circles around her eyes brought out their hazel color out, her cheeks lost their rosy flush, her lips are the same blood red color that I knew and love and from where I'm standing they still look soft just like the day I kiss them, I looked down at her form and she lost some weight but nothing couple of burger won't fix

I took another good look before I replied "you know I have this beautiful front door, and a door bell, you could've use them" I said mocking

"and where's the fun in that" she said with a grin that melt my heart out, at that moment I couldn't fight what I was feeling inside, I just walked toward her and bent down and held her tight I picked her up a few inches off the ground, I buried my face in the crack of her neck, I held her as tight as I could and she held me as tight as I was holding stayed like this for a while until we broke the hug; I looked at her and took a deep breath

"It s so good to have you back nothing been the same without you" her eyes were welling up with tears and that's was rare, I don t mean that she don't cry but she never cries in front of anyone, She gave me one of her sweet smiles

"no chick flick moments please" she said with a small laugh "and I miss you too" she said after regaining control of her laughter

"so what do you wanna do??" I said after a moment of silence "you wanna talk, or do you want me to prepare diner" she gave me a look "fine I'll order something you don t have to give me that look"

"no offence Jake boy but the last time you prepared diner I stayed in the hospital for two days" she said with one of her famous laughs that melt my heart to the point that I just can t argue with her

"it wasn t that bad" she raised her eyebrow questioningly "alright, alright it was disgusting"

"don't be mad, but cooking is just not your thing, that's all" she said while she sat on the bad "so whatcha gonna order for me??" she said with a childish tone

"cheeseburger, salad and of course your favorite milkshake" it was like she never were gone, I mean it was like yesterday when she last ordered her favorite meal "and of course the hot water is ready for you in the bathroom" she smiled

"thought you'd never ask" she stood up and open her closet then she looked at me "you bought new clothes??" she was confuse and GOD how much I love the look on her face when she s confuse

"yeah, why you're asking?? You don t like them"

"is just that I was dead, I mean how can you be so sure that someday I might come back??" she took another look at the now full with clothes closet and then she looked back at me "and I love them" she said with another smile

"to answer your question, I was more than sure that you'd be back, one way or the other, I was more than sure that you'd be back I mean you're Cas's niece for god sake plus you're a Winchester after all" her head snapped up at me when I mentioned her family so I just continue "and if you were wondering about your family they are fine"

"what happen?? I mean after Paimon took me" she asked

"well I'll tell you after you take your shower and eat, deal??" she cringed at my last word "what's wrong??"

"nothing, it's just I really hate that word" she said with smile and "yeah the plan sound good, so I'm gonna go have my shower and I'll get downstairs in thirty minutes" she said while she was looking in her drawers trying to find her clothes

"ok ,and your pjs in the bottom drawer, and ah..ahh, your underwear in the first one as I said that she blushed, God no matter what happen to that girl she's always that freash and inncint just like a little kid, I mean after all she's half angel

"thanks" she said

"no prob girly" and with that I went to order the food she wanted leaving her to do what she was about to do.