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Seven months ago… Dean POV:

I was sitting on the bed in another filthy motel room, Sam was trying to find anything but there was nothing I got three months left and we still got nothing to save the both of us… it was around midnight when there was a knock on our door, I looked at Sam and he return the look I took my shotgun out of the back that was laying next the bad, I took another look at Sam seeing that he got a gun too.

I put my hand on the door knob and I twisted open and not in a million years I would expect the person that was standing on the other side of the door, I took couple steps back and blink several times just make sure that the person is real and not just mind games…. I glance at Sam and he was as shocked and confused as me I looked back at the man in front of me, he looked the same, his clothes was the same but how, we burned him, we saw him turning to ashes, how could it be that he's standing right in front of me.

"boys" he started, the same worm, gruff voice that I didn't realize how much I needed to hear until now, but still this could be one of the demons game, but who cares if he was a demon or it was really him I just put all my hunter's knowledge aside and just jumped at him and hugged him so tight that I didn't want to let go and he return the huge even herder and stronger, and at this moment I knew it was him this feeling inside of me can never be wrong, he came back and I'm glad to the point I didn't wanna know how he'd cam back, I didn't care… we stayed like this for a while until we both were ready to break the huge.

I looked at him "dad, you look really good considering…" I said

"that I've been dead for the past two years" he finished my sentence

"exactly" Sam replayed bitterly "Dean, can I talk to you for a minute please" he gave me one of his looks "Alone" I looked back at dad and then I went with Sam to so called kitchen, he turned around and face me "are you an idiot??"

"Excuse me??"

"hugging him?? I mean seariasly man, what's wrong with you?? He might be a demon" Sam said

"well he's not" I said

"and would you like to share how exactly you know that??" he asked me while he was looking at dad

"coz everytime the clock ticks I can see the true form of the demons or any ugly son of bitch, and him…." I said looking back at dad "he's not one of those, it's really him"

"how did he came back??"

"you got me on this one, but well ask him" we looked at each other for a minute until dad cleared his throat

"so boys are you gonna let me in or you gonna shoot me if I tried" he said with a small smile on his face

I looked back at Sam and when I turned I saw him running to dad and engulfing each other with a bear hug "I'm sorry Sammy for everything"

"it's ok dad, you're here now and that's what count" Sam said

After a moment they broke their embrace and looked back at me "so who's hungry" we shared a good laugh and we went to a nearby diner.

********three months later********

John POV: (seven months later)

I buried my boy four months ago, my second hand, the one no matter how bad it gets I'll always depend upon him… it's just not right for a father to bury his son, it's not natural, but when I sit and think about it since when our life made sense, since when everything in our life went the way we wanted.

About three years ago I died, and the boys were left alone, I'm sure Dean took it harder than Sam coz what he did a year later proves it, he always took my orders literally and when I told him that he have to take care of Sammy that was him taking the order literally by making a deal with the crossed road demon to bring his brother's back.

It's been three months since I lost both of my sons, Dean died and he took Sammy along with him, I never knew how close they were until now… as soon we came back to Bobby's place four months ago he start to search for a way to bring his brother's back a month later he took the Impala and took off, he turn off his self phone, me and Bobby kept hunting and while we were doing that we were asking around if anyone had seen Sammy.

Today I got a gig and bobby wasn't in a great shape so I left him home and went on my own, it was a simple salt and burn so I finished quickly and I head back to Bobby, it was six in the afternoon when I reached Bobby's, there was an old car parking in front of the house I parked my car next to the unknown car.

I made my way to the front door as I entered the house "Bobby"

"living room" came Bobby's voice from the living room, for the past few months I've been living with Bobby, I was wrong about the man he turned out to be a really good friend to me and to the boys, he's been with them ever since I died and when I came back he became one of my best friend.

I made my way to the living room "hay Bobby, whose car is outs ….?" I was cut by what I saw, he was standing next to Bobby, but how could that be "Dean???" I was sure that it was Bobby must of checked coz if he was evil he ain't gonna be standing here.

"Surprise" he said with a grin, the same smartass comment

"How did you… ah.. I mean we buried you four months ago, your inside was out, even if you could slip out and back into your meat suit you'd look…." I was cut by him

"yeah I know I should look like thriller video reject" he grinned again "but hay I look fantastic am I??"

I made my way to him and he did the same, we met in the middle of the living room and I hugged him tight, God knows how much I missed that boy "I miss you son, more than you'll ever know"

"I know dad, I miss you too"

"what the hell do you mean he's missing??" Dean shouted angrily after I told him that his brother had took off after his death and we have no clue where he been at "I mean come on the both of you couldn't hold him of or anything??" he was so angry even I was scared at that moment but proud in the same time, my son, my Dean is a grown up man who send fear into his enemy's hearts and took good care of his baby brother, even when it was my responsibility he always took care of Sammy.

"He was quiet. Real quiet. Then… he just took off" Bobby tells him

"You're kidding; you just let him go off by himself?" Dean looks shocked

"He was dead-set on it" I told him

"the both of you, you should've been looking after him, not just let him go by himself god knows where" Dean said as he was pacing the length of Bobby's living room, he was so worried

"I – WE tried… but you know your brother when did he ever listened to a word I say" I replied, then I continue "These last months haven't been exactly easy you know, for him or us. We had to bury you" I said bitterly as I remembered how I had to lower my son in his grave.

After a moment of silence Dean decided to break it "Why did you bury me, anyway?" he asked

"I wanted you salted and burned, usual drill" Bobby begins

"But Sam wouldn't have it" I finished

"Well I'm glad he won that one" Dean says with a small chuckle

"He said you'd need a body when he got you back home somehow" I continue "That's about all he said"

"so no ideas on where he is??" Dean asked

"Wouldn't return my calls… I tried to find him, but… he don't want to be found" I said

After a moment "Aw, dammit, Sammy," Dean rubs his head, frustrated

"what??" both me and Bobby asked at the same time

"Oh, he got me home okay," Dean replies, he was so angry "But whatever he did, it is bad mojo"

"What makes you so sure?" Bobby asked

"You should've seen the gravesite. It was like a nuke went off. And then there was this force, this presence… it blew me past me at a fill-up joint. And then this." Dean pulled up his shirt sleeve and shows me and Bobby a hand print burned into his skin

"What in hell?" Bobby said shocked, I couldn't say anything I was just thinking about who or what can get some one outta hell

"It looks like a demon just yanked me out. Or rode me out" Dean says

"But why?" I asked

"To hold up their end of the bargain" Dean said looking upset

"You think Sam made a deal?" I asked, Oh dear god, please no, not Sammy

"this is exactly what I'm thinking, It's what I would've done, it's what you would've done" Dean says quietly looking at me

"so what we gonna do now??" Bobby asked minuets later

"we gonna find Sammy" Dean said and drank his water

"but how?? We've been trying to track him but the kid just fall off the radar" Bobby said

"plus we don't know the name he's using" I added

"well I do" Dean said, he took out his cell phone and dialed a number a minute later "ah, yeah, hi.. I have a cell phone account with you guys and ah… I lost my phone, so I was wondering if you can turn on the GPS for me??" pose "yeah, the name Wedge Intailies" another pose "socials 2474" another pose "thank you" he said and hung up the phone

"Wedge Intailies??" I questioned

"how did you know he'd be using that name??" Bobby asked

"are you kidding me? What don't I know about that kid" he said as he was typing down something on the lap top, I never realize how close Sam and Dean were, not until Dean's death after seeing Sam becoming another person and now seeing Dean now exactly how to find his brother even after he was gone for four months he still now the exact moves his brother gonna make, it was like he was the parent not me, and that what hurts me the most knowing that I over weighted Dean's shoulder when he was a kid and knowing that I don't really know Sam, Mary must be disappointed.

"hay guys?"

"huh??" I asked

"What did you do at the liquor store? Your parents out of town or something?" he asked picking up an empty liquor bottle

"Like I said" Bobby says "Last few months… ain't been all that easy" Dean turns back to the computer, and looks at the screen

"Sam's in Pontaic, Illinois," he says

"Right where you were planted!" I realizes

"Right where I popped up – a hell of a coincidence, don't you think?" Dean says

We picked our stuff and went to the motel that Sam was in, we arrived an hour later… me, Dean and Bobby went to Sam's door and knock, and it's opened by a girl. They stare at each other.

"So where is it?" she asks

"Where's what?" Dean asks

"The pizza? That takes three guys to deliver?" she says sarcastically

"I think we got the wrong room" Dean says, starting to back away, when suddenly Sam appears behind the girl

"Is…" he begins, then stops in shock. The two boys stare at each other

"Heya, Sammy" Dean says, smiling. He starts forward, only to have Sam attack him with a knife. Bobby and I yanked Sam off

"Who are you?" Sam yells

"Like you didn't do this?" Dean yells back

"Do what?" Sam replies

"It's him, it's him, Sam," I said, holding Sam back

"I've been through this already, it's really him" Bobby add

"What…" Sam begins, staring

"I know" Dean says with a little smile "I look fantastic, huh?" Sam suddenly pulls him into a hug, and Dean hugs him back. When they finally pull back

"So are you two like… together?" the girl asked

"What?" Sam says, staring at her "Oh no… no. He's my brother."

"Oh… got it, I guess…" she says. "I should… probably go."

"Yeah, yeah, that's probably a good idea. Sorry," Sam says

"so call me" the girl said after she put on her clothes

"yeah, yeah sure thing Kathy" Sam said

"Christy?" the girl looked disappointed, Oh boy Sam is becoming the next Dean, it seems that Dean was really getting into him

"right" he said and the girl took off and he closed the door

Minutes of silence went by just looking at Sam each one of us wanted to ask him the question but none of us wanted to hear the answer

"so tell me, what did it cost??" Dean asked

"what, the girl??" Sam said with a smirk "I don't pay Dean"

"it's not funny Sam…. To bring me back?? What it's cost??" Dean asked "was it just your soul?? Or something worse"

"you think I made a deal??" Sam questioned

"that's exactly what we think" I said

"well I didn't" Sam replied

"don't lie to me" Dean said staring intensely at Sam

"I'm not lying" Sam said as he was putting on his shoes.

"So what now, I'm off the hook and you're on? Is that it?" Dean asks, moving closer. "You're some demon's bitch boy? I didn't want to be saved like this."

Sam stands up, looking upset. "Dean I wish I had done it, alright?" Dean

"There's no other way this could've gone down. Now tell the truth!" Dean said grabing the front of Sams shirt.

"I tried everything, that's the truth!" Sam says, pushing Dean off of him "I tried opening the Devil's Gate, hell I tried to bargain, Dean, but no demon would deal, alright? You were rotting in Hell for months. For months, and I couldn't stop it. So I'm sorry it wasn't me, alright? Dean, I'm sorry"

"It's okay, Sammy," Dean replies, looking shocked "You don't have to apologize, I believe you"

"I'm glad that Sam's soul is still intact, but it does raise a sticky question" I said after a moment of silence

"If he didn't pull me out, then what did?" Dean says, voicing all their thoughts

After a while, Sam hand us all beer bottles as we sit down "So what were you doing around here, if you weren't digging Dean out of his grave?" I asks

"Well once I figured out I couldn't save you, I started hunting down Lilith" Sam explains "Trying to get some payback."

"All by yourself," Bobby says

Suddenly I felt my jeans pocket start to vibrate, someone is calling I pulled the phone out of my pocket and look at the caller ID, it said unknown I stood up and went out of the motel room after I closed the door I hit the ok button

"Hello" but there was no answer just the sound of steady breathing "hello" again no answer just the sound of breathing "for the last time… Hello"

"dad??" came a girl voice

"who is that??" it can be her

"dad, it's me LuAnn" her voice was so angelic, just like her mom, Becky.

she was a bar tender she worked with Ellen, anyways, one day I was back from a hunt I went to the bar and that's when I met her she was like a peace from haven, we talked and talked, until we end up in her apartment, next morning I left while she was sleeping, only to come back a week later it was like I couldn't leave, I went back to her place and we stayed like this for few months until I saw her with a demon, that's when I left, I took the boys and left the town only to come back ten years later to pick up my daughter from the orphanage; it seems that after I left Becky got pregnant and had a baby girl, three years after Lusha's birth Becky died, the demon killed her, and Lusha went to the orphanage, seven years after her mother's death she called pastor Jim coz she doesn't know anyone else, and that's when I found out that I have a daughter, I went and picked her up from the orphanage to get her to live with pastor Jim… the first time a lay an eyes on her, the first thought that ran through my mind was she look so much like her mom but she got my eyes… she was so small with a long brown hair and hazel eyes and a pale skin tone, she was wearing a worn out oversized gray t-shirt and a jeans Bermuda she had a broken hand… I dropped her at pastor Jim and he told me everything she was doing for the next five years until he died and that's when I thought I lost her.

"what do you want" I said sternly and angrly but I didn't wanted to sound like that, I just wanted her far away from this life, I wanted her to hate me

"I just call to see if you where ok" I heard her taking a deep breath "I heard you came back"

"who told you that I was gone in the first place?? And it's been seven months, where were you then huh??" how the hell did she know

"sorry dad, I just was tied up and I couldn't come or call" she said

"tied up, huh?? With what? partying?? a filthy job at a bar?? Boys??… coz I know that you weren't in school, so what was making you tied up??"

"is that what you think of me?? Just so you know I don't go to partys, I don't have a boyfriend nor a job at a filthy bar, and if you really wanna look me up and see what I was doing in school, try the name Lu Williams, since you didn't want me to use your last name" I could hear her voice crack with every passing second, I was being so hard on her but that's for her own good "and if you wanna know so bad what I was doing the last seven months you should ask Bobby and the boys"

"how do you know Bobby?? And what boys??" what the hell…

"I know Bobby coz he give me info… and the boys, your sons, my brothers…. The ones that you forgot to mention and forgot to tell them that they had a sister….." I cut me

"don't you dare come near them, don't you dare" I threatened me

"I didn't, but tell me one thing dad, what is the bad thing that I did that made you hate me so much??" I could hear the sadness but I couldn't help it

"just don't come near my boys, you got me??" I ordered her knowing that she will follow, I don't know why but she always did

"yes sir" and with that I hung up the phone I took a deep breath and went back to the room "Well yeah it's worth a shot" Dean said as I was inside looking hopeful

"what's worth a shot??" I asked

"we're going to Pamela" Bobby

"the psychic??" I asked

"yeah, something this big? Maybe she's heard the other side talking" Bobby said

"yeah you right, it worth the shut" I said, with a nod Bobby went out of the apartment to call Pam…. This is was so messed up, on one hand Dean coming back, Lilith is after both of my sons, and whatever who snatched Dean out of the pit, it's powerful and we have no idea how to fight it if it was evil. On the other hand Lusha coming back in to my life, and her knowing about Bobby and her brother she must be a hunter, and this so far from what I wanted for her, I didn't want her to hunt, after her mother's little relationship with that demon I don't think I can trust her, she might be working with the same demon her mother was working with.

"Dad…. Dad??" came Sam voice to cut my chain of thoughts

"what??" I asked

"are you ok??" he asked worried

"yeah, yeah son I'm fine" I said, "where is your brother??" I asked after I notice that Dean wasn't in the room

"he's in the bath room" Sam said