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I went to the bathroom after Sam gave me my amulet back, I looked at myself in the mirror suddenly I get flashes of Hell again, me screaming and everything red, her face, the girl I tortured, her innocent eyes looking back at me while I was carving her small form, she was not older than seventeen, the innocent look on her face hunts me everywhere, her big hazel brown eyes and her long brown hair, she had a tattoo on her shoulder, the same tattoo I and Sam got on our chests, A protection tattoo, she must've been a hunter…. But why?? Why she was in hell?? Who she brought back?? I must find out who she is, I must know her story. putting that on the to-do list I left the bathroom and went out to find out that everything is ready to go and see this Pamela character. Maybe she can help me find this girl.
"She's about four hours down the interstate. Try to keep up." He said as soon we were in the parking lot, He gets in his car followed by John riding shotgun with Bobby, Leaving me and Sam to ride in the Impala.
"I assume you'll wanna drive?" Sam says, tossing me the keys.
"Ohhh I almost forgot! Hey sweetheart, you miss me?" I says, missing the black beauty, stroking the her on my way by. I got in, I was so thrilled, then suddenly I looked at something in front of me. An iPod is attached to the radio. "What the hell is that?" I asked Sam.
"That's an iPod jack," Sam says, smiling a little.
"You were supposed to take care of her, not douche her up" I said angrily.
"Dean, I thought it was my car," Sam replied. I stare at him, and then turned on the car only to hear soft rock music.
"Really?" I said, staring at Sam. Sam shrugs awkwardly. I yanked the iPod off and throw it in the back seat, looking murderous.
"There's still one thing that's bothering me. The night that I bit it – or got bit – how did you make it out? I thought Lilith was gonna kill you." I asked after few minutes of silence
"Well she tried. She couldn't" Sam replies. "She fired this like… burning light at me, and it didn't give me a scratch. Like I was immune or something"
"Immune?" I repeated
"Yeah. I dunno who was more surprised, her or me," Sam goes on. "She left pretty fast after that"
"Huh" I said "What about Ruby? Where's she?"
"Dead, for now," Sam replies.
"So… you been using your freaky ESP stuff?" I asked "No," Sam says
"Sure about that?" I asked again, I wasn't sure that he was telling the truth, I mean I practically raised that kid and I know him when he lie "Now that you've got immunity, whatever the hell that is… just wondering what other weirdo crack you got going on"
"Nothing, Dean you didn't want me to go down that road, so I didn't go down that road. I mean it was practically you're dying wish" Sam replies firmly. And that's exactly what he does when he's lying, but I let it go, for now
"Well let's keep it that way" I said
We made it to Pamela in four hours and thirty minutes we stopped on the way to eat something and then we continue our journey, we stood on her porch and bobby knock the door, Pamela opens the door and hugs Bobby, looking very pleased and lifting him right off his feet
"You're a sight for sore eyes," Bobby said grinning.
She smiles and looks at dad "John"
"Pam, how are you girl" he said then hugged her
"damnit John you still sexy as hell, no wonder hell didn't want you anymore they were afraid that you'd tack over" she said with a giggle
"Pam, you'll never change" dad said with a smile, and I think he was blushing, that was so funny to watch
"and why would I??" she said and then she looked at me and Sam "So, these the boys?"
"Sam, Dean, this is Pamela Barnes. Best damn psychic in the state," Bobby introduces us, She looked at us up and down and smiles.
"Dean Winchester. Out of the fire and back into the frying pan, huh? Makes you a rare individual" she said "although I think you are the fire, just like your dad" she said with a wink
"If you say so" I replied with a grin
"Come on in" she said, letting us walk past her
"So, you hear anything?" Bobby asked
"Well, I ouijied my way through a dozen spirits, no one seems to know who broke your boy out, or why" she says
"So what's next?" Bobby asked
"Well, a séance I think," she replied "See if we can see who did the deed"
"You're not gonna summon the damn thing here" Bobby asked
"No, I just wanna get a sneek peek at it. Like a crystal ball without the crystal" she said with a smile
"I'm game" I said with a grin
As Pamela walked around, setting stuff up, she kneels down and I spotting the tattoo on her lower back that says "Jesse forever". I nudged Sam to look
"Who's Jesse?" I asked, She laughed
"Well it wasn't forever" I said
"His loss" I replied
"Might be your gain" she says, smiling at me and walking by. I looked at Sam happily.
"Dude, I am so in," I sayid
"Yeah she'll eat you alive" Sam said
"Hey, I just got outta jail. Bring it!" I whispered to him Pamela walks by again
"You're invited too, grumpy" she said to Sam. As soon as she's gone I pointed at Sam.
"You are not invited" I threatened playfully, suddenly dad from behind and hit us upside the head "owch" me and Sam said at the same time
"no one is invited, now behave" he said sternly
"great now I feel like five again" I muttered…. After a while, When everything was ready, we sat around the table.
"Alright" Pamela said "Take each other's hands… and I need to touch something our mystery monster touched" she said to me
"Whoa!" I said jumping after she touched me down there "It didn't touch me there!" She laughs.
"My mistake" she said, I looked at Dad, Bobby and Sam, unsure, and then shrugged out of my shirt on one side and pulled up the sleeve so she can touch the red hand mark. I looked at Dad then Bobby and then Sam who looked shocked from seeing the red hand mark for the first time
"Okay" she says, closing her eyes and putting her hand on the red mark "I invoke, conjure and command you. Appear unto me before this circle." She continued to chant it. As she chants, the TV behind her turned on. Suddenly she stops "Castiel? No, Castiel I don't scare easy"
"Castiel?" I asked
"It's name. It's whispering to me, warning me to turn back" Pamela replied without opening her eyes "I conjure and command you, show me your face," she goes on, and the table begins to shake "Lusha?? Who's Lusha??..... No you won't get read of me that easy pal" I looked at my dad who shut his head up after hearing the name
"what it saying about lusha??" Dad asked worry was written all over his face
"Maybe we should stop" Bobby suggested
"I've almost got it" she said and continued to chant. Suddenly the candle flames shoot up high, and Pamela begins to scream, her eyes start to burn , white flames seeped out of them and then blood began to flow down her face. The light disappeared, and she collapsed
"Call 911!" Bobby yelled, and Sam runs off to do so. I crouched down beside Bobby and Pamela Dad was behind me, Bobby held her in his arms, suddenly she start to cry as she opened Her eyes, they were black and bloody. "I can't see!" she cries. "I can't see!"
"what did it say about Lusha??" Dad asked, I was shocked for so many reasons, for starters the woman was terrified with two black holes that used to be her eyes and he still was asking about this Lusha girl
"dad" I snapped at him "now is not the time" he looked at me and then left the room, I looked at Bobby questioning if he knew something and he shook his head no.
After the ambulance came and took Pam, Bobby went with her. Me, dad and Sammy went to a nearby diner, we sat on a table in the middle of the diner, dad wasn't saying anything since we left Pamela's house, Sam was out by the car calling Bobby to see how's Pamela's doing, I took the chance of Sam's absence to talk to dad
"so you gonna keep it like this??" I asked looking at dad, dad looked up at me
"keep what?" he asked
"the silence treatment… I'm sorry that I snapped at you back there but the woman was scared and you were asking her about that girl, and by the way who is that Lusha character??" I asked
Before he could answer the waitress came to take our orders "so what can I get you??"
"coffee, black and a pie" I said, she wrote it down then she looked at dad
"the same minus the pie" he said, just as she left Sam came over
"What did Bobby say?" I asked looking at dad that our little talk isn't over, then I looked up at Sam
"Pam's stable" Sam says "And out of ICU"
"And blind, because of us" I said
"We still have no clue what we're dealing with" dad said finally participating in the conversation
"That's not entirely true" I replied "We've got a name, Castiel or whatever – with the right mumbo jumbo we can summon him, bring him back to us"
"You're crazy, absolutely not" Sam says "Dad, help me with this one" but dad didn't say a word, he seemed liking the idea
"We'll work him over, I mean after what he did?" I argued
"Pam took a peek at him, and her eyes burned out of her skull. And you wanna have a face to face…" Sam began
"You got a better idea?" I asked
"Sam your brother is right, plus it's not gonna hurt him" Dad said
"what makes you so sure??" Sam asked
"he drag him outta hell, he ain't sending him back" Dad said….The waitress came back and gave us our orders, then she sits down. we stared at her.
"You angling for a tip?" I asked
"I'm sorry," she says "Thought you were looking for us" Her eyes turn black. The other customers stand up, their eyes are black too. A big guy goes over and stands in front of the door so we can't leave. The waitress looks at me "Dean. To Hell and back. Aren't you a lucky duck."
"That's me," I said flatly
"So you get to just stroll out of the pit, huh? Tell me – what makes you so special?" she asked me
"I like to think it's because of my perky nipples" I said with a smile "I don't know. It wasn't my doing, I dunno who pulled me out"
"Right. You don't." The waitress looks disbelieving
"No, I don't" Dean says angrily
"Lying is a sin, you know," she said I stared at her
"I'm not lying." She looks at Sam, and Sam glares at her "But I'd like to know, so if you wouldn't mind enlightening me, Flo" I said
"Mind your tongue with me, boy," she says, looking back at him. "I'll drag you back to Hell myself." Sam and dad started to make a move, but I held up my hand
"No you won't" I said
"No?" she says
"No. Cause if you were you'd have done it already" I went on "Fact is, you don't know who cut me loose. And you're just as spooked as we are. And you're looking for answers. Maybe it was some turbo-charged spirit. Or… Godzilla. Or some big boss demon. But I'm guessing at your paygrade they don't tell you squat. Cause whoever it was, they want me out. And they're a lot stronger than you. So go ahead, send me back. But don't come crawling to me when they show up on your doorstep with vaseline and a fire hose"
"I'm gonna reach down your throat and rip out your lungs" she said, glaring at me. I leaned close to her, and then I slapped her across the face, twice. She just sat there.
"That's what I thought" I said "Dad, Sammy let's go" They stood up, and I pulled out a bill and gave it to her "For the pie," I said
"Holy crap that was close!" I said as soon as we left the diner
"so what we're just gonna leave them there??" Sam asked
"there's three of them probably more, and we only got one knife between us" I said
"I've been killing a lot more demons than that lately," Sam said
"Not anymore, the smarter brother's back in town" I said
"Dean, we've gotta take them. They are dangerous" Sam argued
"They're scared" I replied "Okay? Scared of whatever had the juice to yank me out. We're dealing with a bad mofo here, one job at a time."
"you're brother is right Sam, let's find out who brought him back and then we can kill demons" dad said, I know that he wanted to know who brought me back but the main reason behind wanting to facing the thing that yank me out is to know about that Lusha girl.
We went back to the motel, and start to search for a way to summon the damn thing that yanked me outta the pit… it seemed that the latest events took their tools on me, I just dozed off on the bad
A while later I woke up to the sound of the TV turning on, then the radio, I looked around for a second before lunging for my shotgun at the side of the bed. I can't see anything, but I aimed at the door until the ringing starts again, the same ringing in the gas station, I was forced to cover my ears. The windows start to shatter, and as I tried to stay out of the way of them the mirror above the bed breaks. I was laying on the ground holding my ears, which are bleeding, until suddenly Bobby and Dad broke into the room, yelling my name.
They pulled me outta the room "Dean you ok son??" dad asked
"yeah… yeah I'm fine, but we have to find out what this thing is" I said trying to steady my breathing
"I found away" dad said and he looked at Bobby
"then what are we waiting for let's go" I said already starting to walk toward the exit of the motel to the parking lot
"what about Sam??" Bobby asked
"I'll call him on the way" I said
On the road Bobby was driving, dad is in the passenger seat. And I was in the back, which was so humiliating "How you doing, son?" Dad asked looking back at me as I was wiping the blood off the side of my neck "Aside from the church bells ringing in my head" I said "Just peachy." I called Sam's cell phone.
"Hey" Sam says, picking up.
"What are you doing?" I asked
"Couldn't sleep, went to get a burger," Sam says.
"In my car?" I said irritably.
"Force of habit, sorry," Sam says. "What are you doing?"
"Well, Bobby's back," I began, "and we're going to grab a beer" Bobby and dad gave mea look, but I held up my hand.
"Alright well, spill some for me, huh?" Sam says.
"Done," I replied "I'll catch you later" and then we hang up
"Why the hell didn't you tell him?" Bobby asks, it seemed that my dad was gonna asked that question but Bobby asked it first
"Cause he'd just try to stop us" I said
"From what?" Bobby asked
"Summoning this thing" I said "It's time we face it head on" looking at dad knowing that this is his plan
"You can't be serious," Bobby began
"As a heart attack" dad replied. "That's how I do it, baby" he said using my attitude
"We don't know what it is! It could be a demon, it could be anything," Bobby said
"That's why we gotta be ready for anything," I said, pulling out the knife "We got the big-time magic knife. You got an arsenal in the trunk."
"This is a bad idea," Bobby says.
"I couldn't agree more, but what other choice do we have?" dad asked
"We could choose life" Bobby replied.
"Bobby, whatever this is, whatever it wants, it's after me, that much we know, right?" I said "I can either get caught with my pants down again, or we can make our stand"
"this is suicide" Bobby says
"you're with the Winchester, of course it's suicide" Bobby looked at the both of us and we smirked
"it's gonna be a long night" Bobby muttered
We made it on an old barn.. Me, Dad and Bobby were preparing the summoning ritual.
"That's a hell of an art project you got going there" I said about the symbols Bobby and Dad were drawn all over the barn.
"Talismans from every faith on the globe" Bobby replied "How you doing?"
"Stakes, iron, silver, salt, knife," I said pointing at all the things that I had laid out on the table. "We're pretty much set to kill anything I've ever heard of."
"This is still a bad idea," Bobby says quietly
"Yeah, Bobby, we heard you the first ten times" dad said
"What do you say we ring the dinner bell?" I asked, Bobby begins the ritual, speaking in Latin the summons…. After he finished reading the summoning we sat and waited for something but yet there was absolutely nothing
Bobby was sitting down, swinging his foot, waiting. Dad was pacing the length of the barn, and I was playing with the knife impatiently.
"You sure you did the ritual right?" I asked, Bobby just looks at me "Sorry" I said
"Touchy touchy, huh?" he said, At that moment, the roof starts to shake, the shingles banging against the rafters.
"Wishful thinking, but maybe it's just the wind" I said, suddenly the lights shatter, and the barn door blows open.
"I don't think so" dad said as he was backing away from the barn's door backward us a man with a trench coat slowly walks in. we fired rock salt at him, but he keeps coming. Dropping the gun, I picked up the knife and turns around.
"Who are you?" I asked
"I'm the one who gripped you tight and raised you from perdition" the man answers
"Yeah. Thanks for that" I said and then I stabbed him with the knife into chest. The man didn't even flinch, he just pulled it out and dropped it. Bobby came at him with an iron bar, but he grabbed Bobby's arm, put his hand over Bobby's head, and Bobby slowly falls to the ground. "We need to talk, Dean, Mr. Winchester" he says. "Alone" and he glanced at Bobby "he'll be fine, he's just sleeping" he said
I went and kneeled over Bobby's body, I was so scared I looked at dad and then I checked Bobby for a pulse
"as I said Your friend's alive" the man says
"Who are you?" dad asked, looking angry
"Castiel" he replied
"Yeah we figured that much, I mean what are you?" I asked glaring at him
"I'm an angel of the Lord" Castiel replied, looking at me. I stood up.
"Get the hell outta here. There's no such thing" I said looking at dad
"This is your problem, Dean" Castiel said turning to look at him "You have no faith." Suddenly light flashes and I could see black wings unfurling from Castiel's back. I looked at dad he was also looking at the shadows, against the barn wall. When the light is gone, the wings are gone.
"Well some angel you are…" I said
"You burned out that poor woman's eyes" dad finished
"I warned her not to spy on my true form," Castiel said, moving forward. "It can be… overwhelming to humans. So can my real voice. You already knew that."
"You mean the gas station and the motel" I realized "That was you talking?" Castiel nod, and I made a face "Buddy, next time lower the volume"
"It was my mistake" Castiel said "Certain people – special people – can perceive my true visage, I thought you would be one of them. I was wrong"
"And what visage are you in now?" dad asked looking pissed "What, holy tax accountant?"
"This, this is a vessel" Castiel said gesturing to his long coat and tie
"You're possessing some poor bastard?" I said incredulously
"He's a devout man, he actually prayed for this," Castiel replied
"Look pal, I'm not buying what you're selling. So who are you really?" I asked
"I told you" he said
"Right. And why would an angel – rescue me from Hell?" I asked, I took another look at dad and look back at the angel
"Good things do happen, Dean" Castiel said walking closer
"Not in my experience" I said
"What's the matter?" Castiel said staring at me "You don't think you deserve to be saved?"
"Why did you do it?" I said ignoring Castiel's question.
"Because God commanded it" Castiel replied "Because we have work for you"
"what??" I and Dad said at the same time
"you wanted the truth, this is the truth" Cas said then he turned to face dad
"when you talked to Pamela you said…" dad began but Cas cut him
"Lusha" he said "I told her about Lusha because I wanted Dean to meet her"
"and why is that??" dad asked
"coz she's just like him" he said
"how so??" I asked
"coz she I brought her back from hell just three days before I brought you back" Cas said pointing at me
"WHAT???" dad snapped at Cas and began to walk toward him "what the hell you're talking about??"
There were face to face "why don't you ask yourself how did you came back" Cas snarled, taking another look toward me he left, leaving dad in shock and me with a pill of questions
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