Sorry this has taken so long guys my life has been crazy, and I completely forgot about the story!

SO heres the next Chapter and probably the only one Ill do in EPOV.

SM owns it all.

Chapter 9. Thinking it over.

I came home after telling Bella it was over and leaving her stranded, yes stranded, in the forest.

Alice practically bit my head off for telling Bella that I wasn't right for her, but I ignored the little pixie and went to my room.

I sat there listening to Debussy while I thought. I thought about Bella, I dont know what I had done, I had ruined myself and her aswell. This was not going to be easy to fix, but I had to I couldn't live without my Bella. I couldn't loose Bella not like...

My face contorted to one of worry and fear.

Edward Jaspers thoughts reached out to me you can't keep thinking of Lilianna, what Emmett did was for the best, especially now with Bella around.

Jaspers thoughts had brought on a whole new ensamble of memories

FLASHBACK

"Edward, seriously, Ill be fine" Lilianna spoke confidently "I'll only be gone a couple hours" I need to get food sometime you know I relaxed at that and gently kissed her goodbye, what I didnt know, was that it would be the last time.

Exactly 2 hours later There was the sound of screeching tires on the highway 2 miles behind our hidden home in Alaska. It wasnt until I herd the faint and weak voice of Lilianna's mind that I thought anything of it.

Edward help me... Please. I raced through the forestand reached the highway just as the fire reached the gastank and blew the car up. I thought about throwing myself in the blaze but before I could take 2 steps towards Liliannas burning porche Emmetts Hands held on to me tight, holding me back. "NO LILIANNA" I screamed "Not my Lili, ... no" my voice faded out into dry sobs and I fell to the ground.

2 days later we attended Lilianna Kane's funeral, and then we left to Forks.

END OF FLASHBACK

"Edward" Jasper was beside me now. "I know it hurts, but you have to let Lilianna go. Bella loves you and right now she needs you back."

I nodded my thanks my body slightly shook by dry sobs. I ran out of the house and back to where I left Bella.

BPOV

He left me, he left me. Thats all I could think, and I kept repeating it in my head. over and over.

I sat there in the woods behind the house for I dont know how long. Just staring at the ground infront of me black streaks from crying lined my face.

There was a slight breeze but it was gone as fast as it came.

Suddenly Standing Infront of me was the beautiful bronze God I knew as Edward Cullen.

Oh snap, what now. Thats right its review time. PLEASE!!!

You know you want to.. and you now know a little more about why edward didnt want to get involved with Bella. In case you hadnt figured it out Lilianna was a human.

And I almost cried just writting that part so I hope I get some great feedback.