Ok ok so Im really bad at updating. So sue me! no please dont I have to pay for college first. Sorry again but I hope you enjoy the chapter.

Chapter 10. Not Me

Suddenly Standing infront of me was the beautiful bronze *haired* God I knew as Edward Cullen.

I couldnt believe it, he was really standing infront of me I thought he left. "Edward?" my voice cracked and broke.

He looked at me sympathetically. "Bella, Im so incredibly sorry. Please forgive me"

"But ..*sniff* wh- why'd you leave? why ar-are you back?"

"I'm sorry Bella I should have told you sooner." He spoke nothing but the truth I could see it in his eyes. "I didnt think staying was the best thing for you, last time I had these feelings... It was different." It appeared that if he could cry he would have been. "Last time the woman I loved was lost, she died and I couldnt save her. Im very protective of you Bella, and I want you to know its because I dont want to loose you. I was stupid enough to think that leaving you wouldnt be loosing you. I was so wrong" I didnt know what to say, I couldnt believe he was really back. After a moments silence of me just staring blankly at him Edward spoke again "Bella? are you alright? Please, please forgive me."

I could do nothing else but jump up off the log I was sitting on and wrap my arms around him. New tears filled my face, but these ones were happy tears. Tears because he was back in my arms. My voice shook as I spoke "of course Edward, I could never live without you here."

Edward took me in his arms then and carried me bridial style out of the forest and towards my home. Surprising enough Charlie wasnt home yet. Edward Carried me into my home and up to my room. I gathered my bathroom stuff and washed the emotional make-up stains off my cheeks, cleaned up and went back into my room.

Edward's vehicle wasnt out front so I knew he had moved it earlier. I feel asleep not long later in Edwards arms.

Not long after that I was rudely awoken by the sound of someone at the door.

Edwrad sat in the rocking chair in the corner of my room looking quite sollom.

Everything was in slow motion as I realized there were police lights flashing out front of the house.

I went flying down the stairs and nearly tripped.

I opened the front door and there was BIlly Black Charlies partner at the station.

"Bella," his vioce broke, they were good friends. "There was a robbery at Newtons Sports Shop today, unfortunatly you father was caught in some cross fire. He was rushed to the hospital. Follow me"

My face was a mask of pure horror, how could this happen to me at 3am? how? how ? how?

Please dont let him die on me.

I followed Billy out to the cruiser. I knew Edward already knew. So he would understand.

We were in Forks general hospital minutes later, and I was pushed into Charlies room, accompanied by Dr. Cullen and Billy. Not long after Edward arrived saying he got a phone call and came to help me.

As soon as I saw Charlie I lost it, I was bawling my eyes out once again, little did I know I would be doing this alot over the next while.

Charlie looked up at me and weakly said "Bella ... Darling .. Never give up... Just remember that I will always love you. ,,,,, Im always here in your heart" He squeezed my hand one last time and the heart monitor flatlined.

ok so Im a little evil, sadistic as my mother puts it. but dont worry I was even cry writting that last part. Please Review I know people like this Story I ge tall of those awesome alert thingers!! R&R!!!