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Sam POV Meanwhile
The fight was a bitch, it's been three hours now and the hell spawns still poring on us like rain, even after the exorcism CD they're still coming, and I have dislocated shoulder, Oh Joy, but still that's not what's on my mind right now, Lu?? Did they get her?? Is she even her??
"Sam, hand me some ammo, I'm running out" Mel shouted from her hiding place behind one of the giant oak trees
"yeah, her take this" I through her a 45' clip, and she catch it, put it in and start to shoot the demons that were coming our way…. Did I tell you how awesome she is?? No I don't think I did, well she's awesome, she is so my type, and I know that I know her for what now?? Two days, but I feel like I know her for two decades, she made me happy, and I don't think someone other than Jess made me this happy, she is so like Jess, kind, smart, funny, caring, and so god damn beautiful, she's the kind of girls that I can see my whole future with her, I can't believe that I'm saying this but I think I'm starting to fall for her.
Anyways, I saw a new bunch of demons coming out of the castle, Bubby, Liam and Dad; who were near the castle were injured so I went to help them, on my way to them I spotted Pogue from the corner of my eyes, I turned around and went his way as soon as I made sure that dad and the others got help from Jake and Mel, walked toward Pogue, as I got closer to him a could see his bloodshot eyes and I knew that something wasn't right, and that made fear's grip tighten around my heart
"Pogue, what are doing here?? I thought you were with Dean and the others??" I know it was stupid question but I had to ask, even though I don't really wanna know the answer
"they're back at Bobby's" he said in a low tone
"what do you mean they're back?? How could they be back while we still looking for….. you found her didn't you??" I asked and he nod and looked down, oh god that can never be good, I took a deep breath "is she ok??" I asked and he shook his head "how bad is it?" I asked although I really didn't wanna know
"she was already worn and injured when we found her and that's when that asshole came and pined us to the wall, we just stuck there, we couldn't move that's when he send Ari to haven or whatever and then everything happened so fast, I mean one minute he was about to kill me and Dean and she told him to stop and the next thing I know he stabbed her and left" he said in one breathe, wait??? STABBED?? What does that mean?? Is she d…… NO, she can't be
"How bad was it??" I asked slowly, fearing the answer
"he plunge the dagger all the way to her heart" he said in a low tone while he looked down
"oh god" that's all I could say, this is not happening, she can't be, I mean she's half angel, she can't die like that, there must be something wrong "Listen go to Reid and Ty and tell them to play the CD again and tell them never to turn it off" I ordered and with a nod he run to the woods to find his friends
I, on the other hand run back to where my dad and Bobby where fighting, the demons weren't as much as before, they were about fifteen by the help of the angels, a half an hour later and with the CD on, the demons were all sent back to hell or dead, we regrouped by the entrance of the woods, as soon as dad lay an eye on Pogue I could see the fear spark in his eyes as the same thoughts I had ran through his mind
"where are they Pogue??" Dad asked in his hunter's tone
"they're back at Bobby's" Pogue answer
"and by saying They… you mean?" Dad asked again
"Dean, Katie, Caleb and… uh.. Lusha" I blurted out all eyes turned to me
"how did you….." dad started but Jake cut him off
"Lusha??" he asked "how is she?? Is she ok?? Is she hurt??..... Come on answer me Pogue, Damn It" he yelled angrily at Pogue, I could see fear, worry and guilt fill his hazel green eyes
"Jake calm down, Pogue don't know anything, Caleb took Lusha and Dean before he could get the chance to know how is she, ok?" I lied, well I didn't lie, I just didn't want to believe that when Alistair stabbed her he killed her, so I lied to myself as well…"so just calm down, I'm sure she's gonna be ok, she's a Winchester" I said with a smile, I looked at Pogue and he nod a thank you and I offered a weak smile in return, fife minutes later we were in our cars on the way back to Bobby's.
Dean POV
When I came out the bathroom with a washcloth in hand I found that Lusha wasn't wearing her jeans any more, she was now in only her bra and boy shorts, Katie was sitting on the edge of the bed cleaning out Lusha's wounds, she looked up at me and then looked back at the deep cut she was cleaning, I went and sat on the other side and started to clean Lusha's face, God only knows what she been through, by the time I finished cleaning her face and neck and the spot where her tattoo used to be Katie was done with the cuts on her stomach and her wounded ankles.
Katie pored some of the sterilizer on a new washcloth and started to dip it on her wounded stomach, a slight whimper escape Lusha's lips but she didn't wake up, I followed Katie's lead and did the same to her wrists and on the deep cut on her shoulder, I remember that one, she got it when she was thrown onto the car in the parking lot before she was taken, her shoulder must be dislocated
"her right leg is broken" Katie said after a long time of silence
"her shoulder is dislocated" I said and she looked up at her shoulder and nod "look why won't we stitch her up, put her shoulder and leg back in its place and then a warm bath so after that she could rest" I suggested, stitching her up needs two and I can't do it alone I needed Katie but I was afraid that she hate needles and stuff like that
"sound like a plan, the sooner we patch her the less infected her wounds get" she said already dipping the needle in the sterilizer so she can start working on Lusha's ankles, God she looked amazing when she's working I thought to myself, I took another needle and start working on Lusha's stomach
Half way through stitching the long deep cut on her stomach Caleb walked in, as soon as he saw that we were stitching her he looked away, I have no idea how he's going to graduate from medical school
"I called the others and they said that they're on their way" he said still looking away "how is she??" he asked concern dripping from his voice
"she's gonna be fine Caleb, don't worry" I said reassuringly, although it was half the truth, she was burning up, and her shoulder looks red and puffy so is her leg and her wrists, she was defiantly infected, we have to finish patching and stitching and then we have to find a way to put her temp down.
"hey, Caleb could you go to the drug store right now??" I asked looking up at him
"yeah sure, what do you need man?" he said
"we need more gauze, pain killer, antibiotics, a cast for her leg, bandages and run by the super market and bring her some soup for when she wake up" he just nod and went out
Half an hour later we were finished stitching and patching "now is the hardest part" I muttered to myself
"tell me 'bout it" a weak slurry voice pulled my attention, I looked down to find Lusha's half opened eyes looking back at me
"hay kiddo" I said with a sigh of relief "you give us quit the scare in there" I said lightly ruffling her hair
"I'm s'orry" she said lazily
"I'm glad you're ok" I said with a smile
"me too kiddo, don't you ever pull something like that ever again" Katie said, Lusha merely nod
"honey, you know what we have to do, right??" I hate to do this but I have to, she looked at me and nod
"do what you have to do big bro" she said with a weak smile
"Ok we gonna sit you up and…" I said but she cut me off
"Dean, I know the drill, so let's just get it over with" she said in a low but strong voice, I heard Katie snicker, I turned to look at her and I glared instead
"fine" I said as I helped Lusha up "sorry" I said as I heard her hiss in pain, I sat her up in a sitting position "Kat, hold her tight" she nod and put her arms around Lusha's waist, Lusha just put her head on Katie's shoulder, I sat behind her sandwiching her between me and Katie "ok, on three, one, two…" and I snapped her shoulder back in its place
"AHHHHH…. God" Lusha cried in pain as her head fell back almost hitting me; tears began to fall freely down her face, suddenly her cries went quite and her body slumped onto Katie's
"Dean…" Katie said with a hint of panic in her voice as Lusha's body start to slightly shake, I put my hand on Lusha's uninjured shoulder and pulled her slightly so I can see her face, her head lolled back, her face was drained from blood except for her flushed cheeks, there was beads of sweat forming around her face plus the tracks of tears, I tugged her shoulder further and she fell onto me
"Lu" but there was no respond "Lusha??" still there was none "LUSHA" I said a bit louder, but again there was no respond, panic began to creep its way through me, I put my hand on her forehead, feeling the heat radiating from her, Fever, I laid her back down on the bed "Katie, could you please bring the thermometer" she nod and went to bring the device.
I went to the bathroom and took a washcloth, drenched it in cold water and came back to the room, I sat back next to Lusha and put it on her forehead, a minute later Katie came back with the thermometer "here" she said as she handed me the thermo.
I put the thermometer into her ear waiting for a reading, a minute later it started to beep, I was shocked from what I read "103.8" I said in shock
"what?" Katie asked with a hint of panic
"her temp is 103.8, this is bad, seriously bad" I whispered more to myself than to her
"we have to put it down, but…" she said now panic was taking over her words
"STOP" I said "we have to put her leg back in its place and then we gonna put her temp down, OK?" I said and she nod "Ok, now I need you to hold her still, I don't want to put her in anymore pain" I said and again she, she sat next to Lusha and held her tight, I sat at the end of the bed, I inspected her broken leg and it wasn't hard to put it back, but that didn't mean that it's less painful, I was about to do it when Caleb came in
"hey guys…." He stopped as soon as he saw Katie's tear stained face and Lusha's sweaty and also tear stained face "what happen?? Is she ok??" he asked franticly
"she's running a high fever, but she have a broken leg so we can put her temp down right now" I said and he nod, he walked Katie's other side and held Lusha in her place, I looked at him while he did that, with deep breath I pulled her leg and twisted it so it can get back to its place, I inspected her leg again and it was done.
I looked at Lusha and she was still pale except for her cheeks, her breath was sharp and ripped, almost like gasps and there was a wheezing sound, there were more sweat now covering her whole body, she looked like she was in pain, how could this happen to someone so innocent?? How could this happen to her after all what she's been through??
"De…." Lusha's whispers pulled me out from my thoughts
"yeah" I said but when I realized that her eyes were still closed and her body is shaken more violently then before
"thy're com'ing, 'm al'one De, 'm scared" she mumbled deliriously which made me freak out
"Katie fill the tub with cold water" she nod, then she disappeared in the bathroom, I took the thermo again put it in her ear "holy shit"
"what??" Caleb asked
"she's up to 105" that can't be good, in one quick motion I lift her up and went to the bathroom to find that Katie had filled the bathtub, I lowered her in the cold water, but she didn't stir, she didn't do anything, which scared me even more.
After 15 minutes of soaking in the cold water I pulled her out and Katie quickly wrapped a huge towel around her, I took her back to the room and sat her on the bed leaning her back on the headboard, I put the thermo in her ear again and waited for 15 second until I heard the beep
"how high??" Katie asked standing at the foot of the bed
"101.3, not good enough but it's better than the one before" I said tugging a lock of wet hair behind Lu's ear
"let's just hope that it don't get any higher" Katie said
"yeah, you're right" I said "we have to change her clothes" I stopped as I realize that I have to see my sister nake…. Ew "well, we have to put her in a warmer clothes" I said after a second
"I found her bag downstairs in the living room, so.." She trailed off and kept staring at us, it was like she wanted us to leave"Ok, now get out so I can do it" she said shooing me and Caleb out off the room
"hey, she's my sister.." I protested but she cut me off
"do you want to see her naked, coz by the look on your face you weren't exactly comfortable with her in only her underwear" she said in a mater-of-a factly way, and she had a point, with a nod I went down to the living room with Caleb.
Ten minutes later I heard Katie's footsteps coming down the stairs, I looked at Caleb and he was sleeping on the couch, I smiled to myself and stood up and went to see what's up
"how's she doing??" I asked as we met at the bass of the stairs
"she's sleeping, if you wanna go and see her, I'll stay here and wait for them when they come" she said as she put her hand on my shoulder, I looked down into her eyes, and god I fought hard not to kiss her right here and now, she's strong, smart, a good hunter and so god damn hot… I took her hand in mine as I kept looking in her blue ones
"thanks" I said as I bent down and kissed her cheek, and before she could react or respond I went up to Lusha's room taking two steps at a time, as I reached her room I opened the door carefully not making any noise so she won't wake up, I looked at her and she was at peace, her face looked so beautiful even though there was a new dark black and purple bruises covering her left eye and cheek, the long bangs were falling messily over her eyes, I looked down and found that Katie dressed her in a black tank top and jeans shorts, she also put on her cast and bandages on both ankles and wrists.
I went and sat on the bed beside her, she instantly moved close to me I couldn't help but smile, I kicked my shoes off and lied down on my side next to her, I watched as she sleeps, god she looked so innocent, I couldn't help thinking about all she's been through, her mom's death, dad leaving her, her foster parents; Sam told me about the, then hell and now this, this was to much and she's not even eighteen yet, hell even her seventeenth birthday she spend it in hell… WAIT!! I got the best god damn idea in the world, and they call Sam the brain.. HUH, yeah right, and let's just say that there's gonna be a big ass kicking party after Lusha's get better.
I was fast asleep as the clock strike 2:34, but it wasn't for long, I was awaken by a muffled whimpers coming from next to me, I didn't pay attention to it I was still sleepy and I thought that it was just in my dream, but then again the same muffled sound, but this time it wasn't just whimpers there were "please" and "no", I got up quickly as I realized it was Lusha, I turned on the light and found her covered in sweat and her face was twisted in pain, her breathing was heavy almost like pants, she looked like she was having a nightmare
"Lusha!!" I said as I shook her slightly so I won't scare her, but still she was traped in her nightmare "Lusha, wake up kiddo" I said a bit louder than before
"No, please, TAKE ME" that was her respond "NOOOOOOO" she screamed and start franticly turning in her bed. She was tangled in the blankets that had covered her
"LU. WAKE. UP" I said a lot louder than before as I took hold of her, she sprang up and looked around the room terrified, as soon as her eyes landed on me they filled up with tears and jumped at me warping her arms around my neck as she started to sob, I didn't know what to do at first, but a second later the big brother began to kick in as I warped my arms around her "shhhh, baby it's ok, I'm here, nothing bad is gonna get to ya'" I soothed as I draw comforting circles on her back, after five minutes of nonstop sobbing she finally calmed down, I pushed her gently so I can look at her, her eyes were red and puffy, tears were still spilling down her face while she was holding her stomach
"lay down, let me see" I said as I laid her back down to check on the stitches, I pulled her tank up enough to see the bandages, and they were still white thank god that means she didn't pull any stitches, I pulled back the tank top and looked up at her, her eyes were still glossy but there were no tears falling down, but the fear and sadness were still there
"baby, what happened??" I asked while I was playing with her hair, it seems every time I did that she'd calm down
"it was a nightmare" she said in a low voice, I almost didn't hear her
"I know you're tired, but what was the nightmare about?" I asked
"hell" as soon as the word left her lips I felt my heart stop "and the last few days" she finished after a second
"did they do anything…. I mean other than torturing?" I quistened after a minute of silence, she shook her head
"no" she looked down and started to sniff, I lift her head with my thump so I can look at her and she was crying again
"what is it, kiddo??" god I really hated watching her cry, it broke my heart, and I don't care if I have to go through a chick flick moment to stop her from crying
"I'm sorry" she said in a small voice, my eyebrow arched in question "I had doubts" she said as she looked me in the eye
"what do you mean?"
"I thought that you won't come, I thought that you could live without me, I… I just… I just was so scared and… and I didn't think clearly, and when you finally came I was scared to death that they might hurt you, I know that I pried for you to come and save me and I'm sorry for being so selfish" she took a deep breath and continue "if anything happened to you coz of me, I would never forgive myself" she said as she wiped her eyes, I looked at her and couldn't stop the smile that crept on my face, she looked at me confuse "what?"
"it's just funny how the Winchester mind work" I said and she smiled too "but there is one thing you should know" she nod "it's not your job to keep us safe.." she tried to say but, but I stopped her "no buts, and let me finish, you're my baby sister, and I'll do anything for you, the things you did for me and for dad and Sammy, I'm thankful that you did it, but from now on its gonna stop, from now on it's mine, dad's and Sammy's job to protect you and not the other way around, you got it??" I asked and after a second of hesitation she nod
"ok" she said "But, when you need my help you promise me that you gonna ask for it, ok??" I smiled
"ok" and ruffled her hair "now go back to sleep, I'll wake you when the other are here, ok" she nod
"goodnight, Deano" she said as she kissed my cheek and laid her head on my chest
"sweat dreams baby girl" I said as I kissed her head and soon after that I heard her even breath, soon after her I was asleep as well.
Jake POV
Why the hell this god damn car won't go any faster, it's been an hour now since the fight was over and Pogue told us that Dean and Katie had found Lusha, I just can't seems to wait until I see her, god it's been too long, I know Pogue was hiding something from me and I was praying to god that it's not a bad thing, every now and then I catch a worried glance coming from Sam from the corner of my eyes, oh did I tell you that he's riding with me coz he thought that I'm gonna pull a kamikaze act or something.
"would you slow down, you're not good for Lu if you're dead" Sam said after I stepped on the gas, it was the first thing that either one of us said since we left the woods
"fine" I mumbled, he looked at me and I kept my eyes on the road, he sighed and he too looked back on the road
"you know that she's gonna be ok, right?" he said after a minute
"I know" I snapped not even looking at him
"um.." he was taking aback by me snapping, I just had enough with the fact knowing that he was hiding something from me
"I know you know something that I don't know" I said in a raged one breath, I know it came out stupid but I didn't care
"huh?" he said a bit confused, but that didn't fool me
"damn it Sam, just tell me, I'll take what every bad thing your hiding from me, please just tell me?" the thoughts of Lu's hurting badly were running through my mind ever since Pogue said that they found her, and that Dean and Caleb took her back home, I know that I don't know Dean that well, but when he asked the sons to use their powers to take him and Lusha back home, that means that there is something more than bad, and to add to it Cas disappeared suddenly from the battle field, I know that Sam know something and I want him to tell me now
"Jake…….. I don't" he hesitate "look… when they found her Alistair was there…. And things didn't go as planned" he said
"Sam cut the chase and tell me how bad it is?" I couldn't stand the stalling
"he stabbed her….. Jake, JAKE!!! Slow down, come on man" when the word Stabbed left his mouth I couldn't hear anything else, the only thought that crossed my mind that I have to step harder on the gas, I want… no, I NEEDED to get to her as fast as I could, I glanced at the rearview mirror and saw the cars behind me are getting smaller by every minute until they disappeared eventually.
When the clock struck 5:00 am we were outside Bobby's house, I didn't have the time to turn off the car, as soon as my foot hit the brake pedal I opened the door and ran inside, leaving Sam behind me, I was sure he said something but I wasn't that sure what did he said, anyways, to my surprise the front door was locked, I banged twice, I was heading on the third that's when it flied open reveling Caleb's worried face
"J, man I was worried yo…" but he was cut off by me
"where is she??" I asked franticly as I stepped in the house and walked pass Caleb to look in the living room "Caleb, where is she??" I repeated when he didn't answer my question
"J, calm down man, you gonna wake them all" he said and I turned around to face him noticing that Sam was standing behind him now, and when a minute passed and he didn't tell me what I want to know
"well, how is she??" I urged even thought I really didn't wanna know the bad news, if there was one, I hope that there's none
"she's fine" he said and stopped I waited for another minute
"DAMN IT, Caleb, do I have to drag the words outta your dump ass" I yelled I had enough of this, why won't he say it already "just say it" I said through clinched teeth
"she's injured and she's sleeping upstairs, Dean is with her, and I assure you that she's fine" he said, he took a deep breath then continue "other than a broken leg, dislocated shoulder and few stitches, she's fine"
"no stab?" Sam asked from behind him
"No, Cas healed all the deadly wounds" he said, so there was deadly wounds?? Oh god
"so she's fine" said after relief washed over me, Caleb just nod.
"so where's the others??" Caleb asked after we head to the kitchen, coz the living room was occupied by a snoring Katie, so we dicided that we should go to the kitchen so we won't wake Katie, plus I'm not in the mood to deal with a bitchy Katie.
"Jake here had a fight with the gas pedal, so we kinda got ahead of the others" Sam said and Cy nod
"would you lower the volume a lil, there's an actual people trying to sleep in this freakin' house" Katie grumbled from the threshold, she looked funny with her hair all over the place and the frown on her face, but as soon as she saw me and Sam her facial changed "O.M.G" she cried out load "you're here… thank god" she said it like she was in a high school's drama play, as she came and held me tight "I was worried" she said softly, she pulled back from the huge and ruffled my hair, god I hated it when she do this, I feel like I was six or something
"there's no need to worry…. And stop it I'm not kid anymore" I grumbled
"yeah, well don't be so sure about that" she said and looked at Sam "hey Sammy" she said and hugged him too, at first he was taken aback then he hugged back
"Sammy, I'm sure she's not the copper you wanna hold" Dean's voice came from the kitchen's door, Katie pulled back and there was a hint of a blush on her cheeks, I looked at Sam, he too was blushing… I don't know about Sam, but I never in my life saw Katie blush, it seems like she likes Dean being around
"haha, very funny Dean" Sam said, it wasn't the best comeback, that only proves that Dean was right about Sam, Katie wasn't the Copper for Sam
"Dean, how's she doing?" I cut the awkward silence and the glares Dean was getting from Sam and Katie
"she's sleeping, had a nightmare about half an hour ago, but she's sleeping" Dean said, I sighed in relief, good she's ok, now I'm ok
Half an hour later the others start to arrive, first was the Hummer, then the Mostang followed by the Katie's car then John's and Bobby's.
"where's the others??" Dean asked
"Liam, Josh and Mark said that their job is over so they went back, and Ellen and Jo, they had to go back you know how Ellen was attached to her roadhouse, as for the angels they disappeared after the fight" Bobby said
"so, what happened after we left?" Dean asked after we all sat in the living room, Katie was tending to Mel's forehead gash, Dean just put Sam's shoulder back and he's now taking care of John's, Pogue and Caleb; both were holding their girls while sitting next the fire, God I wish I was able to hold Lu in my arms and never let her go… God, I almost lost her today, what would happen to me if that happen?? Thank god I wouldn't have to know, she's safe and she's here and that's what important.
"…. That's pretty much what happen" John's words pulled me out of my thoughts, he must've told Dean about what happen after they disappeared in the castle "then what about you?? What happened after you went in?" John asked
"well, long story short… we got there, Lu was hooked up to the ceiling, she was barely breathing, Alistair was there of course, he pinned us to the wall, he did something to Ari; I don't know what but it seemed like he exorcised her or something…. Anyway, after that he was about to attack Katie but Lu woke up and told him to stop, and he did, he asked Lusha about joining them, but she said no and that's when he attacked me and Pogue" Dean stopped, he took a deep breath and ran his fingers in his hair
"but she stopped him before he could do anymore damage" Katie pick up from where Dean left off "he thought that she was going to except his offer but she didn't, and before he could do anything Mel's voice fill the place, and he looked pissed as hell…. He knew that he won't win, and that's when he stabbed Lu and left" she finished
"after that, we brought her here, and Cas healed most of the wounds and her grace too, and he left" Dean said
"thank god he came in time, otherwise we might've lost her" Caleb point out and everyone cringed as he said the last part
After a minute bobby decided to break the silence "ok, I don't know about you, but I could use an hour or two of sleep" he said as he stood up from the couch "girls; you take my room, it's big and comfy" he said, then he looked at me and the sons "you young men, you gonna take the guest room, me and the Winchesters gonna take the living room" he finished and walked out of the room
"I'm gonna take the floor in Lusha's room" Dean said "you know, in case she woke up and needed something"
"I can do that" I offered
"you're next, Ok? now you go and rest" he said and stood up "ok guys, goodnight" he said and he too left the living room and went up stairs to Lu's room, five minutes later Bobby came back with pillows and covers for him, John and Sam
"what are you still doing here, tomorrow's gonna be an early start" he said as he gave Sam his pillow and cover and set John's on the couch
"why the early start??" Reid asked
"you'll find out tomorrow" Bobby said "now go"
"goodnight" the five of us said in announce, we went up stairs and the girls follow suit, we said our goodnights to the girls and went in our sepert rooms, I glanced at the room Lusha's in and said a silent prayer that she would be ok in awake in the morning… I went in and the guys took their places while Reid was still mumbling and complaining about the early start I fell asleep, with a cute little brunet filling my dreams.
Lusha POV
GOD!! Why does the sun have to so damn bright?? Wait, Sun??? the last time I saw the sun was before the attack…. I opened my eyes again, but this time the light seems a bight less brighter, I looked around and found that I was in a room, a room that I know, it's Bobby's guest room… what if this was one of the demon's tricks??
I closed my eyes and everything came rushing back to me, what happen with the demons, the rescue mission and now this… I'm at home I'm safe and I'm with the people that I love, thank you god.
I laid like this for quit sometime until I heard a strange sound coming from under the bed, I listened closely and was…. Snoring, light one, But still, someone is snoring under my bed.. I leaned as far as my injury let me, and dangled my head from the said of the bed so I can see who's under the bed, I noticed the pillow and the cover near the bed, who ever was sleeping there got carried away and went under the bed.
I looked under the bed, and it was Dean, oh god he looked so cute sleeping like that, I saw his lids fluttering "hello" I said and his eyes went wide open
"Lusha" he said surprised, he rubbed the sleepiness from his eyes and then looked at me again and when he found that I'm not a dream or something his head shut up and…. "Ah…shit" he hit his head with wooden plate, he slid from under the bed and sit up on his pillow, he looked at me and he gleared when he saw that I was chuckling at him, he kept on rubbing his sore head
"you got it all wrong" I said after a minute, and he gave me a quistionet look
"what??" he asked confuse
"you should sleep on the bed not under it" I said with a chuckle, I winced; laughing is a really bad idea when you have one hundred and something stitches on your stomach
"haha, your funny" he said but when he saw me clinching my eyes shut with pain "you ok, Kiddo??" I just nod "you sure" again I nod
"what time is it??" I asked after a minute
"seven-thirty" he said
"good" I said with a smile
"why??" he asked standing up from where he was sitting on the floor and sitting on the edge of the bed
"coz now I'm gonna teach you how to sleep on the bed" I said grinning
"you're funny, I know you got that from me.. but right now it's so annoying" he said
"no I'm serious, I wanna sleep some more, and so are you" I said, he looked at the door like he was weighting his option, not a second later he looked at me with a grin on his face
"I can use some beauty sleep" he said as he remove the cover and slid next to me, he put his arm around me and held me close, I closed my eyes feeling safe in my brother's arms
"thanks" I said, he looked dawn at me and smiled
"for what?" he asked softly
I looked up at him "for being you" I smiled and closed my eyes again, he kissed the top of my head, and the last thing a heard him say before I drift back to sleep
"no prob kiddo" he said, a second later I was fast asleep.
When I woke up, the room was less brighter and I couldn't feel Dean next to me, he must've left at some point, I tried to sit up but as soon as I did that I regret it, my body start to scream at me; the pain was too much, the pain killers must be wearing off, I laid back on the bed without moving, the room was too dark; so I lift my good hand to switch on the night stand, but before I reached the nightstand my hand touched something hairy; well, it's not that hairy, but it's a head, I ruffled the hair under my hand, I felt it moving, groaning then yawning and then back to sleep, I laughed to myself knowing the owner of this head, I ruffled it again, but this time he sat up and quickly switch on the light, I laughed at Jake's look; he looked like a dear in front of headlights, but as soon as I laughed I regretted it again, the same god damn pain.
"Lu??" Jake said "you're awake" no shit Sherlock I thought, but considering that he just woke up I had to forgive him, so I just nod
He sat near the bed and took my left hand "you hurt??" he asked as his thumb was brushing the back of my hand soothingly
"a bit" I whispered, he leaned in and kissed my forehead
"god, I miss you" he said and kissed the back of my hand
"I missed you too" I said with a smile, we sat like this for a while in a comfortable silence, he kept holding my hand with his right one, and his left hand was playing with my hair, and I should tell you this, the feeling was amazing, so I just closed my eyes and let him take me back to sleep, I was already dozing back to sleep when he decided to break the silence
"I love you" he said as he put his head on the pillow next mine, his breath was tickling my ear and the fuzzy hair on my checks, I had to close my eyes; the feeling of him being so close, his breath against my skin and his touch, it was just amazing.
"I love you too" I whispered after a minute, he set up and looked at me; it was like he was memorizing me, he didn't say anything he just kept staring at me for a very long minute "what?" I asked
"nothing" he said, I gave him a look that said yeah right "you just…" he removed a loosen lock and put it behind my ear "you just look beautiful"
"yeah right" I said with a smile not believing what he said
"I'm serious" he said "I fight all sorts of bad things in the world, and I know…. I thought I knew that there is no such thing as good, angels, pure and beauty…" he stopped took a deep breath then continue "but when you came…. When you came, you made me believe that the four things I didn't believe in are true, and it's all wrapped up in you… God, if anything happened to you yesterday.." he took a deep breath and looked away "Lu you made me believe, you made me feel again… that day, eight years ago, when I saw you in Pastor Jim's church, you put life back in me, I was lost and you were…. No, you are the light that light my way… and if I lost you, I'd lose my way too" he said, I just looked at him, I didn't know what to say after that, I was shocked, I knew that I was his best friend and that he wanted to be more, but I never knew that he felt the same way I felt about him.
I put my hand on his cheek and turn his face to look at me, his eyes were bloodshot "hey" I said and pulled him close and when his face was barely an inch away from my face "I'm not going anywhere" I said and placed a small kiss on his nose, he smiled and held me close to his heart, the moment was just perfect, but such moments won't last in my book, suddenly a pain shut through my stomach causing me to wince and jerk in pain.
Jake noticed my discomfort and the pained look on my face, so he backed away from me thinking that he hurt me, which he didn't "did I…. uh" he stuttered but I cut him off
"No you didn't" I said firmly but gently at the same time "it's just the pain meds are wearing off, and my stomach kinda hurt" he looked at me like he was reading my face, to make sure I was telling the truth not just bluffing.
"ok, I'll go and see if Katie have something" he said after a minute, he kissed my forehead and then stood up and made his way to the door, as he reached it he stopped and turned to look at me "do you want anything?? Food, drink??" he asked
I took a minute to think, I was really hungry but I wasn't ready to eat just yet "water would be cool" I said and he nod "and you should tell them that I'm awake" I told him, they must be worried, so he just nod again and went out the door leaving me alone in the room.
Well, that didn't last for long, about five minutes after Jake left the room Reid came in followed by Pogue, Cy, Ty, Sarah and Kate
"hey, there Shorty" Reid said with a grin "you gave us quit the scare back there" he sat on the ground near the bed; same spot where Dean was sleeping earlier this morning
"yeah kiddo, don't you ever pull something like that again" Pogue said as he set on the end of my bed on the left side
"I'm sorry" I said with a smile, it was so good to see them again, I haven't realize how much I've missed them until now
"don't be sorry" Ty said softly
"yeah, girl don't be" that was Kate with a wide grin
"we're just glade that you're ok" said Sarah, sitting next to Kate, which was on the upset side of Pogue, Cy was standing behind the girls
"we missed you so much" Said Ty sitting on the ground near the bed on my left side while holding my hand "when J called, we were scared to death" he said
"say for yourself Parry, I wasn't scared" Reid said "I know she's a tough cocky, so I was more than sure that she's ok"
"really??" Cy said "then why were you so nerves then??" he said with an ear-to-ear smile
"I wasn't… uh, I was just……. Never mind" Reid grumbled and pout, we all laughed at that, suddenly Jake, Dean and Sam came in
"what's so funny??" Dean asked
"nothing, it's just Reid was showing us what was he like when he was five" Sarah said still laughing at Reid who kept pouting like a brat five year old, Sam, Dean and Jake joined in the laughing fit, until Reid storm out of the room mumbling something that I didn't get.
We spend the rest of the day like this, the guys stayed in my room, about an hour after they came in Dad, Bobby, Katie and Mel joined in, at six o'clock Bobby and Dad went down stairs to make us some dinner.
As I said we kept talking and laughing, of course we made Reid come back and this time we didn't make fun of him.
This is perfect, all the people that I care about and love is around me, everything was perfect, I know it won't last for long, but right now I didn't want to think about these stuff, I just wanna enjoy this few moments, coz these moments it's the reason why you fight and keep going, keep you holding on and keep me sane, being with my family and friends made me feel strong and full with joy, these people is why I wake up in the morning, and I'll never back down on them.
R&R..... I wanna know
and there's gonna be some changes in the few next chapters, so I hope you like them