I place my hands over my ears, trying to drown out the thunder building up.

No...

No...

NO!!

I won't submit!!

Kill the mudbloods, we are above them!!

NO!!

You can't fight me Ginevra... No knight in shining armour to save you now...

My mind swirls with thoughts that I know are not mind. Memories I thought I had long since repressed come flooding back...

No...

-/-/-/-/-/-/--FLASHBACK!!-/-/-/-/--

Tom? What is going on? I write furiously into my diary.

Hermione!! She's been attacked!! Do you know something??

What makes you think I know anything?

You know you've been acting-

Yes?

You know what? Never mind.

Why don't we play that fun game again Ginny?

Then it all fades to black and I find myself by Moaning Myrtles bathroom, completely terrified out of my wits.

Have to tell Ron.

Must tell Ron, he'll understand. He's my brother. Please help! I try desperately to get to the door but a force holds me back.

You are going on a little trip Ginny... the voice echoes in my head, both luring and repulsing me at the same time... The voice of evil.

-/-/-/-/-/-/--END FLASHBACK!!-/-/-/-/--

'NOOOOOOOOOOOO!!' I open my eyes to find myself on my knees sobbing uncontrollably.

'Ginny??'

'Ginny??'

'Hermione, get someone please?... I don't know, anyone.' All I can hear is Harry as he kneels down next to me. He gently places his arm around me and pulls me in closer.

'Isn't this where you're supposed to say something encouragingly?' I hiccup slightly.

'Yeah, put you'd punch me and say it was a load of bull.'

'I'm not that bad... am I?'

'Nah... Just trying to get you to laugh... guess I'm failing miserably huh?'

I bury my head in the crook of his neck.

He hugs me and I feel his head move up.

'I told Hermione to get someone.' He whispers quietly.

'Probably McGonagall... She adores that woman.'

Harry looks down at me with one eyebrow arched. I laugh weakly.

'That wasn't funny.' He mutters to himself.

'Talk to yourself is the first sign of insanity. Did you know?' Harry looks down at me with a mock glaring expression.

'Been talking to that mirror dear?' He questions sarcastically.

'No actually. I just happened to be dropping back laundry with Hermione, when we had a most enlightening conversation with it.

'Oh Merlin. As Ron says... That bloody mirror!' Harry places a hand over his eyes. And proceeds to poke himself in the eye with his glasses.

Clever.

'Ron should be quite nice to that mirror. It told Hermione lots of lovely things.' Harry blinks and shakes his head.

'Do I want to know?'

'I'm his sister and I most certainly did NOT want to know!! So I guess not!'

'Augh.' He closes his eyes with a nauseated expression.

'Preaching to the choir.' You have NO idea... I have been traumatised by that mirror... though it did give me info on Harry.

Hehe!!

'How do you even know that phrase?' Harry asks.

'Colin.'

'I don't need to stay the night here honestly!! I think that would do more damage to my mental health in fact!!'

'Ms. Weasley!'

'Sorry but Madam Pomfrey, it would probably best if you left Gin do what she wants. If cooped up in here you will find a very dead me in the morrow via her temper.' Ron pipes up from his bed.

Much to my amusement, Hermione shrieks and leaps from the bed, clearly she thought that he was asleep and was sitting right next to him.

'Smooth.'

'Shut up Harry!'

'Be quiet, both of you.' Madam Pomfrey examines me closely.

'I am not sure about this Ms. Weasley.'

'Poppy, leave the poor girl be, I'm sure she can manage. Ms. Weasley has handled this stupendously in the past and I am confident that she can manage now.'

Dumbledore walks in the door in varying shades of blue and silver. I jump up hopefully.

'Really?'

'Yes, thought though I do ask for you to keep your guard up. We don't know yet what this may entail for you.'

Just a slightly ominous statement.

I'm not worried.

Why should I be worried?

No reason, no reason at all.

Keep breathing Ginny, try NOT to hyperventilate or else Madam Pomfrey won't let you out.

I can do that.

Inhale.

Exhale.

Inhale.

Exhale.

I can do this. No reason as to why I can't. I look up to find Hermione and Ron talking quietly whilst Dumbledore and Harry are conversing over in the corner.

I smile slightly at Dumbledore and walk out of the Hospital Wing.

I lean against the wall and sink slowly down to the ground.

Don't even bother trying to taunt me now floor, I have bigger eggs to fry.

Isn't that supposed to be fish to fry?

I prefer eggs. It makes it sound funnier. Now shut up and leave me alone.

There is a small crisis going on at the moment within my cranium.

What has Hermione done to me??

I shake my head to find Professor Dumbledore strolling past.

Is he wearing pink socks?

My mouth opens and words flow out before I can stop them.

'Nice socks Professor!'

I didn't...

Oh raving radishes I did!! (Luna has been talking about raving radishes for a while... it sounds funny!! Like eggs to fry!)

'Thank you. I do like these ones particularly. They are amusing.' He walks off humming to himself.

Is he humming Weasley is Our King?

If he is, it'd better be the good one.

Harry and Hermione poke their heads out.

'Oh there you are.' Hermione says before vanishing back into the Wing.

'Caring young thing isn't she?' Harry asks bewilderedly.

'Sweetheart really.' I mutter looking at the wall opposite.

'I know you are sick of this question... But are you okay?' He asks walking out and sitting down next to me.

'Yeah, just trying to get round the fact I just complimented Dumbledore's socks.' Harry starts laughing. I chuckle along quietly.

'I mean, they were PINK!! Luminous 'melt you eyes' pink!! How nuts is that man?'

'That's just Dumbledore for you.'

'Yup. Crazy yet a great man all the same.'

'These days you'd have to be of your rocker to teach here!! Or to hire Snape!!'

'Merlin yes. Or to put up with you for hours on end.'

Harry looks at me. I guess I have been... overly curious say lately as to what he has been doing.

Can you blame me? I know this has to do with Mr. Snake-face (lame yes but I've has a bad day...)

Wouldn't you be curious?

Damn straight you would.

'Look, I'm not even sure what I'm doing at the moment... so can we just leave it at that.'

I nod. I get up and tell Madam Pomfrey I'm heading up to bed. She nods reluctantly. Ron smiles and waves from the bed. Hermione gets up and gives Ron a swift hug and walks out of the Wing happily.

As we walk back up Harry and Hermione pushing and pulling me past the dreaded area I stop and frown.

'You both know what the diary was, don't you?'

Hermione, who was pulling me, stops and looks at Harry with the most horrified expression on her face.

I turn to Harry who is...

Gone?

I hate him!!

I really do!!

Little coward ran off at the first sign of awkwardness.

Oooo forget He-Who-Isn't-Sugar-and-Spice...

I'M going to murder him.

In fact I am prowling behind the Portrait Hole... waiting... for my prey.

And not in the fun way either.

And I know Harry has the Invisibility Cloak but I will capture him.

And devour him whole if necessary.

Hermione and Becks are watching me pace with both amusement and worry.

Amusement on Becks' part naturally and worry on Hermiones'.

The Portrait hole swings open and I bounce forward eagerly only to pull back disappointed.

'Oh, it's only you Colin.' I say pouting.

'What? Oh that's just endearing!! Sad cause I'm not Harry? Gee... you get a boyfriend and you now hate me!!' Colin wails exaggeratedly.

I roll my eyes.

'No I am just pacing around here in order to strangle my dear darling boyfriend!!'

'Should I ask?' Colin looks over at Becks and Hermione.

I can imagine that Becks rolls her eyes and Hermione just shakes her head and opens a book. I, meanwhile, am far too busy keeping watch over the entrance.

Even if he has an Invisibility Cloak Harry has to get in and that requires walking through the Portrait Hole.

And that, my friends, is when I shall ensnare him!!

Mwuhahahahaaaaaaaaaaa!!

Awwww look at the little first years run away!!

Was I really that small?

Though I really must stop expressing inner thoughts.

Knowing my luck it is going to get me into a huge amount of trouble.

I move away from the entrance and sit down on the couch.

A wave of tiredness has just swept over me.

And I don't think I'm going to sleep very well tonight, not if today was any indication.

I feel my eyelids drooping...

No, have to talk to Harry.

Can't sleep...

Must stay awake...

...

I jolt awake my hair in front of my eyes obscuring my vision. I make to move my hand but a voice stops me.

'Dumbledore said no Hermione.'

'You have to be joking. You'd think he'd show some consideration.'

'You would, wouldn't you, but he believes it would 'have detrimental effects on her mind'. Detrimental effects!! That bloody diary already did its worst!!'

'I know Harry. But maybe, it's for the best. You know what Ginny's like. Like Ron she wouldn't admit if it was affecting her, it may just be too much for her to know that the diary was a horcrux.'

Horcrux?

What the hell?

'So what?? She is supposed to remain in the dark?? She knows that we know!! Her brother knows and yet he won't be allowed tell her!!'

Ron knows?

What the fuck is a horcrux??

I hear Harry get up and pace around.

'It's insane!! I think- no! I know Ginny deserves the right to know that the diary wasn't just enchanted!!'

'But Harry, do you really believe that it won't do anything to her... to know that...'

'That it was a part of Voldemorts soul that controlled her? I know what that's like...'

I can't hear anymore.

The crashing thunder is back.

It was a part of Voldermorts soul?

Oh god...

Dumbledore is going to get it!!

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