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A/N: Okay so this chapter was rushed (short and late, I know) because I wanted to get it out before next week. Next week school starts back up for me and I won't have as much time to write as I'd like to. It's gonna be hard keeping up with FLCT and EY, too. But I'll do my best!
Chapter 11:
BPOV
"We need to talk..." Edward said cautiously as he sat both of us down on the edge of the bed.
I was immediately aware. He didn't seem happy about what he was about to tell me.
But I would listen. Nothing good ever came out of not knowing the full story. "Okay Edward. Whatever it is, I'll listen." I assured him.
He made a yeah-right-of-course-you-will face. And then he started in on his speech. Looking me in the eye the entire time. "I've been a complete douche bag, Bella. I've been cheating on my girlfriend, Tanya, with you." He paused a second to gauge my reaction. My face was ice cold and it felt like fire was burning under my skin. I wanted so bad to smack him across the face and walk out. But, I'd told him I would listen. He continued. "The only reason I dated her in the first place was to get ahead in my career. Yes, I know that sounds horrible and it is. I don't deny that. I was actually going to go break up with her tonight..." His voice trailed off.
"But?" I forced out.
"But something else came up, we'll get to that later. She's back in our suite packing up her things and - "I held up a hand and stopped him.
"Wait. What do you mean 'packing up her things'?" He was silent and looking at the blanket on the bed. That's when I understood. And was angry. "She's here! You brought both of us here?" He nodded. I got to my feet and started pacing the room. "How'd you do it?" I asked him as I paced. Then I changed my mind and held up a hand to stop him. "No, I don't want to know how you did it." I started pacing again. "So why didn't you break up with her? You said you were going to and then something else came up. What was it?"
He rested his elbows on his knees and put his face in his hands. "She's pregnant."
I stopped pacing and stared at him. I didn't know how to process this. I went to the suite's closet and pulled my suitcase out and started throwing all of my stuff into it.
"Please, Bella. Don't leave without talking to me about this." He begged me. "I really don't want you and I to end. I lo-."
I stopped throwing things into my suitcase and glared at him. I pointed the 4-inch high-heel shoe in my hand at him. "Don't. Say. Love."
He looked hurt. "Bella, I'm so sorry. If I could redo it I would."
I threw the last of my things in my suitcase and headed for the door. "Edward, I need sometime to think. Once I've made my decision I'll let you know. Goodbye." I walked out of the suite. As soon as I got into the elevator I cried.
EPOV
I listened as Bella walked out the door, shutting it behind her. I let the tears fall. I was furious at myself for even thinking that she'd take it well and mentally kicking myself over and over and over again for starting this whole thing in the first place.
I knew I needed to get back to Tanya. She and I still had a lot to discuss. I made sure all the evidence of my crying episode was gone from my face. I went down to the front desk and checked out of my and Bella's suite. Then I went back to Tanya. She was sitting on the bed watching TV.
"Hi..." I said softly as I came back into the room.
"Hey." She said, not taking her eyes off the TV screen. "Did you go tell your whore that you knocked me up?" She asked flatly.
I'd told Tanya about Bella. She was angry and said she should get an abortion. I was hurt. Even though I may not like Tanya, she was still carrying my baby and that baby had every right to live. We'd argued about it and I'd walked out on her and went straight to Bella.
"She's not a whore." I growled at Tanya as I flopped down into the arm chair next to the bed. I covered my face with my hands. "Are you getting an abortion?" I asked flatly. I was afraid for the answer. I didn't want my baby to die.
She scoffed and glared at me. "No. I only said that because I was angry, still am." She went back to watching the television.
"Good. I didn't want you to get one." I looked at her and waited for her to look at me before I continued talking. "I will be a father to this baby whether you want me to or not. There is no question about that. But, I will stay with Bella..." My heart ached. "If she'll still have me. I'm sorry but you and I are done as a couple."
She didn't seem phased. "Yeah. I know. Did you really think I'd stay with you after you cheated on me?"
I looked down at my hands. "No."
She stood up and walked over to the closet. She started putting her things into her suitcase. "I'll call you with information about the baby and when my next doctors appointment is." She closed up her luggage and came to stand in front of me. She bent down like she was going to kiss me and then smacked me across the face instead. "You're a bastard." She picked up her things and left the suite.
That was the second time within an hour that a girl had walked out on me.
As I sat on a plane by myself on the way home I kept thinking about how badly I'd screwed up.
What made you think you could pull this off, Dickward? Neither of those women deserved to be hurt like that. And you have a kid on the way! Way to be a good role model! You're such a stupid fucker!
That is what my concious shouted at me the entire plane ride home.
Once I landed, I got my car out of the massive parking lot and drove to Rose and Em's place. It may have been eleven o'clock at night but I didn't care. I knocked on their door loudly.
"Some one better be dead." I heard Rose grumble as she unlocked the door. Once she saw it was me she looked alarmed. "What the hell are you doing here? Is something wrong?"
I hung my head. "They found out."
She crossed her arms and turned to walk away, letting me follow her. "Serves you right." She said as she sat on the couch.
"But that's not my only problem." I said. "Tanya's pregnant."
"Ooh," Emmett said as he came into the room. "Dude, you're royally fucked."
I sighed loudly. "I know. I just hope Bella can forgive me. It'll be a miracle if she does."
Rose stood up. "Well I'm going back to bed." She touched my shoulder as she passed. "Good luck, Eddie."
I didn't need luck. I needed Lady-friggin-Miracle.
SO sorry it's short. I'll try to make it better next time.
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-Kelli
