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Chapter 27

Reunion
(Blame)

Seth's Point of View

It was late Friday night and the house was like a ghost town. I was waiting , expecting some tumble weed to come barrelling across the living room floor as I sat in an arm chair with my elbows resting on my knees and my chin propped up on my closed fists, watching as my Izzie does...well, nothing, as per usual. She hasn't moved. The only real big movement she seems to be performing is breathing but even then...

I'd sigh occasionally, just to see if I could irk a response out of her but had no luck what so ever. Once she did sigh in return but nothing else. She just needed to talk to me! I wished she would.

With another sigh, I crossed over to her on the couch, kneeling in front of her before taking her hand in mine. She didn't even flinch or look at me when I squeezed it, gently. I sighed, sadly, kissing her soft knuckles, tenderly. A slight flutter of her fingers was the only indication that she'd even felt it.

"Sweetie..." I whispered. No reply. I swallowed, thickly, and tried again. "Baby, please say something?"
She glanced at me, briefly, before peering back out the window without a word. My heart ached with the absence of her harmonic voice that warmed every recess of my heart whenever I heard it and I was in desperate need of hearing it again.

"Baby, please?" I begged, placing my forehead on her hand.

Suddenly, her hand slipped from mine and I frowned, looking up in time to see Izzie's hard face as she got up from her seat, by her own free will, for the first time in three days! It hurt that it was just to get away from me. It hurt real bad. Why wouldn't she talk to me?

I rose to follow her into the kitchen where she willingly got a glass of water and chugged it. Then she went to the fridge, opened it up and took out a cheese Babybell! Food! Actually food! And she was eating it on her own! Willingly! I couldn't believe my eyes! I moved further into the kitchen, leaning on the island counter as I watched her get a cereal bar from the cupboard too! Eating all of it! The question is whether or not she can keep it all down.

"Izzie, Baby, we needed to talk about some stuff. Some important stuff, Sweetheart." I whispered, gently. She sniffled, though she wasn't crying right now and looked down at her hands. "I...I know our worlds have stopped right now and I wished to God I could could stop right along with it but I can't...and neither can you. Time is still moving forward, Baby."

We were silent. Only the grandfather clock, chiming out fr 10 o'clock could be heard but as it chimed its last, a soft, lifeless voice sounded out and if I hadn't seen her lips move, I would have thought it was someone else entirely.

"We lost them...We lost our babies, Seth. They're gone."

That voice. It wasn't the harmonic chime I've longed to hear these few days. No. It was a voice of a blank, lifeless girl that was mourning her children. But it was still her. My Izzie. She just spoke for the first time in three days and I never thought I'd be stuck between happiness for hearing it, finally and then sadness for hearing what she'd said. My heart hung low, tears welling as I wallowed in what she said. They're gone...She'd said. I knew that but having it spoken out, most of all by the one other person that was supposed to be denying it along with me, made it all the more real and final, almost. A confirmation of the whole thing being far from the dream you wished it was, the dream you wished you were stuck in.

"They're gone and aren't coming back, Seth." she went on, her voice steeling some as her heads snapped to face me. She's shouting now. "So tell me how we're supposed to be 'moving forward'? There is no 'forward' without them, Seth! They are gone and there's nothing we can do to change it!"

I rushed to her, enclosing her into my massive hold and rocking her from side to side while she clutched on for dear life. I found it amazing how she wasn't crying right now when I was blubbering my eyes out. I kissed her head , breathing heavily. Our hearts were beating a marathon and she snuggled into my chest. Holding her like this, it was almost as if I had her back but I knew I hadn't. I pulled her closer, not wanting this to end. Not wanting all this to go back to the way it was. She was finally speaking, talking to me!

But then, I never get my way. She pulled away, breathing deeply as she tried to compose herself. I smoothed back her hair as she looked up at me with her beautiful brown eyes, so vulnerable and weak. I sighed, kissing her nose lightly. Her hands came up, wiping away my tears with a frown.

"I'm sorry...I didn't mean to make you cry." She breathed, sadly. I took a shaky breath as I shook my head, slightly. I smiled lightly, stroking her arms.

"It's okay, Baby." I dismissed, softly. She sighed.

"You know I love you, don't you? I mean...You must probably think I hate you or blame you but I don't, Seth, I really don't. It's just-"

She cut herself off while my heart melted, hearing the words that set my word alight. Stared right into her eyes, leaning forwards to kiss her, gently but passionately on the lips, taking a chance at the rejection that could still come my way but I was elevated when she began to kiss me back, lightly. I smiled, pulling back with a sighed. "Of course I know that, Baby. Alyssa...You are my world. Sure, maybe I did feel like, maybe, you hated me and that you were blaming it all on me but I don't blame you for doing that. You're hurt. I'm hurt. We just need each other, Baby. As long as I have you...I can get through this. With you, I can get through anything. You're everything to me. Nothing else matters but you right now."

"Seth..." she cried, softly, her eyes finally welling up with tears. But she didn't allow them to fall, closing her eyes with a small, sad smile on her lips. It wasn't the smile I loved but it was something. I've lived these past few days with an unemotional Izzie, I'd take anything and everything from a small glance to a booming laugh from her right now, just as long as she was moving, interacting with her surroundings. She's living again and that's all I wanted.

Her eyes reopened, connecting with mine instantly. My breathing hitched when I saw the pure love shining back at me and I knew that my eyes reflected hers. She smiled up at me, planting her hands either side of my face before bringing me down for a light kiss. I took a deep breath through my nose, relishing in her delicious lavender essence as we kissed, tamely, lips moving in synch with each other's but never deepening. I couldn't and wouldn't Push her like that, not so soon. But my considerate thoughts were wiped away and my eyes snapped open when her tongue peeked out and slid across my bottom one, my eyes rolling back at a feeling I've long since forgotten and without hesitation, I opened up for her, my tongue meeting hers in a gentle caress. Neither of us fought for dominance, both falling into a perfect rhythm.

Her hands crept up my pectoral muscles, wrapping around my neck as her fingers weaved through my hair at the base of my neck, pulling me closer as her tongue suddenly nudged forcefully against mine, initiating the fight for dominance so suddenly that she won without any fight from me. My arms wrapped around her waist, pulling her closer to me, impossibly close. I squeezed her lightly, making a beautiful moan escape her throat, her breath heavy in my mouth as it sent shivers up my spine. I walked backwards, pinning her softly between myself and the island counter but also knowing how wrong (yet so right) this was at this moment. With all my might, I pulled back, my eyes closed as my breathing came in gasps. I placed my forehead against hers, reopening my eyes and connecting with hers immediately.

"Baby...We can't do this. It isn't...It's not-"

"Seth...I've missed you...I need this. I'm okay. I swear...Please?" she breathed, begging me. How could I possibly be able to fight this and yet, I did. I sighed.

"I've missed you too, so much, Baby, but maybe...maybe now isn't the right time?" it came out more as a question than a statement. She shook her head, brushing her nose against mine as she did so. I closed my eyes, just feeling. Everything she did to me made it more and more hard to fight this but is this really appropriate right now?

"Seth, please? I-I need you. It's been so long."

As soon as the words acme out her mouth, I was broken. My resole shattered and I lifted her up on to the counter top, my lips crashing to hers with our tongues coming out to play instantly. As soon as the first button of my shirt was popped, there was no going back. I spread her legs, resting between them, resting home as I took over the dominance between our tongues, trailing my tongue across the roof of her mouth and earning an amazing moan in return. I smiled, lightly, my hands running up and down her outer thighs as she continued to work my buttons, and not only my shirt ones.

With the last one popped, she pushed it over my shoulders and I let it slide down my arms, slowly, dropping it on the floor at my feet as her petite hands roamed my chest, feeling and tracing every muscles that was in her reach. Her fingers brushed my sides and I held back a laugh as shivers ran down my spine again at the assault of such sensitive skin. She grinned, working on my belt buckle as my hands went to the hem of her cotton tank top. She broke away long enough for me to strip it from her but went straight back to work on my belt, unfastening it, unbuttoning and unzipping my cut offs before letting them drop to my ankles, where I stepped out of them and kicked them somewhere behind me.

I stood before her, utterly naked while she still hid from me behind very thin materials. I smirked before my lips clasped onto her collarbone, sucking gently, making her arch into me with a groan. I sucked from one to the other, making sure to lavish every inch on the way with as much attention as the skin before it. She moaned and mewled under my ministrations and I took satisfaction in the fact that I could still make her feel this way. As my mouth lavished her body with much needed attention, my hands snaked behind her, unclasping her bra. I weaved it down her arms, throwing it somewhere behind me as my mouth simultaneously kissed its way down to her perky peak, suckling and nipping lightly. She moaned, throatily, thrusting her breasts into my face for more. I grinned, giving her just that before moving onto her other, giving it just as much attention as the first.

"nrgh...Seth." she moaned, breathlessly as her hands came up to my head, fixing it against her. Like I would want to be anywhere else!

My hands slide down her torso, sure to brush her sensitive sides too and she jerked against me, giggling lightly. I grinned as my hands continued their descent to her pyjama shorts, so thin and such flimsy material that I could have just ripped them off but I didn't, lifting her hips a little with her help before sliding them off along with her underwear until she was bare for me. I flung it away in a random direction, vaguely hearing the overhanging pots and pans clang when they landed but not caring enough to check where they were. I trailed my hands up her body and over her breasts, kneading gently and she whimpered, throwing her head back in delight. I smiled, loving the sight of her in such pleasure by my hand when she's been so distant with me before. My lips connected with the junction between her shoulder and neck as I sucked, feeling her pulse below my lips, so fast and hard. Her breathing was gasps by now and she was in a total different world.

"Seth...please...I need you." she cried, shrilly as my tongue dipped into her navel. I growled, not necessarily meaning to but I did all the same. I pulled her, gently, to the edge of the counter and I realised that this was the only time we've had sex that wasn't in our bedroom or shower. Would she regret doing it here? The intense moan that escaped her mouth when the tip of my member brushed up against her core told me not so much. She wound her fingers into my hair, looking me straight in the eyes as she pleads,

"Baby, please? Make love to me." How could I deny her? Especially with a face like that? I'd give her anything if she used those puppy dog eyes.

Ever so slowly, agonisingly so, I slid into her, having no used for artificial lubricant as she was so wet for me, making our reunion a smooth as can be. We both groaned and whimpered at the feeling of being connected once again and after so much time. I filled her to the hilt, stilling so that she could get used to my size and girth again. She breathed heavily into my neck and I nibbled on her earlobe. One slight buck of her hips told me she was ready and I pulled back from her, looking her right in the eyes as I slid back out a little bit, thrusting back in just as slowly in hopes of relaying the love I have for her. She moaned, breathlessly with each one of my thrusts, feeling the overwhelming pleasure from each one. I kissed her, passionately but gently as my hips continued, never breaking rhythm.

"God, I missed you so much, Sweetheart. My God..." I groaned, dipping my head into her neck and nuzzling, lovingly. She moaned in response. "I love you...Jesus! I love you."

"Seth...nrgh...faster..." she whimpered, laying down on the counter, her breasts prominent and jiggling slightly with each one of my thrusts as they got faster. Her moans intensified, her back arching slightly with each time I thrust in. "...Harder, Baby, deeper..."
I grasped her hips, lightly, thrusting harder and deeper as she requested but also pulling her to meet me halfway, going faster and faster as the coil in the pit of my stomach tightened more and more. I knew she was close, I could hear her moans and breaths becoming ragged and faster. So loud that it was like music to my ears. Her hands gripped the edges on the counter top in ecstasy. She cried out suddenly and I knew that I hit a place deep within her that sent her reeling in pleasure. I grinned, hitting it again and again and again, each time the moan got louder and louder until she was screaming to the heavens.

I was right there, on the edge and I needed her to cum with me. This couldn't be done any other way. I leaned over her, never disrupting my rhythm as I kissed and suckled at the valley between her breasts. She arched into me, causing me to hit her spot in an entirely new angle and she screamed louder than ever, her walls clamping down around me. I cried out, grunting and groaning as the coil in my stomach finally released, sending surges of delirium through my entire body. I thrust deeper, harder, faster, bringing her hips to me with more force as we rode each other's orgasm out, making it last longer and in an all new intensity that I've never felt before.

We both screamed each other's names as we nearer the end, reeling in so much pleasure that I got head rushed as I came down. My breathing was harsh against my Izzie's glistening skin at her stomach, of which showed no evidence of her pregnancy for the last eight months. I couldn't decide if that was a good or a bad thing, personally but I wouldn't dwell on that. We both stilled, using much needed time to return form our highs, and yet at the same time, relishing in them too. I placed light kisses on her waist before she somehow managed to sit up. I slipped out of her, softening rapidly and letting her sit on the counter properly as she clung to me, tightly. We were silent for a few minutes before her voice rang out in the pregnant silence,

"Would you...do me a favour?" she asked, hesitantly as she clutched on to me for support, totally spent and exhausted sat on the kitchen counter in nothing whatsoever. My body was also still recovering from such a delirious, amazing experience, one of the best in my life. My breathing was still slightly faster than its regular rate but I didn't care. We were both still trembling from the force of our releases, which had been some of the most powerful yet. My face was buried in her neck, inhaling breath after breath of her fragrance that I would never get used to and would always miss whenever she wasn't near. I took a deep, shaky breath before nodding.

"Anything." I whispered, making her shiver as my hot breath cascaded down the back on her neck.

"Give me some time?" She requested, softly. I frowned, unsure what she meant by that and utterly terrified. "It's not...because of what we just did and I'm not asking for long...Just a few hours so that...I can think, properly this time. Please?"

"I don't know." I hedged, unsurely. She sighed.

"I swear to you, Seth, it's not because of what we've just done. I'm not sending you away, permanently. I'm just asking for some time for myself, okay? Please?"

"Just a few hours?"

She nodded, sincerely, no lies in her eyes as I stared into them. "You can come back any time after three, please? I just need this as well. I'll probably be asleep when you get home but, Baby, I swear to you that I'll still be here, if that's what you're worrying about." she assured me. I would be lying if that wasn't a factor of my hesitance. Whether or not she'd still be here when I get back would be a massive fear for me if I left.

"Like I said, Baby, I'm not sending you away permanently. You don't have to if you don't want to." she backtracked, frowning. I sighed, not particularly liking the idea of her being alone but knowing she needed this already had my mind and heart out the door. My body just needed to follow.

"I'll be back at three. On the dot." I assured her, sincere and sternly. She smiled lightly, nodding. I leaned down and kissed her. "I love you, Baby."

"I love you too, Seth."

With one more sigh, I got dressed again before leaving, taking the truck and heading towards the Cullens.

I never knew my salvation would reside there...

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