Too Little Too Late

"Donnie," I whimpered, fingers just barely touching the glass to her room. The blinds were up, we could see through it. We couldn't go in, even Sam couldn't do that for us. It was doctors only.

She wasn't healing.

"Porsche, come on," Ben pulled me away and I struggled, but he held me firmly in his arms.

"No!"

"You're making a scene." He whispered.

"I don't care! She's dying!" I screamed, still trying to break away.

"Porsche, the hospital is going to kick you out," Samuel said sternly, "And I can't help you if they decide you're being a nuisance."

"She lasted this long, she has a chance of making the change." Ben reminded gently.

"She won't make it! Why don't you understand?" I was throwing a tantrum, kicking and screaming and falling to pieces.

"She could…"

"She can't! The chances of her making it are so slim! She's half dead already!" I squirmed.

"Charles' mother had been mauled by a moose, she still made it." Samuel offered.

"She ended up dead anyways!" I cried, "She's going to die before midnight."

"You can't just give up." Ben let me turn so I could rest my head on his shoulder.

"If she was going to make it, something would've changed." I tried to stop the tears, "She lasted this long, it's a miracle. It's not her body healing."

"Porsche-" I saw Samuel shake his head out of the corner of my eye and Ben sighed, "It's time to get you home. You need to sleep."

"I don't want to leave."

"You can't just stand here until midnight." He murmured.

"I won't need to." I told him quietly and a machine in Donia's room started beeping. "She's gone." My throat tightened and I started crying again. I could smell Ben's shock.

Of course, the medical staff all rushed into the room and tried to save her, but her heart didn't want to beat any more. There was a heavy smell of death and decay and her body wasn't even rotting yet.

"Don't cry." I didn't want to look up. That would make it the second time I had seen a ghost. I shook my head. I think Ben at least felt the temperature change suddenly, it was too cold, even for a hospital. "Please."

I looked up and winced because the Donia I was looking at was healthy and lively looking like she had been yesterday.

"I'm sorry." I whispered and I think it dawned on Ben what was going on.

"It's not your fault." She rolled her eyes and I had to smile.

"What am I going to do without you?"

"I know, right? I was the life of the party!" I laughed through my tears. It sounded so wrong at a time like this, but she was Donnie. "You're going to get over it, if you don't I will bring my ass back from wherever the hell I'm going and I will beat you into next millennia!"

I shook my head and she reached up to fiddle with a blue highlight in my hair, it was kind of halfway gone, too grown out.

"And you're going to get them re-done, and your lip piercing-snake bites maybe?" She pushed her own out with her tongue, "Tell Jamie I'm sorry, I love him, and he sure as hell better not kill himself. You can give him the same threat I gave you."

I nodded.

"I'm going to miss you."

"Obviously." She rolled her eyes again and her hand dropped down, leaving an even chillier breeze for a moment. "Well, I'm going to go haunt the school. Pretend not to see me." She waved and skipped away, down the hall.

"What did she say?" Ben adjusted me so he was holding me bridal-style.

I looked down the hall and smiled, wiping away my own tears.

"That it's going to be okay." I sighed and nodded. "It's going to be okay."

Ben threw a glance to where I was looking and looked back at me. I looked up at him.

"What's your opinion on snake bites?"

A/N-

Short i know but i am writing this during math homework! give me a break please? : / I tried to make it longer but i don't have the time, i need to finish this boring book (else id have finished it cuz im a fast reader) and this math is killer (over 130 problems and HUGE ones too!)

XxxxIceQueesxxxX: :) haha u guessed it!

Notloggedin: i am, its just very short :( be pleased! xD

Oh, thank you! :)

that is a very true statement, both of them

yeah well, i made him a freak of nature, i can do that cuz he's actually my charrie and not briggs'! YAY!

HA! wrong! i killed her off! xD i kno i shouldn't b laughing…

adam is just a naturally depressed person, i mean come on he got the girl! just…be happy!

oh that would've been a good idea, or to have her turn out to b a witch who can like…hide her powers or something, like Elizaveta's descendant or something cool!

yeah i kno! i kept friggin' forgetting!

no it isn't as much fun AT ALL!

GAH! TOO MUCH GUILT!

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okay okay! so just…review ok? ill try 2 make the next one longer! :) sorry bout that!

GIMH

P.S.- i posted the bit about Warren and Ben finding Porsche's "spazz spot" in Growing Up Wolf so u guys can check it while u wait!