What Is Love? Are You Fucking Serious?

"I won't ever, ever hurt you like that again." He whispered, his forehead resting on my shoulder. "I'm so sorry. I was being an ass, I know."

"It hurt." I told him, upset.

"It hurts more to know I'm the one who did it." He murmured against the skin on my shoulder blade.

"It hurts a hell of a lot more to know you did it even though you knew Dad was the one who made me leave." I growled.

"I won't ever, I promise. I won't close you out unless it's entirely necessary. I won't hurt you." He paused. "Don't…" He didn't finish, just sighed and pulled back.

I blinked and turned around to face him again, kissing him, desperately, hungrily. He kissed me back with the same.

"I won't leave you." I told him and he looked surprised. "No matter what."

"Tell the irrational part of my mind that." He told me before kissing me again.

Random Mercy POV for Parental Reasons

"You left them alone?" I snapped, "In a hotel room? Are you stupid?"

Warren blinked before smiling sheepishly.

"Didn't occur to me."

"Of course not because I'm the only one with brains in this family. When Adam comes back tell him I went…somewhere not dangerous." I got up and left the table in the restaurant at the hotel where we were eating breakfast this morning. "Never leave your daughter in Warren's care." I grumbled out loud.

Porsche POV

"Shit." I closed my eyes tightly and pulled back before opening them and looking at my mother. "Er- -hey…Mom…um…sleep well last night?"

"Normally…no I still wouldn't be okay with Warren leaving you alone." She shook her head. "Are you two going to eat breakfast or just kiss each other half naked on the bed all morning? Why not try the other bed? Or even the floor! Mix things up a bit when I walk in on you." She said sarcastically. "Put shirts on, we're having breakfast."

"I'm wearing a shirt." I told her, motioning to my clothes. "Two."

"One is a cami and one is a button up. Why would I let you wear that when you've got a werewolf boyfriend right next to you? That's top of the 'do not attempt' list! Right next to short dresses. They enjoy popping buttons. Ben, put a shirt on would you?"

He looked amused before going over to my bag, raising an eyebrow, and pulling out one of his own shirts.

"Do you purposely go through my laundry?" He asked with a small smile.

"Sometimes." I shrugged.

"The food will not wait!" Mom said impatiently and I laughed as Ben tossed me a shirt of mine from the bag that Mom could deem acceptable.

When we were dressed we followed her out of the room, with a quick kiss before we shut the door which she quickly ended with "I missed half a breakfast because of you two, get your asses down here!" and we hurried after her.

We sat down at the table, both of us grinning from the few kisses we had snuck in behind my mother's back. I grabbed his hand and we eventually got our food because we were all too last to get up and get food from the buffet.

"Ben, I didn't know you were left handed." Warren commented with a straight face before breaking into laughter. Toli looked confused and Mom didn't react, but Dad looked up.

"Porsche, let him eat."

"It's fine." Ben shrugged, holding my hand a little tighter.

"What's the plan for tonight?" I asked, distracting my father, but Darryl and Warren still had this big smiles on their faces like we were so damn hilarious.

"We follow Charles." He grumbled, obviously he wasn't thrilled about taking orders.

"Where is he?" I asked.

"I'm humiliated to say I'm the one who taught you." Charles sighed and I turned my head so fast I got whiplash.

"Ow." I muttered, rubbing my neck.

"Listen with more than just your ears." He reminded and then nodded to Dad. "I will go in first to request the meeting because that is the number one step. I'm going in a few minutes in fact because it seems they do not know we have arrived." He gave me a quick glance and Tolinka the same before he looked at my father. "Shall we talk about the rest later?"

"That would be better." He agreed and I pouted.

"I'm in this just as much as you two are."

"You aren't an alpha or Bran's assassin." Mom grumbled, "You can't know the secrets they spill at their sleepovers."

I burst into laughter at that, so hard tears came out of my eyes in fact. Ben chuckled.

"I wish my da had come up with a way to make her shut up." Charles sighed before nodding once more at my father and walking away.

"Hey, where's Anna?" I called after him.

"She's fine." He called back and I turned back to the table.

"What the hell kind of answer was that?"

"He's telling himself she's safe because he didn't want to leave her alone. He's worried, but she's in the hotel. She's probably making up for lost sleep or showering or something." Warren shrugged.

"Oh…" I blinked. "Well, I can't wait until I hear the plan."

Dad opened his mouth and Mom put the napkin in it.

"She's going to be fine." She growled, "Don't you dare say otherwise."

Dad gave her an annoyed glare and spat the fabric out.

"I was going to say she was only going if she promised not to get in the way."

I rolled my eyes.

"Promise."

A/N

FOr all of those grieving, here is a shout out to my kindergarten buddy Ellen Callahan who probably just graduated college now (she was in 8th grade wen i was in kindergarten) I hope u and ur family are safe and well and God bless your father (a fireman) who died serving all of us in 9/11.

The same goes to anyone who reads this who lost someone. I wish you and your families the best.

I'm sorry its short! i slept all day today before hitting the beach for a bit. I just want u all to know that my school is terribly stressful and Im having a hard time so if i don't update im probably reduced to tears over some sort of nonsense.

XxxxIceQueenxxxX - here it is :)

Notloggedin - yeah…sorry…this one is too…

hehe yeah

well…no he really cant! i am just waiting for something to happen in Patricia Brigg's real books where he gets his butt kicked.

shoulder, he bit her in Moon Bitten after she came home and hugged him

yeah he just was too stupid to know she cut herself more than three days

most guys r…unless ur OCD and an alpha apparently

YAY!