Okayy.. so i'm back with another chapter
sorry it took so long, but if you were reading my other story, you would know i was having trouble catching up with my writing
on another note, if your not reading my pther story .. u should go check it out, you might like it just as much as this one, or even better :P
alright, enough with my blabber mouth
ENJOY
Lucas ?
NPOV
Wow, did that really just happen?
I can't believe it. This morning, I had woken up from the best dream yet, of me and Jake, but I would have never imagined that it would come true. But, here I am, kissing the hottest most sweet guy on the face of this planet. And he was my boyfriend. Finally. God, I can't even describe how great it feels to say that. And my emotions just can't even be described in words right now, so I won't even try.
He kissed me one last time, and pulled back. He smiled down at me, and my stomach fluttered dangerously. "You wanna get out of here?"
"Yes, I'd love to," I replied.
"Alright." He opened my door like a perfect gentleman, and sped off once again onto the highway.
We were silent the whole ride silent, but it wasn't awkward, it felt good. Our hands were intertwined between us, and once every few minutes, he would bring them up, and place kisses all over my hand. It was a simple gesture, but very sweet, and made me fall for him even more. It made me think that may be this wasn't like what I had with Lucas, may be Jake did really like me. But once again, I shut those thoughts out and relished the present.
Once we made it back to my house, Jake ran around and opened my door, but as I was about to step out, he stopped me. I squeaked as he suddenly picked me up into his arms. "Jake! Put me down."
"You're not going to deny me this are you? I've been dreaming about you for weeks, and now, you belong to me. All I want to do right now is spoil you silly." he said, giving me a chaste kiss.
I giggled, "Okay," was all I seemed to be able to say.
He was able to open the door with one hand, but I had no idea where he even got the key.
He carried me into the living room, and sat down on the couch. Bringing me with him in his lap. "So, what do you want to do today?" he asked.
"I really don't have anything in mind. Besides, we already went shopping, so it's your turn to chose,"
"Yeah, that sounds fair, but all I want is to spend the day with you." Gosh, that smile wasn't ever going to get old.
We spent the rest of the day hanging around my house contently. I swear, he just keeps getting sweeter by the minute. I didn't know what I ever did to deserve him, but I wasn't giving him up any time soon.
We spent the evening watching the Harry Potter movies. Call me a nerd, but I was a huge Voldemort fan. We were cuddled in my couch, and every free moment one of us would lean over for a stolen kiss. Which technically meant every moment.
After our movie marathon was over, I stood up and stretched. Taking all the popcorn plates, and snack wrappers, and heading for the kitchen.
When I came back, Jake was standing up, and was about to head for the front foyer. "Wait, where are you going?" I asked, walking up to him.
"I dunno," he looked at the clock, "it's kind of late, I'd better head home."
"Do you have to?" I asked, hugging him. My heart was aching already at the prospect of him leaving.
"Well, yeah, but I'll be back tomorrow, I'll take you out or something." he smiled down at me, kissing my forehead.
"Alright," I caved in, but my hands wouldn't unravel from his waist. Even when I tried.
He just chuckled, "Nessie, You're gonna have to let go,"
Then it hit me, every single memory, from the day that jackass left me. Jake was just kidding, his words only brought back other scary nightmares. Nightmares that came true. And then I couldn't hold on much longer, I just saw black, and faintly, Jake was calling out my name worriedly.
"You're going to have to let go, Nessie." He said.
"Wha... what are you talking about?" I asked, my heart suddenly dropped a thousand feet.
"I'm talking about breaking up," he stated.
"But... Lucas, you said-" but his laughter cut me off.
"Yes. I believe i did. I said i love you. And you were young and naive enough to believe it." he continued laughing at my horrified expression.
"It's her isn't it?" I cried out, "It's that bitch Tanya! I knew it. You bastard!"
"Now, now, those words are just too foul for your pretty lips," he said, pressing a finger against my lips. I angrily slapped him away. He just continued, "And, yes, it is her, and now, if you'll excuse me, I have a much prettier lady waiting. I'd rather not miss my date, than waste more time with you."
With that, he turned around, and jumped into his car. Slamming the door, he sped off into the darkness.
I just fell down on the earth's comfortable floor, and cried.
And then I heard a surprise voice, "Nessie?"
My head snapped up as i heard the man that I really didn't want to deal with right now.
"Nessie, Nessie," he said, as if thinking what to do with me.
But his voice started turning into another angelic one, worried this time.
That's when I felt my head being shook. "Nessie, come on, wake up for me," Jacob's voice said.
I opened my eyes slightly, cringing from the sudden light. I spotted Jake leaning over me, "Oh, god, Nessie you scarred me,"
I cringed suddenly from his hands. Lucas and I had a relationship very much like Jake and have right now, except it was fake. And I couldn't help but think about what is happening right now. What if Jake leaves me again for another girl? I know I wouldn't be able to survive again. I only made it through last time, because i hadn't liked Lucas for real, I mean, we had said "I love you's" to each other, but I don't think it was as strong as what I was feeling for Jake right now.
He looked a bit taken aback, when I pushed him away, but just gave me a cup of water, and told me to drink. After the water, I felt a bit more refreshed, but still too shaken to do anything. It was like my body just shut down.
Reluctantly, he picked me up, and carried me up the stairs. He walked into my bedroom, and set me under the covers. "You okay?" he asked, gently, pushing the hair out of my face.
"Yeah," I croaked out.
I looked down at him. He was leaning on his knees by my bed. As I starred into his face, I realized how gentle and caring he was. Maybe, if I was lucky, he wouldn't turn out like Lucas. Clearing my throat, I continued, "I'm sorry,"
"It's no problem, you just scared me," he smiled. "What happened?"
"I..." I started but my throat closed again, I couldn't bring myself to tell him. "Never mind."
"Aright, I'm just worried about you. But, you're very tired, and need some rest. I'll leave you to your beauty sleep." he said, as my eyes started drooping.
"Okay. Thank you" I opened my eyes one last time, to see him heading for the door, "Are you leaving?"
A smile broke across his face, "Don't worry, I'll be in the guest room."
When he left, I felt alone, I couldn't help all the memories from jumbling all around my head. Tears just started rolling down my face, and I couldn't stop them, I cried myself to sleep, hoping, with all my wishes in this world, that I wouldn't have any horrible nightmares tonight.
SOO. not very long, but i had to stop, the rest needs to be Jake's pov
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