Chapter 7: I can't love you........
After Classes the two groups sat at the lake in seperate areas. The girls found this the perfect time to ask what was going on between Olivia and Sirius.
"So Kei, what was that this morning with sirius?" Victorie asked casually.
"Uh nothing," she shrugged.
"Oh right, there was so something in that hug," Elise laughs.
"No really, he's like a brother to me guys really," Olivia shook her head.
"Kei, you know it's ok to like him right, it's not like we'll hate you or something, I like Remus, Elise likes Peter, Lily LOOOOOves James, so -i do- it's only -not love- something thats -him- bound to happen," Victorie kept talking while Lily denied her statement.
Olivia giggled, "they're like my brothers, Yes Sirius is sexy, but no i don't like him like that, and i don't think i ever will," she shook her head. None of them noticed the Dejected and slightly heart broken Marauder behind them walk away. Thats why I don't like people. Sirius grabbed the first girl he could find and started to snog her senseless, trying to cover up his affections and broken heart.
An hour later at the Quidditch pitch where Sirius was heavily snogging the random girl, he still didn't know who. James and the rest of the team walks up to see sirius and the girl both half naked, and looking like they're not gonna stop anytime soon. James's eyes furrowed as he grabbed Sirius angrily, pulling him away to the other side of the pitch.
"What the hell are you doing Sirius! Really we all know you like Olivia and don't deny it, why the hell are you fooling around with some bimbo!" James yelled, and Sirius just sat there staring at the grass. "Sirius what happened, I saw the hug we all saw the hug,"
"I don't like people, I don't fall for people for this reason." Sirius took off his mask and ran a hand through his hair. "Man James I've never felt like this, and it hurts" Sirius rubbed his face, James sat next to him.
"What hurts mate?"
"My heart, it felt like it tore a bit when she just kissed my cheek, but it ripped in two when I heard her call me her brother, and say that s-she thinks she'd never like me."
"Mate Olivia, she keeps things in, she's not one to let her feelings out easily, you don't know if she really meant it."
"I might not know for sure but i'm fallin too hard and too fast for her, I can't do it, I can't love her, not like that, not this soon, not this fast."
"Ok," James nods. "I understand, you up for practice?"
"Yeah," he nods getting up and they change for practice, the girl left after watching James pull Sirius away.
"Sirius did you ever think of staying single for a while instead of snogging every girl you see?"
"Eh...." Sirius pretended to think then looked at James and they said "nah" together laughing.
"Boys" the girls shook their head and go out to the pitch. Sirius rubbed his face with a sigh and follows James out. This is going to be a long practice.
"Ok team, we're starting with laps today....." Jimmy Wood started practice. Sirius pushed his hardest to keep his mind off of Olivia.
Olivia's P.O.V.~
Why won't he even lok at me?! I frowed as I watched Sirius completely ignore me all through practice. When we made our way back to the locker rooms I grab his arm and pull him near the storage closet.
"Sirius what's up?"
"Nothing just trying to get to the locker rooms," he avoids looking at her.
"Then look me in the eye and tell me that," I cross my arms really annoyed with the way he's acting.
Sirius turned to her feeling the heat rollig off of her in waves, "Olie it's not like that, you know I love you sis." He hit her chin gently with his knuckles, gaining her smile.
"yeah, yeah bro. just give me a hug, before I punch you," she smiles softly. He forced out a chuckle and hugged her.
"it's all good," he kissed her head. "it's all good."
"mmhm," she took in his comforting scent.
"come on hun. lets get you showered up cause you smell," he teased.
"oh shut up you don't smell much better," they pushed each other walking into the locker rooms.
~ends~
James watched the couple enter with high hopes and a egar face, but when he saw the look in Sirius's eyes the detacthed look when he looked away from Olivia. James knew it was all too good to be true. In the life of Sirius Black, what does turn out right?
A/N: There's still brownies here for all reveiwers but i must say Being mauled by maruaders is a thing i don't mind again, until they start poking me! REVEIW AND SAVE THE BROWNIES!
