Months passed for the group. Homework pilling, pranks ensued, and friendship flurished. Now it was rounding around Christmas break and the castle was extatic with yule tide cheer. The group of ten (yes ten now) was making their way to the train.

"hey baby" a girl walked up to sirius and kissed him "have a nice break"

"you too" he smirked and kissed her again before she walked away.

whore" all the girls laugh except Lily who was glaring at James obviously. For reasons unknown to the rest of the group.

"keep your pimp hand strong sirius!" Justin says holding up a flat hand to the girls as if it were to silence them but they just smacked him up side the head.

"don't hate me cause i'm black" Elise winced at the thought. "oh i'm sorry Elise i didn't-"

"no not you, just i think Zambini is goingto be at my house this year. i don't get my parents"

"none of us get our parents love it's how it works" the rest of the group nods with the words.

"come on Lily put a smile on that face" justin put his arm around her.

"stop justin" she pushed him

"all you women are abusive"

"oh you love it " Jenny teased

"oh yes I love getting beat"

" listen to the french puerto rican woman," Sirius laughs putting his arm around jenny.

"shut up, we've been over that and through the woods no need look at it now"

Victorie smiles at remus, he blushed softly at being caught staring but smiles any way. he lets the rest of the group pass and walks beside her. she boldly held his hand. he smiles again and held her hand confidently.

Peter watches Elise and how she seems figety and watching every where she was going.

"a-a-are you a-alrig-ght?" Peter asks her.

"just a bit nervous about the break, is all"

"c-cause o-of za-ambinni?"

"yeah," she nods

"you c-can a-always write m-me if you n-need to"

"i-i'll take you upon that" they both blushed but smiled not looking at each other.

~Platform 9 3/4~

Sirius hugged everyone and said his good byes before finding the donors to his exisistance aka his parents.

"hurry up boy," Orion growls, and the rest of the Blacks were already to the floo areas. Sirius follows them.

" Good too see you dropped your Mud-blood friends"

"I didn't" Sirius says defiantely

"what?"

"I didn't drop my friends" Sirius grabbed his bag to go up to his room to hide away for the next couple of weeks. Before he even stepped near the stairs he was pulled back by a strong hand.

"STOP!" Regulus cried tears streaming down his face "STOP IT!" he screamed crying uncontrolably. Mrs. Black was thrown off by the plea and in a moment of salvation sirius ran Addreniline pumping through the pain.

"go to your room" she glared at him. Reg nodded and left up the stairs tying to calm himself down hoping Sirius got out of the house safely.

Sirius stummbled out of the house and somehow found his way to the Potter Manor. He leaned on to the wall looking like death itself as the door opened.

"SIRIUS! Mate what happened" James Brought him into the house.

"The sperm donor to my exisistance" he huffed out and coughed falling to the floor in pain.

"Mate come on we need to get you to St. Mundo's, your hurt horribly" James tries to help but Sirius would have none of it and pushed away.

" I'm fine James really" Sirius stood there before passing out just as Mr. and Mrs. Potter run in and they all order him to the hospital. James quickly scribbled a note to everyone and followed owling the note out to be sent around. An hour later Sirius was in intensive care and James's owl came back telling him they'll all get there in the next half hour or so. So he waited in the floo transport room for all of them.

James where is he?" Olivia arrived first and hugged him

"intensive care they said it was lucky we brought him in, he was under the cruciatis for twenty minutes or more he could have died Liv, he could have died" He hugged her tight burring his head in her neck.

"It's ok love it's ok" She soothed though her insides were boiling her eyes turning red.

James sniffled into her neck letting all the feelings he been holding in out. She kissed his head, "Shh baby, He'll be ok, and we'll all be back at the manor in no time."

"yeah" he nods and pulled away. She gently wiped his tears, as Remus, Justin and Peter came throught the floo. "Thanks" James touched he cheek.

"of course," she smiles and hugs him again. He hugs her back.

"is he alright?" Remus asks.

"yeah, you guys didn't have to come i just wanted you all to know what was going on" James says softly thinking only Olivia was going to come.

"uh the girls are coming too" Olivia says "you go take them to Sirius and I'll wait for the girls, alright?"

"you sure?"

"yeah, go ahead" she shoos them. Once they were gone she leaned against the wall and cried softly. She cried for Sirius, for not being there, for being helpless to help him....for loving him. She didn't notice Victorie floo in till she hugged her tight.

"it's ok Kei, He'll be fine, you can't do anything to help him but you can calm yourself and go see him" Victorie soothed. Olivia shook her head.

"I-I can't" she burried her head into Vi's neck.

"I know you love him Kei since you said you didn't i knew you did, now get over whatever it is thats keeping you from him and go see him."

"You're one to talk you've said you love Remus but no you're still not dating. Don't try and give advice when you can't take your own" Olivia says a bit more harshly then she needed to.

"Fine if thats how it is," Vi glares softly grabbing a paper towel and wetting it. "Here" she wiped the tears and such from Olivias face.

"thanks" Olivia looks down as she stood up. Soon the rest of the girls arrived and they all waited for James to come back to take them over.

A/n: hey! Review someone please! we love u long times for reviews!