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Chapter 3: This Couldn't Be Happening
My heart was pounding in my chest as Justin Bieber stood in my bedroom looking at me. I started to feel myself start blushing. I couldn't understand why I was acting like this. Yes, I was a major fan and yes, I thought he was pretty cute. I looked at my screan of my computer. I couldn't come up with anything to say to him.
I never had a problem finding something to say to anybody. You could ask my family, I talked all the time. There was no way to shut me up. But I guess I found out something that worked. Just put Justin Bieber in front of me and I'll shut up.
"So your, Nikki?" He asked me and sat next to me in my sister's desk chair. I looked down and nodded my head. Dude, I talked to him on the phone, but I can't talk to him when he's in person. There has to be a reason for that. Oh right, the fact that I couldn't see his face through the phone and that I now saw his cute face.
The song One Less Lonely Girl continued to play. I finally got the curage to look at him and say something. "Yup! I'm Nikki, the contest winner." I tried to look away from him, but I couldn't. I just didn't understand why he was having this affect on me.
He continued to smile at me. My heart started pounding in my chest even harder. "So... What's your favorite song?" My eyes opened wide. Then I heard a bang and turned to see that Chelsie and Tyler were on the floor. I shook my head and started laughing.
"Give me a minute." I walked over to where my sibiling were not scrambling to get up on their feets. When they were out of the door way, I shut my door and went to sit down in front of him. I felt myself to start blushing even harder then before. "My favorite song is... I kinda have a couple of them."
He nodded. "So what are they?"
"One Less Lonely Girl, One Time, Never Let You Go, and Love Me." I started laughing when I realized that all my favorite songs were by him and not by some other artist. He smiled at me some more.
"At least I know 4 songs that I'm going to be singing at the performance, Shawty." he said looking at my computer screen. My mouth dropped open. He called me, Shawty. I thought I was going to start hypervenalating right in front of him. That would have been uncool if I had done that. "So, Nikki, what are we going to do today?"
I opened my mouth to say something, but I couldn't. So I just closed my mouth before I said something really stupid and embarrass my self really badly. Then I had an idea, "How about we go to the park or a walk?" I know it was stupid but it was the only thing I could come up with that didn't involve the money I didn't have. I kinda spent my money from babysitting on a couple posters of him and his cd.
He shrugged his shoulder, "Sure, it's not like I know the place. Might as well have you show me around, Shawty." He smiled and flipped his hair. I let out a sigh. I got up and grabbed a hoodie because I knew it was going to start getting cold outside and threw my phone into my back pocket. It was almost the middle of October. We walked out of my bedroom.
When we left my room, we headed toward the door. "Mom! Justin and I are going to go for a walk. We should be home before dinner if everything goes alright." I said. I felt myself start smiling at the thought of having to run back home because we are getting chased by his fangirls. I laughed at that though. Then Justin looked at me all confused. I just shook my head. He raised an eyebrow at me.
"Sure honey. Just don't cause to much trouble." my mom said to me without looking up from her stack of papers. I opened the front door and walked out of the house with Justin right behind me.
I looked at him. He was putting on a hat and a pair of sunglasses. I didn't understand why he did that. Oh... I forgot to tell him that there weren't that many teenagers that live around this neighborhood. I started giggling about that.
He smiled at me and I stopped giggling. My breath got caught in my throat. "So let's get going. We only have a couple hours for me to show you around town." I forced myself to say. I turned forward to walk away. My face started to warm up. My heart started racing. He was making me really nervous.
Justin started walking right next to me. I heard him humming One Time. I smiled and shook my head. I couldn't believe that he was humming to one of his songs, and it was that one. When he came up to a part I knew I started humming right along with him.
I could feel that his gaze was right on me it made me feel very uncomfortable. He just watched me. When I turned my head to look and see what he was doing because it felt like he was still watching me. I caught him looking at me. Justin blushed slightly and did his signatured hair flip. I giggled quietly to myself. It seemed to me that he was attempting to flirt.
No way he could have been trying to flirt with me. What was my imagination tryding to do to me. My heart fell when I thought about him never having any feelings for me. All this was doing me, was preparing to get my heart broken for the second time.
I started frowning. We reached the park and I headed to the swing sets. I loved going on the swing sets. My favorite thing about the swing sets is the way the wind is blowing your hair and on your face. It just made me really happy. I started smiling. Justin followed me to the swing sets. I chose a seat to sit on and he chose one right next to me.
"Hey Nikki, if you don't mind me asking, how old are you?" He asked me. That was totally random. I didn't expect him to ask me that at that point and time.
I shrugged, "I'm 15. How old are you?"
He smiled, "16. Turning 17 in March."
I started frowning. That mean if anything were to happen between us, it would mean that we would end up having to break up anyway. I let out a sigh. This day seemed to be just getting better and worst in so many ways.
Justin looked at me confused, "What's wrong? Is something wrong?" I shook my head and put on a fake smile for him. I mean me and him barely know each other, but we act like we have known each other since we were in diapers. It was a little awkward that a boy that barely knew me was concerned about me. I think the only reason I'm not used to it is because nobody else really cares when I'm upset.
We were exactly swinging on the swing sets, more like just sitting there quietly. Him thinking whatever he was thinking and me thinking about him. It was quiet for a little bit longer til we both turned around and at the same time said, "So..." We both looked at each other and smiled. "You can go first, Justin." I said to him smiling.
"Awesome. So have you dated anybody, Shawty?" Justin asked me. I frowned at this question. I didn't really like talking about my ex a lot. "You don't have to say anything if you don't want to. I mean it couldn't like be that bad, but if it is to you, don't bother telling me." I smiled slightly. He was worried about what I was feeling? Weird.
"No its fine... It's just a little difficult to talk about..." I said. I took a deep breath, "My ex was a boy that I went to school with. I invited him over during the summer and we got together. Then he made me think that we were going to be together for more then a month... He ended up breaking up with me a couple days later. He said that he just wanted to be friends and that he really didn't like me at all. The bad part was that I was head over heels for him... It was painful..." I started playing with the edge of my hoodie.
When I finally had the courage again I looked back up at him. He didn't look to happy, it seemed like he wanted to hit somebody. Justin looked at me and frowned. "How could a guy do that to you? You seem like a really sweet girl." Then he whispered to low for me to hear, "And your so beautiful."
"Things happen for a reason, I guess. I mean, I'm totally over him now. He's dating some girl that I don't really like, but I think they are perfect together. We're sorta best friends, but sometimes I just wish I never met him, ya know?" I looked down, "He was the reason that I liked your song One Less Lonely Girl. He sang it to me." Justin started to look irratated. I was shocked. "But anyways... I think we have been here long enough. Why don't we head back to my place, because I'm pretty sure that my mom finished making dinner and is waiting for us."
He nodded. We got off the swing sets and started heading back home. It had gotten pretty dark outside. I was surprised that it did, but I forgot it got dark earlier now that it was Fall. Not that I did mind that all, but I hated the dark. So I walked closer to Justin then I did on the way to the park. Our shoulders were touching each others. I felt myself start blushing, but I didn't say anything because if I was lucky enough he wouldn't notice how close we were together at the moment.
Justin looked down at me at that exact moment and smiled. He flipped his hair. I giggled again. It was just so cute when he flipped his hair. Then all the suddenly I started getting the butterflies in my stomache. I didn't understand why that was happening. Besides the fact that I was so close to him, there really wasn't a reason to get the butterflies in my stomache.
Then I realized that there was something warm in my hand. I looked down and saw that he was holding my hand. I started to get really nervous about this. He knew that I had finally realized that he was holding my hand. Justin squeezed it lightly. We both started blushing. Besides that, nothing else happened on the way home. There was no paparrazzi around that we knew of.
When we got back to the house, my mom, dad, brothers, and sister were standing on the front lawn waiting for us to return. We walked up to them. Justin didn't let go of my hand at all. It surprised me that he wouldn't have let go of it once we got back. My mom and dad saw that. My mom smiled at me. I knew even if dad didn't say anything now, that he was going to say something about it later and he would use it to tease me the rest of my life.
My sister on the other hand saw that. She glared at me. I knew what she was thinking at the time. Chelsie thought that me and Justin had gotten together in that short time since we met. There was no way in hell that I was going to let another guy in that fast. I learned my lesson the last time I did that. It hurt me really bad.
"So how was your guys time? Making out the whole time when you guys were at the park?" Chelsie said sarcastically. I knew she was just jealous of me, but I couldn't blame her because I would be the same way if it was her instead of me.
I glared right back, "What gives you that idea?" She shrugged her shoulders. Chelsie then walked up to me and grabbed my hand and pulled me away from him. She dragged me over to the basketball hoop.
"Don't try dating him. If you do, I'll just steal him. So how about you be a good girl and just let me have him? The only reason he would ever date you is because he felt sorry for you. The same way Jake did with you." She said evilly. I couldn't believe that she was acting like this, just because of Justin Bieber.
I thought I was going to start crying. "Whatever. It's not like we are dating anyway. I already know that we'll never date. So you can have him all you want. Just don't bring up Jake ever again. I understand now that he was the biggest mistake of my life. You don't have to keep rubbing it in my face." Ugh! This really couldn't be happening could it?
She smirked and walked back over to the family and Justin. I followed right behind her. I stared at the ground. I didn't look up at all. The moment I look up from the ground I know that mom and Justin would be asking me what was wrong and I wouldn't want to answer them.
"I'm going to go to bed. I need to get some sleep... I'm going to have a long day tomorrow. I'll see you guys in the morning." I gave my mom and dad a hug. I turned and gave Justin a hug. He hugged me back, but I got those butterflies back in my stomache. I started blushing and when I was letting him, I saw him do his signature hair flip thing. I just didn't have it in me to giggle about it at that exact moment.
I walked to my bedroom and crawled up to my bed. I curled into a ball under my blanket. I didn't want to have to deal with all this. I just didn't think that I could handle it. I fell asleep that night thinking, that maybe I should just give up on guys. Justin wasn't going to be any different and either if he was I would end up getting hurt anyway. Chelsie would have ended up stealing him from me anyway. So I fell into a deep sleep.