Chapter 9: Awkward!

Justin's mom continued to stare at me. I got all fidgety. I knew that she was going to start talking to me about Justin, but I didn't know exactly how she was going to say anything about it. "Nikki, so, what do you think about Justin leaving after his performance here Friday?"

I didn't want to have to think about that. It was something that I wanted to deal with when the time came closer, "Well, I would tell him bye and thanks for everything, and hope that I could meet him again." Plus let my heart break if he doesn't say anything to me about him having feelings for me. I shrugged. That was all I could do. I wouldn't beg him to stay, but I would let him go because he had other things to do and other girls to meet.

"Nikki, I know you and him have kissed a couple times, but do you like him?" She asked me. I didn't know what to do. She looked at me and waited for an answer. There were so many ways to say yes to that question and so many reasons why.

I looked away from her. "Yeah I like him. What girl doesn't? Though I think the way I like him is different from everybody else, but what can I say? For all I know the way he's treating me is the way he treats every fangirl of his. I try to remind myself that if I hadn't won that stupid contest that he wouldn't have even came here, and I wouldn't have even met him."

His mom came over and sat next to me, "Do you really think Justin treats all the other girls they way he does you?" I looked up at her and nodded. "Well, sweetheart, he doesn't. Yeah, he likes his fans, but your the only one he's really talked to. I've never seen him act this way before." My eyes opened wide. I swear the only reason I was acting shocked is because I had to! I mean it, I saw that coming!

"Well, he doesn't like me. There was no way he could like somebody like me!" I started doubting what I heard him say with Ryan and his mother and the night before. I don't know why. Maybe I was daydreaming that stuff. There was no way to prove that what I really heard was true.

My phone started vibrating in my pocket. It was a text from Ryan. "Give me a minute. I'm getting a text from Ryan." I looked at the text: J is sitting at the bookstore. Ritin a song... He is refusin 2 go any farther in the mall. Help me!

I started laughing about the text. I showed Pattie the message and she started laughing with me. "Well that so sounds like my son. Once he gets an idea there is no way to get him to move til he finishes the song. Wonder what he's writing about." I smiled, I think I could guess what he's writing about.

So I text Ryan back: Give me a min. Make sure he has his fone. I sent him that text message and sent one to Justin: Justin, wat do u think u doin? Have u bought something so u can come home? I rolled my eyes, "Really? Did he have to start writing a song at that exact time and moment? I mean he could get trampled over by his fangirls. Even though I highly doubt half of them even know what a bookstore is."

Pattie started laughing, "Yeah that sounds like his fangirls. Anyway till they text back. What would you do if Justin told you he really cared about you? All my sons fangirls wish for that, but if he would say that to you, what would you do?"

"Well, I would tell him that I feel the same way about him as he does me. To tell you the truth, I really wish he would stop messing with me, by kissing me and kissing me back... It's kind of getting my hopes up and when he leaves I know my heart is going to get broken." I said looking down at my phone.

Then my phone vibrated and it was Ryan. J said tat he was almost done. He's goin 2 drive me nutz! I started laughing at that. So I texted Ryan back, So do u kno who the songs 4? "Well I'm asking Ryan if he knows who the songs for."

Pattie smiled at me, "I think I know who's it for. Though I don't think he needs to go that far to get her attention. He already has her attention. Maybe I should tell him that you like him already." My eyes opened wide. "I wouldn't but... I don't know if I should be the one who tells you this, but he likes you a lot. Way more then he should, but I think he's doing the right thing though." My mouth dropped open. I wanted to start screaming. So everything I did hear was true, I didn't have to doubt it anymore and think that I was daydreaming!

My phone once again started vibrating. I was going to throw my phone across the room. I checked who it was. Thank God it was Justin, the bookstore lookin 4 sumthin 4 u. Wat do u want, Nik? I laughed at him. I showed his mom and she started laughing, "I thought I taught him how to cover up things better."

"I'm so going to mess with him now." I texted him, hm. I want u ;)I started laughing. This was going to be so mean after what I heard about him liking me. Except I don't think he would be stupid enough to actually believe me if I hadn't said anything about me liking him. Then he replied right back, U can have any of me ;) no 4 real though wat do u want?

Then I got a text from Ryan when I went to text Justin back. Nik! J is lafin! I kno he's textin u... but the song is 4 u... but he won't say it. o. He grabbed a book... it's his book... y is he getting his own book? I started laughing. So Justin was going to surprise me by buying me his book that I have been wanting. The only thing is I hadn't even told him that I want the book. It was a little awkward.

I started laughing. "Justin knows me more then I thought."

His mom looked at me questioningly, "What do you mean?"

I smiled and showed her Ryan's text. "That's the book that I have been wanting for a while, but haven't been able to go get it because my dad's been always working." I was kind of glad that he was getting me that book. I wouldn't know what to do with myself.

"He pays more attention then you think. Oh.. by the way he says you talk in your sleep. Do you know what you said?" she asked me. My eyes opened wide again and I shook my head. This wasn't going to be good. She smiled at me, "Don't worry I don't think it was that bad. Justin said that he got up to go use the bathroom and you said don't leave me. Then he answered thinking you were awake, I'll be right back. You didn't reply and as he left the room, you said, I love you Justin."

I started blushing, "That isn't bad? Oh my God! That is totally bad! I speak the freaking truth in my sleep and whatever I'm dreaming about... I should really find a way to fix that." That was so embarrassing. I wonder if that was what Justin was smiling about when he was kissing me earlier. I sighed, "Oh well, the damage is done. Hopefully he won't think much about it."

Then I remembered that I had to text Justin and Ryan back. So I decided to text Ryan back real quick, Kewl. Talk 2 ya wen u guys get back here. I hope that Ryan wouldn't text me back. I would have to make sure that my phone was always with me. Then I texted Justin, wateva u want to get me, justin. I don't care. Just hurry back!

"Well I don't think he thought much about it. That's just him though I guess. He probably wouldn't have worried about it unless it was something worst then that. If you said that I love you Ryan... Then I think he would have freaked out." Pattie said to me. I frowned, I would never say that I loved Ryan... even in my sleep! That's just really nasty.

My phone started vibrating in my hand. I knew it was Justin already so I opened it and looked at the text, Well we r on r way now. B there in 20 mins. If they had gone to the South Lake Mall, I knew it was going to take longer then that unless the sped here, but his mom wouldn't be to happy about that I don't think. So I texted him back, Bcareful, don't want u guys 2 get hurt at all. C u guys wen u get here.

I smiled, they were going to be here in a couple minutes. I would hopefully hear the song that he had written that Pattie and I think is for me. I was getting excited. Pattie saw that and said, "Are they on their way?" I nodded my head. It was all I could do to keep from screaming on the top of my lungs. Boy, did time go by quickly when you were talking to other people.

I jumped off the couch, "Gotta go fix my hair and put on some make-up. On second thought, forget the make-up." Pattie started laughing at me. I blushed deeply because I knew the only reason that I was rushing was because Justin was on his way back. I ran to the bathroom and brushed my hair out. I tried putting it up in a pony tail but it didn't work out to well so I just left it down. I rushed back and sat down on the couch next to Pattie.

She smiled widely at me. I had gotten another text message from Justin. 5 more mins. C ya soon. After I read that text, I started getting nervous. What if he changed his mind about me? What if he decided after all that he didn't actually like me? My heart was starting to break before I even saw him or hear him say a word. I frowned.

Pattie noticed that and patted my back, "Don't worry, Ryan couldn't do anything in the world to make him change his mind on you. Justin has a hard time of backing out on something, even when it comes to things like liking a girl." I let out a sigh and calmed myself down. I had a feeling that everything was going to fall into place. Just like it should.

Well this is the final chapter for a bit til I finish the final chapters. I'll try to upload a chapter every now and then for the story til I finish, but I can't make any promises. Well I hope you guys liked it and don't forget to review!