This one took me a while, because I couldn't come up with anything! Thank God, for my step sister. She helped me come up with ideas, just by talking to me about previous things that have happened in the story!


Chapter 13: This Can't Be Happening

I couldn't believe that my ex boyfriend was standing in front of me. It wasn't a good thing, it was far from a good thing. Justin looked at me frustrated. He didn't figure out that the ex I talked about was the boy that was standing in front of me. Then Justin looked up at Jake and they glared at each other.

"Why are you here Nik? I thought you were homeschooled now?" Jake asked me. I frowned. There probably wasn't a way to get him to stop calling me Nik. I didn't really want to answer to this jerk. I mean seriously, he was being a jerk.

I frowned at Jake, "Yeah, I am still homeschooled, but I'm here with Justin to set up the place for his performance..." Jake was still glaring at Justin. I had a feeling that this was going to get really bad for some reason.

"Wait... You mean that fag that you obsess over? Wow, you must not learned anything after I broke up with you because we both know that fag is just using you. The same way I was." Jake said as if it was a matter of fact. I started getting angry. I didn't know what to say to him. There isn't much you could say to somebody who brought up how you had gotten you heart broken.

Justin pulled me close to him. "For the matter of fact, we aren't dating, but if we were I would never use her unlike you. I care to much for her to let myself hurt her. Plus would you mind not calling me a fag when I'm standing right here. I don't care if you call me that behind my back because most people who don't like me, but please have some respect." I felt tears rolling down my cheeks right now. I couldn't believe Justin was sticking for us?

"Well whatever. I'll call you anything I want to. If I could guess, I would say that your saying all this because Nik is standing right there next to you. Your just trying to keep your image up around her, because she could turn around and post something about you and it would spread all over the web." Jake said evilly.

Why was this happening to me? Why couldn't have been a simple hi, bye thing? It just had to turn into a fight. "You know what Jake? Shut up! I'm tired of you and everyone else stepping all over me. Just because you used me doesn't mean Justin will!" Tears were now streaming down my face at a constant rate. "Your just jealous that I'm happy and I'm not even with you! You want my life to be miserable! Jake you don't control my life, you may have thought that you have but you don't and never will."

I could hear Justin laughing a little. I couldn't help but smile. Maybe Justin being here has raised my confidence in myself. I knew that I would have never stood up for myself before this. I just was so excited that I was sticking up for myself.

I turned to walk away with Justin after what I had said. Then Jake grabbed my wrist and pulled me into a kiss. Oh boy was I mad. That's not the right word, the word is more like furious. I couldn't believe that Jake was doing this. I tried to push Jake away from me, but I couldn't because he was stronger then me. So I continued to struggle against Jake.

Jake stopped kissing me finally when he got the hint that I wasn't going to start kissing him back at all. My tears had stop and now I was just furious. I slapped Jake in the face. "You will never kiss me or touch me again. I will never have any feelings for you ever again! Don't you even dare talk to me again! I like somebody else... No love somebody else. He's nothing like you. He's way way better then you. You fag!" I turned and ran away from Jake and Justin. As I was running away from them, Justin, I noticed was smiling really big.

I heard footsteps running after me as I was running to the auditorium. I didn't bother looking back because I kind of figured that it was Justin. So I kept running towards the auditorium and when we got there I was out of breath. I couldn't believe that I was running for that long.

We were both hunched over trying to catch our breath after that little run. Pattie and Ryan came running up to us. "Really guys? You had to run off? We thought you guys were getting chased around the school by fangirls!" Ryan started going off at us, "We even called you body guard, Kenny, Justin!"

I looked at Justin and we both started laughing. Pattie and Ryan looked at us as if we were crazy. So Justin and I started explaining what happened. When we finished explaining Ryan was laughing and Pattie just looked worried. "Nikki! Are you okay? That must have been emotionally strainful for you."

I shook my head, "Naw! Actually I was more confident in myself and that's all thanks to Justin." I started blushing. "I've never really stood up for myself before. Only one thing... I don't remember what I shouted at Jake... Oh well. I'll eventually remember if it was important." Justin looked at me and just stared.

I started getting all self consious about myself. What if I said something like the fact that I was in love with Justin... Oh great that wouldn't be very good. I think I would die of embarrassment. I looked away. I couldn't stand him staring at me like that.

I walked over to the stage that they had in the auditorium. I sighed to myself. I didn't really want to know what was going through everybody's mind. My heart had been racing earlier was now slowing down to a nice calm pace. My body was also tensed, but it also was relaxing. I sat at the edge of the stage.

I looked at the place. There was enough room for a good 300 people plus some if they were willing to stand. Except my guess was that they all would be standing and singing along with Justin. That's when I finally also came into terms with the fact that Justin was going to be leaving right after he gets done performing. The bad part was I didn't want to be there when he left. I would rather everything end with nothing then end it with a good bye. I was going to have to seperate myself from Justin after this. I didn't want to get pulled in way to deep that I would go into a depression after he left.

Justin and Ryan ran up to the stage and started dancing together on stage. They looked like complete retards. I started laughing at them. For now I was going to pretend to be happy and hope nobody notices anything. Justin jumped off the front of the stage and stood in front me. He held out his hand for me, "Dance with me?"

I giggled slightly and blushed, "Oh no! I can't possibly dance with you. I'm sorry." I was horrible at dancing! I was so bad that I refused to go to any of the middle school dances because it was that bad. I wasn't about to embarrass myself in front Justin Bieber!

He started doing his little pouty face, "Please! I just want one dance today! Your going to be dancing on stage with me for one of the songs!" I frowned at what he just said. He was already planning having me dance with him on stage, before he even asked me. This was going to put a damper on things.

I frowned and looked away, "Justin, I'm serious. Your going to have to find another girl, because I don't like dancing in front of people." I made up that excuse. I didn't want to have to tell him the real reason, but I had a feeling that he was going to make me dance with him anyway. If I liked it or not.

He just continued to hold out his hand. It stayed like that for a couple minutes, but then I finally decided that it wouldn't hurt anybody if I just danced with him once. So I grabbed his hand and he helped me off the side of the stage. Then he put both hands on my waist and I put my hands around his neck.

We started swaying back and forth just like that. It was kind of fun, but don't ask me to dance anyway but this way! I giggled and blushed even harder. "So how hard is it dancing with me, Nikki? You know I wouldn't let you embarrass yourself." I smiled. I knew he was right too.

He started leaning in for a kiss and I started leaning in for one to, but Pattie cleared her throat. "Justin, aren't you supposed to be doing something really important right now?" We backed away from each other and started laughing. Then we both turned and started setting up the stage. We had to move the stero's around the room so that he could be heard from all over the room.

By the time we finished setting up the place, school was out and it was basically time to eat dinner. It was also dark outside, which I didn't like at all. When we walked out to the car, Justin was holding my hand tightly. I didn't understand why he was doing that. Had he noticed that I was thinking about something? Did he know what I was planning?

All of us stopped at McDonald's for dinner. We got some pretty basic things, at least me and Pattie did. Justin and Ryan got something that I couldn't even name without having the name in front of me, but boy was it a big hamburger. We ate in the place, Justin though was wearing his sunglasses and hat though.

We all were laughing by the time we got back in the car to head back to my place. Nobody said a word though once we got into the car. It was one of those quiets that you knew everbody was probably trying to figure out what you were thinking. The only reason I know that was because somebody would look at me every few seconds. It was kind of irratating to me though. If I hadn't said anything to them about anything, they shouldn't really worry about it.

A couple hours later, Justin and I are laying in my bed once more. I had kind of taken Chelsie's bunk after she left, but who care's. It doesn't matter. I was drawing little pattern's into the bed. "Nikki, what are you think about?" Justin finally asked me after a while.

I smiled sadly to myself, "Nothing important. Why do you ask?" I really want to tell him what was going through my mind right now. The fact that I knew he liked me and that I liked him, and he hasn't asked me out. He'll be leaving soon. I won't ever get to see him again, so I'm going to start distancing myself from him so it won't hurt as much when he leaves.

He rolled his eyes, "Whatever... Hey can I have your mom's cell number?" I looked at him confused. I didn't understand why he would need my mother's cell number. What was he going to do tell her that I was being depressed? That isn't anything abnormal for me.

So I just shrugged my shoulders, "Whatever you want." So I gave him my mom's number and turned over and tried to get some sleep. Except I couldn't fall asleep with the noise of his keys on his phone while he was texting. It was kind of annoying.

When Justin was finally done texting whoever, which I think it was my mom, he put his arm around me and hugged me close. "Goodnight." He whispered in my ear. I rolled my eyes. This wasn't going to be good.

After a couple minutes of trying to fall asleep, I couldn't. It was a lost cause. "Justin you still awake?" I asked. I hope if he was that I didn't wake him up at all. I would end up feeling bad that I woke him up when he was trying to sleep.

"Yeah, I am. Can't stop thinking. What's up?" He asked me.

"Can you count with me? It'll help me fall asleep faster and maybe it'll help you two?" I said nervously.

"Sure, whatever will help you." I could hear the smile in his voice and I started smiling also. So I started the counting and we both went back and forth counting. It was kind of fun. I ended up falling asleep after reaching 111. But, boy was that a day for me.


Well that is the end of this Chapter! Hope you guys like it! I'll be updating the rest of the story right now! Sad to say that the story is coming to an end today! Review please?