I found you finally
I glanced up at Jake and then toward Ben, everyone was staring and looking at me in amazement
"So I guess you guys know why I'm here now".
"What the hell Bella? Why didn't you tell us sooner?"
"Oh," I said avoiding the question. "This is why I hugged you Leah. I wanted you too know that you aren't the only one now."
Leah looked like she would burst into tears, and then her husband came behind her and wrapped his arms around her.
I sighed I hate seeing people cry. I looked back towards Jake and sighed again at the expression on his face.
"Alright guys lets go inside so I can tell you what been going on."
Once we got inside I told them my whole story, explaining why I didn't change, when I was near the Cullen's, and how I had violent streaks of rage and anger.
"That's why I needed the Elders", I concluded. "But now sense I'm here and you guys know I'm thinking that I should just stay".
Jake grabbed me and hugged me telling me that he was sorry that I had to go through that alone.
Ben looked at me with such hate and anger that I flinched away. "You can't stay, from what I have heard you'll just ruin everyone's life.
Well, when he put it like that, I didn't even want to stay anymore.
"Benjamin, what has gotten into you? Do not speak to Bella that way."
He sighed in defeat and sat down, looking like he lost a battle. Well I guess he doesn't like me to much.
Wait.
He wasn't with the pack when we tore into those leeches what's up with that?
If he hasn't phased yet then… No oh my Jesus how old was this BOY that I just imprinted on.
So yeah I know I haven't updated in ages and I'm sorry I hope this made up for it.