Thank you so much for the comment it means a lot to hear you guys like my story. I love you guys :). I don't own twilight I wish I did but I don't and I don't it sucks. I wish Edward was real to and that he would come to my house and sweep me off my feet ,but I know that will never happen :/.

Chapter 4

Drastic changes & dangerous hobbies.

I woke up that morning with a bad attitude I am so sick of how I feel everyday worthless and lifeless, depressed .changes need to happen and they need to happen now .I walked to my bathroom opened the medicine cabinet grabbed a pair of sharp scissors .I grabbed a lock of my long crayola brown hair and snipped it away .I cut it till it reached my shoulders then I cut the ends to make them look has someone chewed on them ,also grabbing my bangs and cutting them to the side covering my left eye .

Once I was done with snipping my hair away, I marched into my room throwing open my closet door grabbing a pair of denim skinny jeans .That I rarely never wear .I took a piece of the broken glass that was on the floor from yesterday night ,putting it to the knee of my jeans shredding it .When I was finished I pulled them up and buttoned them .

I walked over to my dresser and pulled out a white tank top was ripped on the side and tied them up to my breast. Showing my flat tummy. I grabbed some flip flops and a baseball cap .I walked downstairs into the kitchen and said hi to everyone .The look on their face's was priceless it means that this is staying I am not the old me I need to make a better stronger sexy me. Jenny looked at me up and down mouth "holy shit" thinking gran wouldn't see big mistake .Gran swatted her hand with that and said "care to say that again jenny darling ?" I was about ready to roll on the floor laughing" .That was one thing about gran she had eye's in the back of her head and a extra set of ears too.

Jenny walked over to me "looking good I like this Bella this whole badass look now do you have the admitted to prove it ?" she asked me "well I guess will see won't we has I snatched my truck keys of the counter and grabbed her hand .

"Bella where are we going ?"

"We my dear cousin are going shopping and going to get down and dirty today"

"down and dirty?"

"we are going to learn how to ride dirt bikes like you promised"

"oh."

We jumped in my truck .Jenny telling me where to go .It was a half hour away to the nearest mall .If Alice was with me today instead of jenny I a pretty sure she would have a stroke if it was possible .I switched on some music turned it to a Courtney station, my favorite song was she's country by Jason Alden .

You boys ever met a real country girl?
I'm Talkin, true blue, out in the woods, down home country

She's a hot little number in her pick-up truck
Daddy's sweet money done jacked it up
She's a party-all-nighter from South Carolina, a bad Mama jama from down in Alabama
She's a ragin' cajun, a lunatic from Brunswick, juicy Georgia peach
With a thick southern drawl, sexy swingin' walk, brother she's all

Country, (shoot )
from her cowboy boots to her down home roots
She's country, from the songs she plays to the prayer she prays,
That's the way she was born and raised, she ain't afraid to stay, country
Brother she's country

I started singing along banging my hand on the steering wheel while jenny was playing a mean air guitar .Once the song was over we started cracking up laughing to it hurt to breath and we were blue in the face .

"Bella"

"aye?"

"you just passed up the mall " trying to hold back her laughter "

"shit ,shit shit I did ? shit"

"yup"with a big grin on her face too boy did I want to smack her ."

Once we fixed our problem ,we found a parking space far away from the entrance ,lovely I thought to myself .Has we got out I seen a shiny sliver Volvo and a guy with bronze untamed hair .My heart skipped a few beats I started to feel sick .Then I seen Alice. Holy shit Alice ! what the hell is going on ?

What will happen next? Edwards point of view next .please leave comments suggestions .I will love you guys & girls forever if you do :)

LOVe

Autumn cullen

p.s boy do I wish