Hey guys! Thanks to the whole bunches of people that added this to their faves!
I'm actually really proud of myself!
So anyway this is my first FF so if anything is wrong please let me know.
I'm going to see where this one goes before I start a new one.
Well, read, enjoy, and I hope you guys like It.!
We walked out of our Algebra room quickly and quietly. I didn't know what to say. What could I say? Maybe I should just wait for him to say something to me? Oh, I was never good at this! Maybe I'll just say something stupid like, 'so…' or maybe not! UGH! I wish Maddie was here. She always knows what to say! We actually ended up not even going towards the same direction as the gym. Hey, that's what I'll say!
"The gym is that way." I pointed behind us. He did his adorable crooked smile! Oh, how I've missed it!
"I know. I actually wanted to talk to you in private. If it's okay with you," He said wearily. He was obviously nervous!
"Umm, okay." I said stupidly. I bet Alice seen me! I hadn't thought of that until just now. I wonder if he knew I was going to be here? So many question, so much time.
We ended up in the exact same place that Maddie and I ended up just an hour ago. We sat.
"Bella?" He sounded like he was hesitating on asking me a question. "I need to know. Can you ever forgive me?" That was the hard question. Could I? I knew I could, but I won't give him that kind of satisfaction. This actually could be fun! HAHA! I'm so evil.
"I don't know. You really hurt me when you left. I'm sure that I could forgive you. It's just… I am just a little confused right now." I answered. It was 100% true. I was confused. But he was already forgiven. He just didn't know that.
"I can understand where you are coming from. I want you to know though, what I said that day. It was all a lie. I thought I was protecting you by leaving. I just wanted you to live a happy normal life. I love you Bella." WHOA! This was news to my ears! HE STILL LOVES ME! Maddie was right! This is going to be more fun to watch him squirm! HAHA! I love him! I haven't said that to myself in 50 years, but I LOVE him.
"That's a lot to take in. I never stopped loving you, but…. I don't know. I feel like I have been saying I don't know a lot lately. While I'm trying to decipher my life I don't want anything to interfere. I have to find myself in all of this. Then I'll let you know." His expression was pure amusement.
"Okay, my love. I will be with you by your side. Unless, you tell me otherwise." He said in all his perfection. This was it. I thought to myself.
"We should be heading to gym, don't you think?"
"First days suck." He said sarcastically.
"You know it." I retorted.
We ran back just as the bell rang we made it. Turned out that Edward, Maddie, Dustin, Emmett, and Myself all had gym together.
"Hello class, Most of you have had me last year.
I see some new faces. I am Coach Flannigan. I will have you al grouped into teams. Every time we play a match, you will find your teammates. There are 18 of you, so that makes 9 on each team. You will have the privilege of naming your team. Team 1, Edward Cullen, Emmett Cullen, Mitchell Young, Maddie Slomski, Dustin Slomski, Carlene Kraft, Isabella Swan , Terry Johnson, and Louis Spence. The rest of you are on Team 2." Well Gym class was already looking up for me. Most of gym today was just talking and whatnot. Nothing really important. We all walked out together to find Rosalie, Alice, and Jasper waiting for us. Alice had this sort of smug look on her face. Edward looked kind of annoyed. I wonder what Alice was thinking right now? Must be something to make Edward superbly annoyed. Who knows? Not me that's for sure. Maybe if I just take my shield off for just- NO! I cant risk it. When I was a newborn we found I was a ohysical and mental shield. If I take my shield off I can read peoples minds, but they can use there powers (if they have any) against me. If Edward reads my mind then he'll know what I can do. I don't think I'm ready to tell them.
"Bella!" Maddie shouted.
"Yeah?" I was completely out of it.
"Are we gonna drive home or what?"
"Oh, yeah." I could here the chuckles of the Cullen's.
"Bye," All of them said simultaneously. I drove away slowly, thinking of the day I had today.
