I was SO VERY motivated by all your reviews!! Thanks guys!!

Btw: I have had loads of reviews saying that they will hate my story if there is any Jacob/Bella love going on. Ew I don't like it either! And for all those Jacob lovers sorry but I love Jacob as long as he isn't with Bella.

(I hated it in the new moon film where they almost kiss!! Aaaaaahhhhhh! It shouldn't happen!! But the film was great and I have seen it three times now. I am making my sister read the book now!! Lol!)

This is all about the car crash thing!

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Bella POV

I sat down at the lunch table and opened my sketchbook. The little conversation with Edward was still rolling round my head and was laughable really. He was trying to figure out what I knew about them, and I wasn't telling. He seemed really pissed off when I didn't tell him immediately and even more pissed when I discovered that he would have to do more then flutter his eyelids to get me to talk.

A booming laugh erupted from the Cullen's table, but I didn't look up. I had opened my book to a picture of Jake I had drawn a couple of weeks back. He had a childish smile on his face, and his long black hair was still there. He was carefree Jacob, unburdened by the knowledge of my life. If you had told him before he had become a werewolf about me he would have laughed and made a joke saying something along the lines of, 'maybe we could invite her back for Christmas dinner, we'll just give her the uncooked part of the turkey.' I miss that Jake.

"Bella?" Angela turns to me in concern. She peeked over my shoulder, but I closed the book quickly, not wanting her to see what I was upset about.

"Yes," I replied to Angela, trying to act as normal as possible, plastering a smile on my face.

"Err…nothing," she said, turning back to Jessica.

I just sat at the table for the rest of lunch, thinking about Jake and how much I was going to miss him. When it was time for next lesson I got up and went straight there, hardly raising my head to see where I was going. I sat through the hour of English without anyone interrupting my thoughts. I wasn't really in the mood to do any work, this was a major mood swing from biology, because as soon as Jacob came into my head I felt like curling into a ball and crying.

I got out of English in an even worse mood then what I went in with. I was convinced that Jacob was never going to forgive me, and that I would hate myself forever for losing my best friend. Wait I minute, what have you got to be sorry for? A voice in my head was asking. You haven't done anything wrong. So your mom's a vampire, big deal. You love her, and Jacob just has to except that.

I listened to the voice, and it made sense. It wasn't my fault, and so I shouldn't beat myself up about it. My mom would always be my mom, and Jacob just had to get over it. I loved Jacob as a brother and would never want to hurt him, but he had stepped over a line on this subject, and I wasn't going to fall at his feet crying in remorse.

I strolled down the corridor confidently and went to my car smiling. Next time I saw Jacob I would ignore him, and he will just have to apologize to me.

He's your friend and is going through a hard time at the moment, you need to help him, stick by him. Swallow your pride, Bella, and be his friend. Your mom would understand. Do whatever it takes to get him back, another voice started to creep through. I was in front of my truck at this point. Wow, was my mind being annoying, couldn't it just give me one option, so I could follow it and just get on with my life normally? No, of course not.

I started to go through my bag. You know that feeling when you think you have forgotten something; well that's what was going through my mind at that moment. I was about to go back inside when I heard a screech of tires and some shouts. I turned to see Taylor's car swerving around the bend and losing control. I saw Edward Cullen and a few other faces looking at me with absolute horror. But I felt calm. I evaluated the situation in my head and accepted it.

So, this is how I die, I told myself. I knew I wouldn't be able to get out of its reach quick enough, and that didn't bother me. I guess that I had been waiting for death to grab me since I was 10, knowing I had my death day set out for me already. I think that knowing I was about to die on the hand of fate and not having my heart stopped by a vampire was more comforting for me. While I am a vampire I know that I would not be able to kill myself on demand but now, I can die happy now. To be honest I really didn't have much to live for, sure there was Charlie but he would lose me in a years time anyway, and I knew that I wouldn't be happy in the Voltrui. I knew that mom hated it, she would put on a happy face for me when I was there but you could see it in her eyes, she hated it more then anything.

No, you don't want to die! Dive out of the way, move! It's not your time, my survival instinct kicked in.

I didn't actually want to die, I was accepting that I would die any second, but if I had the choice of living and dieing: I would pick living. There was something that was drawing me to life, something I was destined for. But I didn't know what that was.

I could feel the blankness on my face as the van came towards me. But before I could even take another breath something grabbed me, crashing me to the floor. Something hard and cold. My head hit the floor and Tyler's van was about to crush me, when it hit something else. I was to dazed to notice what it was, I was just thanking the heavens that what ever it hit was there. I felt my legs being lift and moved to a safer place and then the van crashing down onto the concrete. I tried to sit up, but something was holding me down. This annoyed me. I focused my eyes on the thing pining me to the floor and I surprised to see none other then Edward Cullen.

I gasped as I realized what had happened. He had seen the van coming upon me, ran over here at inhuman speed, and stopped the van, with inhuman strength, from crushing me. The idiot.

He had risked his family's secret by saving me, he was so stupid. What was I, an insignificant human, worth over the protection of his family?

Everything suddenly went silent for a second and then the screaming of the crowd started, shouting my name. But more clearly then anything else I heard Edward say my name, "Bella, are you hurt?"

"I'm fine," I told him trying to sit up, but he held me down. I realized he was holding me in a tight grasp against his chest.

"Are you sure? You hit your head pretty hard," he told me, both worry and amusement in his voice.

"Ow," I said, feeling a painful thud in the back of my head for the first time.

"That's what I thought." A laugh building up, but he suppressed it quickly.

"That's was..." I trailed off trying to get my bearings, "that was very stupid you know."

A number of emotions slipped through his eyes at that point. Confusion, annoyance, fear, worry, interest and a few less distinguishable one.

"How-?" I cut him off.

"Not now," I told him quickly.

I turned to sit up and this time he let me. A crowd of people came over and shifted the van enough for both me and Edward to get out. Everyone was surprised to see Edward come out but he slipped way from the crowd quickly and let the fuss of the crowd fall on me.

Edward POV

I walked out the crowd quickly, leaving the attention to Bella.

"Bella, I've called an ambulance, they will be here in a sec," I heard Jessica tell Bella who just moaned at the news.

I was worried about what Bella had told me, 'that was very stupid you know'. I knew she knew something but I didn't think she would know this much.

When the ambulance arrived I made sure they put Bella in a stretcher, which she refused without successes. I was to ride in the front while Bella had to stay on the stretcher in the back. As I climbed in I caught the stare of quiet a few people, all of whom I cared about deeply. There was first a hostile stare coming from Bella as they lifted her into the back, the worried look of Alice, the surprised and scared looks of both Emmett and Jasper and then lastly the hateful stare of Rosalie. I gave an apologetic look to them all, but continued to get in.

When we got to the hospital they got Bella out and walked in with her up to the A&E ward. I glided through the hospital and went to find Carlisle. Nobody cared what I was doing, as I was obviously fine.

"Carlisle," I said, urgently stepping into his office.

He looked up in alarm. "Edward what-?"

"Look, Carlisle, Bella swan was almost killed today but I saved her at the last second. I don't think her injuries are serious, but she hit her head and-" he cut me off.

"Edward what-" he began again.

"I'll explain everything later but please, just see to her," I asked in desperation.

"Of course," and he left the room.

Bella POV

I was put in a bed after I refused to go any longer wearing the neck brace and lying in a stretcher, but the bed was next to Tyler. Oh god no!

"Bella I'm so sorry-" I cut him short.

"Tyler please doesn't. I know you didn't mean to and I'm not even that hurt."

"Yes but-" this time he was cut short by Dr. Cullen coming into the room. He walked up to Tyler and started to examine his chart. I smiled and sat back, extremely grateful for the save. Something suddenly crossed my mind. Oh I really hope they haven't told Charlie.

Dr. Cullen saw the worried look on my face. "Bella is something wrong?" he asked in concern.

I straitened up my expression and answered. "Charlie hasn't found out has he? I mean I know things get round fast in folks but seriously, I know how my dad gets and he gets all stressed if anything happens to me." I told him, slightly on the verge of panic.

"No Bella, calm down. Charlie doesn't know and, when I have checked you, you can go and see him." at this I relaxed and waited for Dr. Cullen to finish with Tyler. When a nurse went over to him and started stitching up his head I knew it was my turn. I sighed.

"Impertinent are we?" he said jokingly. I Smiled at this. He ran over my chart and then shined a light in my eye. "Your x-ray came up fine, but if you have any problems come see me straight away. You probably shouldn't drive home or be alone this evening though because there is still a possibility you may have concussion. I suggest you stay here with Charlie or find a friend to stay with tonight," he told me.

"Sure I can go to-" I cut off as I was about to say Jacob, "I'll stay here tonight night thanks," I said shortly after. He nodded and walked out of the room.

The doors opened once again and Edward Cullen came into the room. He looked tense but as soon as he saw me he relaxed. Great, I said sarcastically, now I have to deal with this.

Edwards POV

I walked in once Carlisle had given the clear. Bella was sitting on the bed and as soon as she saw me her expression turned tied.

"Are you well enough to stand," I asked politely.

"Of course," she said annoyed. Bella jumped down but as soon as her feet touched the floor she tripped. I court her as she fell and helped her back up.

If I had a heart it would have been pounding. This was the first time we had touch and it seemed she had noticed two for she pulled away quickly and blushed. Waving me forward, she headed down the hall to somewhere a little more private. Once we had turned the first corner she stopped and stood to face me. A glisten in her beautiful eyes seemed to tell me that she knew what I was about to ask, and a small feeling told me that it would be as productive as biology was.

"Yes Edward?" she asked in an amused voice.

"Ermm…" I was suddenly lost in her chocolate-brown stare. It took me a second to remember what I wanted to say. "What do you know about us?"

"I don't know what you're talking about," she spoke innocently.

"Yes, you know exactly what I'm talking about." I was starting to get frustrated now. "What did you mean by 'that was very stupid you know'.

Bella Swan I know you are hiding something, and so help me I will find out what it is." We were staring, no glaring, at each other now.

"And I was right," she said taking me by surprise, "what you did was very stupid and could have ruined a lot of peoples lives. Think, next time, before you act." She told me bluntly. Bella turned to walk away, leaving me stunned. "Oh, and by the way, thank you," she said sheepishly over her shoulder before continuing down the corridor.

I knew what she said would stay with me for days. I just didn't understand one word of it and this made me want to know more then anything what she was thinking, and what she knew about us.

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