Right it's the chapter you have all been waiting for, well actually your going to hate me because I haven't got to that bit yet, remember Jacobs… well he's in this one instead of Edward! I know sad right! But he needs to come in sometime. Your going to like what I did though, Bella's not going to forgive that easily.

There is a bit, well more then a bit, of Bella debating what she should do. Those good old angel and devil are back, which one will she chose??

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Bella's POV

I drove to the hospital as quickly as I dared. What would I do now? I had gone and lost my temper over something so small and insignificant, lost it and told them exactly what they wanted to hear. Well, not exactly. They still didn't know how I knew, and they wouldn't find out either. Couldn't they just leave me alone, or better yet leave Forks? I didn't want this; I just wanted to live my life in peace. Though I knew perfectly well that that would never happen with my luck.

I was really angry that I had done that, but also slightly relieved. I was glad that they wouldn't pester me about it anymore, but more glad that I had told someone, even if what I told them was minimal. No one outside of the Volturi knew that I knew about the existence of vampires, and certainly no one knewabout what the Volturi had in store for me.

You will have to leave if they find out; you don't what to get hurt. Please let's be reasonable, the angel told me for the hundredth time.

He's right you know, the devil agreed.

"I thought you where meant to be on my side?" I muttered in both amusement and annoyance. Was the world against me or something? I must have looked crazy talking to myself, but I didn't care, I was to fumed up.

I thought over what I had just said. MY side? MY side? My side was the one for me not getting hurt. I was all for the angels choice of making sure they didn't find out and even moving as a last resort… or was I? I would be very unhappy if I had to leave.

But it would be for your mom, and the Volturi wants you, said the angel.

My mom was a vampire who had given up her life for me. I couldn't back out now. Plus, the Volturi were so dangerous that if I ever refused their offer they would have probably kill me or just have the change done without my consent.

Well who's saying you had to back out. You could always just keep living in Forks and leave when you have to. You want to be here Bella. Your only human, the voice was neither the angel nor devil it was I. My heart was telling me to stay and I couldn't say no. Bella you have never felt this way about anyone. Whenever he comes near you, your heart accelerates' whenever he looks your way, you blush, you want to be with him all the time. Bella, your in love.

I froze. Me? In love?

I realized that there was only ever one thing that I was ever going to do, even if it hurt me more then anything when it had to end. I was going to stay. I was going with my hearts choice even though my mind was against me. I was happy and I liked it here and, apparently, I was in love and was never going to experience it in the same way while I was vampire. I knew that there would be heartbreak when I left but I wanted to be human while I still could be. Anyway, it's not like I will be so madly in love with him that I wouldn't be able to leave, right? I had, what, a year left of my life and I wasn't going to waste it on running away.

I pulled over to the side of the road, shocked by my sudden realization. Wow, I thought, I am so stupid!

I started to think about Edward. Why was I avoiding him again? I asked myself.

Because you were very slowly falling in love with him and knew that if you got in too deep it would be that much harder to leave Forks. And you didn't want him finding out your life because you didn't want all that near Forks, that little angel was being incredibly annoying again.

"Right. Thanks," I said sarcastically. What was I going to do? I really, really wanted to stay but there would always be that voice in my head saying that what I had done was wrong. I had a feeling that if I stayed I would be hurting people more then if I left. Why is the world so unfair?

Look I'm staying, I told myself firmly.

But what about the Cullen's? The angel asked me smugly.

Well they can leave (which I highly hoped they didn't) or get over the fact that I'm here and leave me alone (which I also hoped they wouldn't). They're not getting anything from me (I wasn't entirely sure about that).

For some reason the Cullen's didn't really worry me that much after all that. I actually wouldn't have minded getting to know them, especially Edward. Stop it Bella, you don't want to do this, it's a really bad idea. I was getting sick of the angels voice. I was going to do it whether or not I should.

I started up the engine with new determination, yet there was a little feeling in the pit of my stomach that told me I was doing the completely wrong thing and it was all going to end in tears. I didn't want to hear it so just ignored the feeling and continued my drive to the hospital.

I drove there with a smile on my face. I was happy with the choice I had made.

I walked into the hospital with a new spring in my step. I didn't really understand what had got me into the new high; maybe it was me finally realizing that I was in love. I hoped so.

I walked into Charlie's room and saw him in a wheel chair by his bed. He had a cast on his leg and big bags under his eyes. Dr. Cullen was standing over Charlie, reassuring him that everything would be ok and that if he had any trouble then all he had to do was give him a call.

I walked up to them and they both looked at me. When Charlie saw me his eyes lit up but he turned away sheepishly, hiding any emotion from me. I smiled at this. Dr. Cullen smiled with new warmth; I was slightly taken back but returned the smile just as sweetly. He walked out, but I didn't miss when he looked back with a worried expression.

"Ready to go home?" I asked Charlie lovingly. It was a relief to see him out of bed.

"Definitely." I walked out of the hospital while Charlie wheeled beside me, refusing to let me help him. We went to my truck and I helped him get in, and then put his chair in the back.

We drove home in a comfortable silence. Just sitting alone with our thoughts.

I pulled into the drive and was surprised to see Jake and Billy waiting for us. Jacobs face was blank but his eyes burned very clearly with loss, sadness and… guilt. He was guilty for what he had said; good, he shouldn't have said it. My good mood washed away instantly replaced by a sour annoyance towards my best friend.

I jumped from the car and got the wheelchair out for Charlie. I help him into it, ignoring Jakes offers of help, and walked to the door. I held it open to both Charlie and Billy, giving them both warm smiles, but when Jacob started to walk in I let it fall, slamming him in the face. He came in moments later with an even more regretful face.

"I guess your are eating with us tonight?" I asked Billy.

"Yes, if that's O.K," the answer didn't come from Billy, but Jacob.

I turned and glared at him, then stormed off into the kitchen and started to prepare dinner.

I heard mumbles in the hall from Billy and Charlie, and them rolling together into the living room, then the flat screen being turned to the game. I got the spaghetti out of the cupboard and poured the whole packet into the pan. I knew enough about werewolves to know that Jacob ate a lot and so the whole packet would be about right for him. I started to cut the tomatoes up when I heard the chair of the table scrape behind me and then someone sit down. There was no doubt who it was, so I just pretended I didn't hear it and continued to cook.

"Would 'I'm sorry' be sufficient?" he asked quietly, obviously nervous. I spun on my heels and glared at him with pure venom.

"Would 'I'm sorry' be sufficient? Hmmm, let me see. You called me a traitor, basically said you hated me, called my mom a bloodsucking bitch and blamed me for not telling you everything when you knew perfectly well why I didn't tell you. So, no Jake, 'I'm sorry' would not be sufficient right now." Jacob flinched at my worlds but took them in. I turned around and continued on with the food, a dark feeling lying in the pit of my stomach.

"No Jacob. Just leave. You're going to have to find a way to regain my trust, but not like this."

I stared down at the counter, tears streaming down my cheek now.

The rest of the night was quiet. We sat at the table in an awkward silence and when they left I wouldn't listen to Jacobs goodbye. I could see the pain in his eyes as I walked away.

I cried myself to sleep that night. Scared I had lost a friend, upset about what I had said to him, worried he wouldn't forgive me and angry that he had made me say it.

The Cullen's didn't even cross my mind.

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