so i haven't gotten the edward/bella losing their virginities outtakes done. they're both turning out longer than i thought and i'll be posting them as their own story. however, reviewers from the last chapter will receive the chat the boys had at the club. and from emmett's point of view! so look for that, hopefully tomorrow!
*Twilight isn't mine.*
Chapter Twenty-Two
Edward Cullen
I woke up the next morning with a pounding headache. I was on my stomach and my fiancée was lying diagonally across my back on her stomach. I wondered how we got into this position. Grimacing against the bright light, I looked back at her the best that I could. She was wearing some blue silky sexy thing and my morning wood got even worse.
I caught a glance at the clock and realized it said 10:51. Shit.
"Bella," I grunted, reaching back to shake her shoulder. She whimpered in response. I did it again and she jolted awake, elbowing me in the kidney as she sat up.
"Where's the baby? Oh my God, why isn't she awake?!" Bella's panicked tone was too loud and I winced. I kind of shoved her off me the best that I could without moving and she sat on her ass next to me, trying to detangle her crazy hair.
"With my parents," I muttered, pulling a pillow over my head. I knew her tits probably were about to pop and she needed to go feed the baby but I could go back to bed.
"Oh God," she moaned and I heard her climb out of bed and open and close some drawers, I guessed changing before I heard our door shut. I closed my eyes, planning on going back to sleep but she returned a few minutes later and obviously brought Audrey with her. This fact was obvious because Audrey was wailing.
"Shh, baby… Mama's got you," Bella whispered and the bed dipped as she settled back down. I turned my head to face her and saw her pull her shirt up and holding Audrey to her breast. Audrey suckled for a few seconds before pulling away and wailing again.
"B, why'd you bring her in here?" I asked grumpily. I was hung over and felt like shit.
"I didn't want to feed her in front of your parents!" Bella snapped back at me, obviously getting frustrated with… whatever it was she was having trouble with. She laid Audrey in her lap and pulled her shirt off, switching Audrey to the other side. The baby did the same thing. Both of their faces were red but Audrey's was all scrunched up. "Audrey Elizabeth, please just eat… Mama's head hurts."
"So does Daddy's so maybe you could take her to the guestroom…"
"Ugh, quiet!" I closed my eyes and rolled them behind my lids. Finally, Audrey must have started eating because all I could hear was Bella sigh in relief and Audrey's little squeaking and suckling noises.
I dozed off for a few more minutes and was woken again by Audrey burping. Bella laid her on the bed, sitting wearing just shorts since she'd taken her shirt off. I grinned sleepily at her, reaching over and stroking her thigh.
"Hi, baby."
"Hi, jerk face," she said but I could hear slight amusement. I let my hand travel higher up her thigh… almost where I wanted it when her hand stopped me. I gave her a weird look.
"No sex until the wedding night," she said softly. I gaped at her. What the hell?
"Excuse me?" I demanded.
"You said last night, Edward! I was all over you and in the cab then we got here and you chickened out! Well, actually, I'm not ready because Rose said I could get an infection but Alice said her and Jazz did it just two weeks after Charlotte was born and she was fine but I'm scared. Then you were all, oh let's wait until the wedding night to do it. I was mad but I kind of like the idea."
"I was drunk. I don't remember saying it so I didn't," I murmured. I moved my hand away from her thigh and stroked the side of her breast.
"Edward," she whispered, "Audrey's right here!"
"She's a baby, Bella."
"I want to wait until our wedding night," Bella said, smiling at me. I sat up and frowned. I picked up Audrey and she stared up at me, cooing and gurgling.
"You sure are cute, little girl. And so good," I murmured and cuddled my girl closer.
"And she's four weeks old today! Edward... can we please have another one?" Bella bit her lip and stared at me with her huge brown eyes. Her long hair was piled on top of her head and her face make-up free. She looked so young and innocent and I hated to tell her no. But I had made up my mind.
"Can you promise me it would be a boy?" I joked, trying to lighten the mood. She giggled softly but shook her head. I shook my head back. Her face fell and I sighed, hating that I made her feel that way. "I was thinking about a vasectomy," I told her, wincing as I said it.
"No!" Bella shouted, startling Audrey who started crying. I rocked her and hummed softly and she calmed down.
"Why not? We won't have to worry about condoms, birth control…" I'd thought about it a lot and it made the most sense. I planned on being with Bella forever and I didn't see any other children in our future.
"I'll go on birth control," she stated, "I'll talk to Dr. Morgan at my next appointment."
"But you'll have to take it every day," I reminded her and she gave me a look.
"Duh, I already am used to taking my pre-natals daily. I'll be good. I can't imagine anyone snipping my favorite part of you," she grinned at me.
"Alright, baby. If you're sure…"
"I am!" Bella leaned over and kissed me.
~*~
My parents left shortly after we woke and invited us to dinner. I wanted to decline, due to our hangovers from last night but Bella eagerly accepted. It made me happy that she was interested in going out.
What was suspicious, though, was all the secret phone calls Bella took and the fact that we weren't due there until eight – late for a dinner at my parents. And how she took a very long time to get ready, dressing in the white and black dress I had turned down the night before along with black strappy sandals and making me wear black pants and a white dress shirt. She dressed Audrey in little white sundress that had straps that crossed in the back and a little bow on the front. Bella also put tiny little white strappy sandals on Audrey that didn't look too comfortable but Audrey didn't seem to mind, cooing at Bella as she put them on.
"Edward, can you pack the swing into the car?"
"What? Why? We won't be there all night," I frowned.
"Pleeeeaaasseee, Edward?" Bella stuck out her bottom lip and I couldn't resist. Plus, she looked hot and I wanted her to forget the wedding night shit. I was wasted when I said it, it didn't count. I packed it up and she was finally ready. I loaded Audrey and her diaper bag in the car and Bella got in the passenger seat.
The ride over was quick but filled with awkward silence. Bella kept texting on her phone and Audrey had fallen asleep before I even backed out of the drive way. Whenever I tried to talk B would tell me to hold on and go back to texting or typing something on her cell phone. When I finally parked in my parents drive way, Bella turned to me, "Um… can you get the swing and the diaper bag? I'll get Audrey!"
I didn't have time to answer because Bella was already lifting the car seat from the back and rushing inside. I frowned. She was acting awfully weird for dinner at my parents. I took my sweet time unpacking the swing and diaper bag before walking into the house.
It was oddly quiet. I left the swing and diaper bag next to the carrier and started looking around before calling out, "Mom?"
I walked into the darkened living room, figuring I'd just chill and watch television until everyone came out of hiding and flicked on the light.
"Surprise!!"
"Holy shit!" I put my hand to my heart because I was about to have a fucking heart attack. The room was full of people. Bella, holding Audrey, and my parents stood in front. I wasn't expecting this at all – my birthday celebration was Audrey being born. Bella walked up to me and kissed me, "Happy belated surprise birthday party, Edward," she murmured. I grinned at her and kissed her again.
My parents walked over and my mom was practically bouncing in her heels. Planning parties of any sort was her happy place. I hugged them both.
"Were you surprised, Edward, honey?" My mom asked, trying to sooth my hair. I laughed and pushed her hand away. She'd been doing this for thirty years almost, when would she learn my hair didn't sooth down?
"Yes, I was. This looks great, guys. A huge surprise, you didn't have to do it." I grinned at the three of them then took Audrey, who was now awake, from Bella. I held her up and she gurgled, "Did you know about this? Did you plan this surprise for Daddy?" Bella laughed and put her arm around my waist. I heard a camera flashing and rolled my eyes, knowing it was my parents.
There was an insane amount of people there. Friends that I hadn't seen in years, almost my entire family. Of course, the McCarty's were there, meaning Emmett's parents plus the younger generation of McCarty's, Emmett, Rose, Henry and Jax.
The living room was awesome, decorated in deep blue and silver with a huge sign that said, "Happy 30th Birthday, Edward!"
Bella stuck with me, obviously a little shy around all these people she didn't know and I introduced her to everyone. She was sweet and quiet and I kept kissing her because I couldn't fucking help it, my girl was gorgeous. She would giggle and blush when she was complimented on her post-baby body.
"Edward, I have to feed the baby… where should I do that?" she looked at me with wide, slightly panicked eyes and I realized we'd barely been in public with the baby since she was born. Audrey was getting fussy in my aunt's arms.
"Aunt Siobhan, it's time for Audrey to eat. We'll bring her back," I grinned and carefully took the now crying bundle. I lead Bella up to my old room because I knew she'd practically have to disrobe in that dress to feed the baby. I helped her unzip her dress and step out of it so it didn't get wrinkled. She moved her bra to expose her breast for the baby. Audrey had a little bit of trouble latching, like she had each time she ate today but she finally got there.
"Were you super surprised??" Bella asked me, smiling. I nodded, staring at her nearly naked body. I licked my lips, thinking about how long it had been since I'd gone down on her.
"Not until we get married you said," Bella teased.
"Please let me take that back," I whined, "It's my birthday celebration, love."
"We'll see," she murmured, stroking Audrey's hair. She switched Audrey to the other side and finally finished about half an hour later. I took the baby and zipped her dress back up, holding her on my shoulder and rubbing her back.
"She's like… holding her head up, Edward!"
I looked over at Audrey and she was, in fact, holding it up before she lost control of it and let her head fall onto my shoulder. I laughed, "That was awesome."
Once A burped, we went back downstairs. Bella took the baby from me and disappeared to talk to Alice and Rose and I found my parents, chatting with Emmett's parents.
"Hey, Mr. and Mrs. McCarty, thanks for coming," I grinned at them, having Mr. McCarty's hand and hugging Mrs. McCarty. "Can I borrow my parents for just a minute?"
"Sure, son. Find us again, we want to see more of that beautiful little girl of yours," Mr. McCarty patted my shoulder and I led my parents away, into the kitchen. The caterers were in there but no one else, thankfully.
"What's wrong, Edward?" My mom smoothed out my collar and straightened my tie. I refrained from rolling my eyes.
"Bella and I set a date and…" I was cut off by my mom's squeal. She cupped her hands under her chin and grinned. Thankfully, my dad hushed her, rubbing her shoulder in a calming motion.
"That's fantastic, Edward. What's the date?"
"September twenty-sixth."
"Won't that interfere with work?"
"No, Dad. I'm not going back to Morgan Park," I sighed, having known he'd zero in on this which is why I'd decided to tell them with Bella not here.
"Edward Anthony, all of that education and you're throwing it all in the garbage. Are you planning to live off of Bella's money? That's not how I raised you. We raised you to support your wife, your family. You have a child now. A fiancée and a child who are depending on you to support them," my dad ranted and I took deep breaths, trying not to freak out.
"Listen, Dad. If Bella and I decided to both stay at home and raise Audrey that would be our decision. Between my trust fund, Bella's trust fund and inheritance… we could do whatever we wanted for the rest of our lives, extremely comfortably. But that's not the decision that we've made. I'm going back to practicing law. I've been talking to an old buddy who's unhappy with the practice he's in and we've been discussing opening our own practice," I finished, letting out a deep breath. I hadn't gotten that far even with Bella.
"Well then, I'm sorry I jumped to conclusions, Edward. I think that's a wonderful idea," my dad said sincerely, "But opening a new practice takes a lot of time and effort. Are you prepared to be away from your girls that much? What about when you have another child?"
"First off, we're not having any more children. Second, I'll be handling pro-bono cases and the bigger cases but honestly not a lot of them. We'll be hiring some students just out of school. Interns. Secretaries. I know it will be a lot of work but I want to do it. I want to help people."
"Oh, honey. That's so wonderful!" Esme hugged me tightly. "But no more children? Edward, Bella is very unhappy with that decision. In marriage, you have to work together to make these decisions otherwise you'll resent one another. What does Bella think about the law firm?"
"Uh…" Fuck. Was she gonna be pissed? I'd told her I'd be doing pro-bono work but that opening a whole practice which honestly was going to take a lot of time. She had never met Felix, my new partner. I'd made all the calls when she was napping or busy with the baby. I'd be out of the house a lot and maybe she didn't want that. Plus, I would be missing a lot of moments of Audrey's life. But didn't all people? And yeah, I'd decided no more kids and she seemed heartbroken but I did we honestly want to go through the whole pregnant, hormonal, partial bed rest again? But then again, the reward was so great…
"You haven't told her?" my dad gaped at me and I shrugged, kind of lost for words.
"Well, why didn't you have any more kids?" I tried to turn it around on them. I'd always wondered but had never asked. They looked at each other and seemed to be silently communicating with their eyes before my dad nodded.
"Well, honey. We had a very hard time conceiving you. I was young and before I met your father, I was in an abusive relationship. It had resulted in damage of my reproductive system. So even though I was only twenty when your father and I got married and we started trying right away… it was rough, honey. I had multiple miscarriages.
"You were our little miracle. You gave us such hope and we tried again for years after but eventually, we couldn't handle the hurt anymore so just decided to treasure you," my mom finished, smiling sadly at me. My jaw was dropped open. I couldn't believe this. My mother, the kindest person I'd ever met, had been through such sadness and heartbreak. Then Bella and I conceived so easily, on the night we met for Christ's sake, and I wanted to throw it away by getting a vasectomy. I almost wanted to change my mind, for my parents' sake. So they could feel that joy that they'd obviously been feeling since Audrey was born but I wasn't sure.
"Holy… Christ, Mom. Why didn't you guys ever tell me?" I asked as I pulled my mother into my arms, hugging her tightly. "An abusive relationship? Is the fucker in jail?"
My mother hugged me back and my dad patted my back gently, answering for her, "He died of a drug overdose a few weeks before your mother and I got married. He got out in a lucky way because every day I fought the urge to murder him. And we didn't tell you because… well, it was better not to."
I suddenly remembered all those times I'd beg my mom for a little brother or sister. I just had wanted a companion, someone to play with when we had to go to fancy dinners or functions, "But Mooooommy, Jared has two little brothers and a little sister!" I'd whine and she would patiently pat my head and tell me that maybe some day, I'd have the same. Eventually, as I grew, I enjoyed being an only child. I was spoiled and babied and never wanted for anything. But did I really want Audrey to grow up, begging for siblings like I had? Maybe Bella had, too. Maybe that's why the thought of no more children had made her cry.
"Sweetie, don't take the option away from Bella like it was taken away from me. Discuss it with her."
I nodded, still amazed by all the information.
"So why September twenty-sixth, my handsome boy?"
The tips of my ears turned red. I wasn't sure if they realized that Audrey was conceived the first night Bell and I met. When I'd told them Bella was pregnant, I'd made it sound like we'd been dating for a while.
"Oh, you know. Just a date," I lied as my ears turned redder. My dad eyed me suspiciously but my mom accepted it, "Alright, we better get back to your party before everyone realizes the birthday boy is missing!"
My mom kissed my forehead and we walked back out to the living room. I looked around for my girl and saw her sitting next to Jasper. Audrey was in Rose's arms and Bella seemed to be joking with Jasper. I could hear her giggle across the room, a sound I would always recognize before she slapped Jasper playfully on the chest. When he pretended to act wounded, she got up and kissed the spot she'd hit then laughed again when he pointed to his cheek and she kissed that, as well. I knew whatever they were joking about must have been innocent because Alice was laughing right along with them, Henry on her lap, which grew smaller every time I saw her.
But still, I felt… jealous. It wasn't a feeling I felt often. In fact, Bella had really never given me a reason to. I mean, there was that waiter and the kids at school and guys who checked her out but Bella always ignored them. But maybe Bella just acted like she didn't care when I was around – maybe she was flirty when I wasn't. She sat back down a little sloppily and I realized when she must have started drinking. A lot and fast, with no food in her stomach.
She looked up and saw me, her face breaking into a beautiful smile. I smiled back. Her favorite, panty-dropper, crooked, smile. She crooked her finger, motioning for me to come over to her. Which I did. She stood forced me to sit on the chair then plopped on to my lap.
"Oh, good. Just what we want to see again. Bella and Edward going at it," Alice said sarcastically. Emmett walked over with Henry on his hip and sat next to Rose, "What's going on, people?"
"Bella's gonna dry hump Edward in front of all these people," Jasper laughed. I ignored them and cupped my girls face in my hand. She nuzzled it, still smiling, "Hi, stranger. Where'd ya go?"
"To talk to my parents about the wedding," I told her as I kissed her softly.
"Oh, why didn't you wait for me?!" Bella stuck out her bottom lip playfully and I wanted to take it into my mouth and suck it, bite it, kiss it.
"I needed to talk to them about other things too," I murmured, tucking her hair behind her ear.
"Alright, I need to pee. I don't know my way around this joint so Bella, come with," Alice said, handing Jax to Emmett so he had both boys before struggling to get up. Jasper stood and helped her and she kissed him softly for his efforts, "Charlotte, do you want to come?" Alice asked the little girl who was lying sleepily next to Bella and I on the couch. She nodded eagerly and climbed off the cough. Bella wiggled off my lap, making me groan and Rose handed me Audrey.
Once they were gone, Emmett grinned, "Alright, guy talk. Have you and Bella fucked since the kid was born?"
I chuckled and shook my head, "It's only been three weeks, man. We were probably gonna last night but your wife scared her about infections and pain so I said something retarded and I probably won't be getting laid until the wedding night."
"When Alice had Charlotte, dude… I barely got any when she was pregnant and for like a year after that. We had sex like two weeks after but then she kept saying she didn't feel like it, it felt weird. We finally got it back and she gets knocked up again. I swear, I've gotten laid like twice since conception," Jasper complained and I cringed, feeling sympathetic.
"Bella was always ready to go when she was pregnant. Even when we weren't allowed to fuck, she gave me blow jobs, hand jobs, whatever I wanted. And since she's had the baby, it's been the same. I just get scared about hurting her, you know?"
Emmett nodded, "Rose was scared for a while after both the boys were both born but once we did it, it was fine. Jax was kind of a surprise, we thought you couldn't get knocked up while breastfeeding… big fucking myth. This baby, we tried for. She's even still breastfeeding Jax."
Wait, what? Bella had sworn up and down that you couldn't get pregnant while breastfeeding. I had even seen that site on the internet. Although Bella was the one who'd sent me the link.
"Wait, back up. I thought you couldn't get pregnant while breastfeeding?"
"Nah, man. You totally can. Jax and this new kid are totally proof of it," Emmett said seriously and Jasper nodded, "Women are really fertile after they give birth. You have to be super careful.
I wondered if Bella knew this and was trying to trick me or was oblivious as I was. I decided it must be the first because Bella must have known Rose was breastfeeding when she got knocked up. I pinched the bridge of my nose, sighing loudly.
"What's wrong, Edward?" Bella and the girls appeared out of no where. I shifted Audrey in my arms and forced a smile at her, "Nothing, just thinking."
She smiled and kissed me softly. Yes, we'd be having a long talk when we got home.
~*~
The rest of the party went by quickly. There was cake, a ton of food and a lot of presents – mostly cards with money or checks in them. There were even a few gifts for Audrey.
The ride home was tense and I turned on the radio so we wouldn't have to talk. She'd been drinking and was kind of obnoxious and kept turning the volume down and chatting but I'd turn it right back up. I was pissed because it seemed like our whole relationship was based on lies – one thing or another.
When we got home, Bella changed Audrey into one of her little white sleepers with ruffles at the butt and fed her some of the milk from the freezer, since she'd been drinking before settling her into her bassinet. Then she took a quick shower and came out, her hair blow dried curly around her shoulders and wearing a short little pink cotton night gown with thin straps. Her face was scrubbed dry and she looked a little tipsy. She got the breast pump and pulled the night gown down and started pumping. I stripped to my boxers before broaching the subject.
"So," I began.
"Sooo?" she asked, smiling sweetly at me.
"Emmett and I were talking about babies and sex after they're born… Jasper told me how women are vey fertile after they give birth," I told her and watched as her face turned pink.
"Except if they're breastfeeding," she told me, gesturing to the things attached to her tits.
"Interestingly, Emmett went on to tell me that that's what him and Rosalie thought. But then she got pregnant with Jax."
Bella's face was now bright red, knowing she had been caught, "I didn't know she was still breastfeeding Henry when she got pregnant."
"But she's sill breastfeeding now and she's pregnant again," I reminded her.
"I didn't really think about that," Bella said, looking at me with her big brown eyes. I probably would have believed her if it wasn't for the begging to have another baby. I felt myself growing angry. I still was pretty sure she had tricked me into getting her pregnant with Audrey and the fact that she wanted to trick me again had me wondering what sort of person she was.
"I'm sorry, Isabella. I don't believe you."
She didn't answer or meet my eye. She unhooked herself from the breast pump. I noticed her hands were shaking though and when she looked up, there were tears running down her face.
"I'm sorry," she said quietly, "I just can't imagine Audrey being an only child. I was and I hated it."
"So you were going to trick me – for the second fucking time, might I add – into knocking you up? That's bullshit, Isabella," I kept my voice quiet, for Audrey's sake but it was angry and I knew she could hear it.
"I didn't get pregnant with Audrey on purpose, Edward."
"It all kind of seemed a little too coincidental for me to believe that," I muttered.
"Edward, I refuse to say she was a mistake so I'll say I was just as surprised when I saw that positive test as you were when I told you. I thought we were over this, months ago. Do you regret it? Want to give her up? Still think she might not be your baby?" I could tell she was trying to stay calm but I knew her well enough to hear how the pitch in her voice got higher with certain words as she tried not to cry.
"Of course I don't regret her or want to give her up!" I couldn't help it, I was raising my voice. "Fine, maybe you didn't trick me with Audrey but you were going to trick me with this pregnancy!" I finished with a shout.
"You're right, I was! I'm sorry! Like I said, I can't imagine Audrey being an only child, I can't imagine Audrey not having a built in friend, who she'll be close to forever if for no other reason than they're blood! When Charlie died, I felt so alone. You have no idea how barely I wished for a sibling to go through it with? Someone who knew exactly how I felt?" Bella was shouting back as I paced at the food of the bed.
"Audrey is only four weeks only. How can you think about another kid right now?"
"She's so perfect. Besides you, she's the only person who's ever made me this happy… I can't imagine never feeling this again," she whispered, staring down at our bed sheets. Bella was right, even though she'd gone about it all wrong.
"You need to be more honest with me. Otherwise, this isn't going to work," I told her, gesturing between the two of us. As it was, I felt the urge to call the wedding, the engagement, everything off.
"You need to be more open about decisions, especially like this one… and your career. I think it's great that you want to do pro-bono but I wish you had said, 'Hey B, what do you think about…' instead of 'I'm doing…' it kind of hurts my feelings and makes me feel like my opinion doesn't count," B said so quietly, I almost didn't hear her
She was right. I needed to work on my communication and she needed to work on not being deceiving.
"I'm sorry, Edward," she said quietly and I apologized, too. I sat next to her on the bed and told her the story my mom had told me earlier.
"And so, I was kind of starting to change my mind about having another one anyway… we're lucky they we're so fertile and you're such a good mother and we can financially care for as many kids as we want. And I do remember begging for little brother or sister," I smiled softly and she smiled nervously at me, obviously not sure if I was agreeing to have another baby or just saying it was possible.
"That's awful what happened to your mom. I could never… imagine. Audrey's made them so happy too… the thing is… Edward, I want them close together. I want to get pregnant… by September."
"What? B, that's less than a year from when A was conceived, is that alright for your body?"
"It's… not recommended. But look at Charlotte, she's four and loves babies but it'll be a few years before they'll play together. Henry and Jax, they play together. Our babies would be so close. I'm not saying we have to try but… can't we just see what happens? Like… not prevent?"
I sighed and shrugged my shoulders. I guess I wanted her to be nice and calm about the law practice and shit when I finally decided to tell her, "Okay. We'll just see what happens."
Bella squealed and moved onto my lap, kissing all over my face. She pulled away after a second and must have seen the clock so she squealed louder, "It's your fake birthday… I know just how to celebrate it," Bella announced as she pulled her nightgown over her head and she was wearing nothing under it. My eyes widened, "But the honeymoon…"
"We were both drunk," she moaned against my lips, her kisses getting needier before they trailed down to my neck and shoulders, making me grunt and moan. I could feel her heat through my boxers and all I wanted was to be in her.
"Are you sure you're okay?"
"Its four weeks today, I feel good… just be gentle," she whispered as she rolled onto her back, her long, gorgeous legs slightly parted. I pushed my boxers down and moved myself on top of her, careful not to put any weight on her. She smiled nervously up at me and I kissed her softly all over her gorgeous face. I wanted to ask if she was okay, if she was sure, over and over but I knew the questions wouldn't be well received.
I trailed a hand over her breasts and stomach before I reached her pussy. I slid a finger along her folds. She was wet, a good sign. I watched her face as I pushed a finger into her and it scrunched up, like she was uncomfortable.
"Keep going, Edward," she whimpered. I started pumping my finger and she moaned my name and I pushed a second finger in, making her buck her hips against me, "You're so fucking tight and wet, bay. I can't wait to be in you," I whispered against her ear.
"Mm, just do it," she squirmed.
"I want to make you cum first, it'll make you more relaxed," I told her as I kissed my way down her body, which was amazing. She was a little curvier but I loved that. I avoided her tits, not sure how I felt about handling them when that's how our baby fed. I made my way down and parted her legs. B whined softly and buried her hands in my hair as I licked the length of her slit.
She still tasted amazing. Bella relaxed her long legs over my shoulders and I sucked her clit into my mouth, making her cry out. I sucked gently and eased my fingers back into her, my cock was jealous and couldn't wait to be inside this tightness. Bella kept calling out my name as I continued my ministrations. I curled my finger, finding the spongy spot inside of her and she screamed out before she came, her hands pulling on my hair. I looked up and saw her head thrown back and her eyes closed.
I pulled my fingers out and made my way back up her body, kissing her stomach and between her breasts and along her collar bones, nipping slightly.
"Edward, oh my God… please, please… I need you," she whimpered, wrapping her legs around my waist. I reached down and rubbed the head of my cock against her entrance. It felt amazing. A month without this was unbearable and by how she was practically dropping wet, I got the feeling she felt the same way. She whimpered and whined until I finally pushed an inch or two in. She was even fucking tighter than before. Almost like a virgin.
"Jesus, you're tight," I panted into her ear.
"Keep going… just all the way in, fast…"
I had a feeling she wasn't really enjoying this, between the look in her face and basically telling me go get it over with. I finally thrust all the way inside her and she cried out. "God, baby, are you alright?"
"Bigger than I remember… keep going," she moaned, digging her nails into my back. I thrust slowly, gently, trying to hold out so she could come before me.
I reached down between our bodies and she moaned – in better way this time – and asked me to go faster. So I did, rubbing her clit faster as I went. Nor long later, we were moaning (me) and screaming (her) each others' names as we came hard.
I groaned softly as I pulled out of her and she smiled breathlessly at me, "Thank you."
Laughing, I shook my head as I lay next to her and pulled on my boxers, "No, thank you, baby."
I kissed her softly as she went to clean up and pulled my boxers on. When she came back, she was wearing similar tiny nightgown but in sheer white.
"Are you alright?"
"A little sore, I'm not bleeding so that's good," she snuggled up to me and rested her head on my chest,
"I can't wait to get married," she whispered before drifting off to sleep.
~*~
the confrontation! see, not that bad. but it's not over. edward's opening his own law firm without even mentioning it to bella. they made it a whole one day. and stupidly, no protection. dun, dun, dunnnnnnn.
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