Well here is the second chapter to the story.=D Enjoy!

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Ch 2: Tired of Waiting

Clare's POV:

"Nothing,… nothing at all. I said as I dried my cheeks with the back of my hand wiping the running mascara off my face.

"I've seen you lie better than that Clare." Eli said with a smirk. Oh my god why does he always try to hypnotize me with that wonderful smirk I just wanted to jump into his arms and say that I missed him so much. But I couldn't be weak not now, not ever.

"I'm perfectly fine and why is it any of your business Elijah. Oh wipe that smirk off your face Eli!" I said spitting venom more than necessary while getting off the floor.

"Whoa! I was only trying to help and I thought your business was my business." He said with a little humor trying to lighten the mood which made me more upset how could he be joking right now?

"Says the guy who's been ignoring me for the past month! I don't see what gives you the RIGHT to talk to me right now Eli!" I shouted but looked around thinking that the people in the classes will hear. Eli did the same.

"You just ignore me, phone calls, emails and texts! And you just come around out of the blue joking willy-nilly and pretending nothing happened do you know how ridiculous that is! I'm not just a toy you can play around with I have feelings too!" I shouted out all at once I kept all that in for a while and I just exploded on the verge of tears. Eli was shocked all together his eyes showed guilt and sadness.

"Clare I'm sorry I didn't mean to hurt you. I thought that you would give me some space." He said sympathetically. I scoffed.

"But how much is enough! I can't just wait around for you until your ready! Don't get me wrong I like you a lot but your just too confusing!" I yelled letting the tears fall. Eli's face hardened into a scowl.

"What do you want me to do Clare! I try to bring myself to be with you and I want to more than anything in the world but something is just holding me back!" He exclaimed

"Is it something or is it just you Eli!" I screamed he looked angry I knew I struck a cord.

"I just can't let go Clare." He said.

" I know. I know it's hard I know you will never forget your first love but someday you will have to let go she would want you to be happy." I sobbed.

"I can never be happy again." Eli said.

"Why can't I make you happy am I not that good enough to fill the void. I can try Eli." He turned away from me.

" Eli… Eli look at me! Why aren't I good enough?" He didn't answer I was sobbing hysterically.

"Fine." I said calmly I turned on my heel and started to walk away. Until I felt a tight grasp stop me. I talked while my back was facing him.

"What?" I said harshly waiting for a reply. No reply came only the grasp tightening.

"That's what I thought." I said as I snatched my hand back and walked away from him feeling like I'm leaving the most important thing in my life.

"Clare Wait!" Eli yelled from down the hall.

"I'm tired of WAITING Eli!" I yelled as slammed open the front exit double doors seeing the sun rays hit my blue eyes and making my ginger brown hair shine. I'm starting over and no more waiting I'm tired of waiting.

Hoped you enjoyed this update i know pretty short but I wasn't that satisfied! But Please Review! :)