Chapter 5!
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This is a pretty long chapter, just so you know!

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SAITO:
I didn't have any choice, I had to clean the room up. And it was a really big job!
I looked around in the room, all the chairs, the mirror and the table were broken. And it was blood everywhere.
I sighed, and started to clean the room.

Knock knock knock!

I went to the door, wondering who it was. And I was a bit shocked when I saw the person standing on the other side of the door.

" Siesta! " I said, happy and confused.

" Hey " she said and smiled.

Siesta came inside.

" What are you doing? " she asked after she had looked around.

" Oh, Louise told me that I had to clean the room , so I try to do it. But I'm not so good with cleaning things " I said and sighed.

" If you want I can help you? " Siesta offered.

" Yes, please. Thank you so much, Siesta! " I said and smiled. Siesta smiled back.

We both started to clean the room. Siesta was really helpful, and we got finish really quick. It took just about an hour.

" Where is Louise? " Siesta asked when we were done.

" I don't know " I lied.

" Oh OK. Want to hang out or something? " Siesta asked, and smiled.

" I think you have to get some rest " I said

" No, I'm feeling great! " she said.

" Well,, I can't. I'm sorry, but I have to go now " I said and tried to walk way.

" Where? " Siesta asked, curious.

I planned spying on Louise and Julio. Just to make sure that they weren't together.

" Umm.. Just to.. I'm going to the.. ehh.. bathroom! Yeah, the toilet. After washing and cleaning for so long, I really have to go and do my.. eh... things " I lied the best I could.

Siesta looked a bit worried and confused.
" Oh, OK. Um.. Sounds like you must go now, so better hurry! " Siesta smiled, and walked out of the room.

I sighed in relief. ' how could she believe that? ' I thought as I ran down the stairs.

I knew where Julio's room were. So it didn't took so much time before I were in the hallway to his room. When I was just about to walk around a corner I heard a door opens.
" Thank you Julio " I recognized Louise's voice.

" No problem! " and that was Julio's voice.

I looked carefully around the corner.
Julio were holding Louise's hands.

" I will see you soon, beautiful girl " Julio said and hugged her.

I felt a pain in my chest. Like someone took a sword and threw it right in my heart.

" Yeah, see you.. And Julio, you have to be quiet about this, OK? " Louise said and looked him in the eyes.

" Yeah, I promise sweetie " Julio said and let her go.

I could feel that my eyes filled up with tears.
' Big boys don't cry ' I told myself.

Just one single tear ran down my cheek.
I turned around, and ran up to our room. Waiting for Louise to come back. And acting like I had been up there all the time, and didn't know anything.

" Saito! " Louise yelled before she opened the door.

" For your own best, you better have cleaned the room " she yelled outside.

" yeah, I have done it " I said and walked to the door, and opened it for her.

" Good job, Saito! " Louise said and patted me on my head, just like a dog.

I sighed.
" How did your things go? " I asked, a bit curious.

" Oh, eh.. Fine " she said and walked to the bed.

Louise sat down on the bed, she looked tired.

" Hey, Louise. I'm really sorry that I walked down with Siesta! " I said, and I really meant it.

Louise just looked at me, with big eyes. I couldn't see anything but hurt, anger and disappointment.

She didn't say anything, she just sat there. And without a word she lay down on the bed, laying on her back.
The anger inside of me came quick, when I noticed that she wasn't going to say a thing!

I walked to the bed, and climbed up in it. Sat down on her stomach, with one leg on each side of her. My hands grabbed her arms, so she couldn't push me of. I leaned down, towards her face.
" Saito, get of me now! " Louise said, and tried to get me of her.

" Louise, listen! " I shouted to her.

Louise went all silence and just looked at me.

" I didn't know that you actually wanted me to stay here, I'm just a boy for crying out loud! How am I suppose to know such thing? " I began but Louise cut me of.

" You should just know it! You are my familiar after all, and if your master gets hurt, you don't leave them for anything! And you shouldn't left me with Siesta alone in the first place!" Louise said, and tried to push me of her.

" Yeah, I know that I should have understood! But I couldn't even imagine that you would just attack her!" I said, angry.

" You don't know the whole story, so just shut up!" Louise said, tears rolling down to her pillow.

" Siesta told me that you just woke up and attacked her!" I said, and whipped away her tears.

" Yeah, listen to yourself, Saito! SIESTA said, not me, but SIESTA!" Louise yelled.

" OK, OK. I should have stayed with you, but I didn't. I failed. And I'm trying to apologize here. But you are too stubborn to accept it!" I said, trying to sound calm.
But it didn't worked that good.

" You are really unfair Saito!" Louise cried.

" Me? What about you? I have told you like thousand times that I love you, but you have never said it back. You just go out and meets other boys behind my back!" I said, tears came from my eyes too.

" Please listen now Saito. Every single time you see a girl with big breasts you are drooling and staring at her. And you also walks to her and become friends with her.
I don't know how many girls you have done that to, and that is just because they have big breasts.
And sure, I punish you for it. But just look it from my point of view. You get jealous when I'm around other boys, who actually likes me, not because of my breast size.
Can you understand that I also can get jealous when you are always hanging around with other girls!" Louise yelled, and tears streamed down her beautiful face.

I felt pain again. Not the same type of pain. This wasn't hurt pain, it was regret pain.
I knew she was right.

She were only meeting one boy. While I used to meet a lot of girls. Finally I could understand how Louise must have felt every single time she saw me with another girl.

I felt really sorry for Louise now. She were crying really hard, and didn't stop.

" I'm so sorry Louise. I haven't understood have you must have felt!" I said and looked down at her.

I raised up from her, letting her go wherever she would. Of course I cared, of course I would get jealous if she ran straight down to Julio, but now, I would understand her.

To my surprised Louise stood up, and put her arms around me. Crying on my shoulders.

I took my arms around her too, hugging her really hard.

We stood there for like an hour. At least it felt like that.

" I have to go" she whispered, and took her arms away from me.

I didn't want to let her go, but I had to..

* if you love someone, set it free* repeated in my head.

I smiled a quick smile to her, before she walked out of the room.
Things hadn't gone that way I planned. Now I felt more alone than I had ever felt. Louise were gone, and the guilt inside of me felt like it would eat me alive.
I sighed, and walked back to the bed.

The pillow were still wet from the tears. I smiled a sad smile and looked down at the pillow.

' If she also gets jealous when she sees me with other girls, she have to care for me ' I thought happy, and lay down on the bed.
Trying to get some sleep, but I knew that I wouldn't be able to sleep before Louise come back here,,, to me.

YAY, Chapter 5 = FINISH! :)
A kind of a sad chapter, don't you think? :/
Well, I'm going to write the next a bit happier.

Oh, and I'm just wonder: How many chapters do you guys want?
I can write so much you want.. and I really like writing, so I can write MANY! ( if you want?)
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