A/N: This ch. is written in Jake's POV, i wanted to test somethings out and see how this story comes about so let me know what you think!

JPOV

Why isn't she answering her calls? i thought to myself while basically pulling my hair out by the roots and pasing back and forth.

"Dude,whats up with you"? Embry said helping himself to the food in my fridge. Igroaned and sat at my small table with my head in my hands.

"Nothing...its Nessie's birthday.." i said trying to avoid the subject.

"Then why are you here stressing instead of with her right now?" he said chuckling but i wasn't in the mood. I opened my eyes and looked up at him with my agonized expression.

"Its more complicated than that okay." He shrugged his shoulders and then came over to sit at the table with my bag of chips that i unsuccessfully hid.

"What happened bro, you can tell me" he said with a smug expression. I sighed and groaned because i knew that he wouldn't let this go even how hard i tried to toss the subject. He knew how crazy i was about Ness and something she didn't even know herself, something i couldn't or didn't know how to tell her, i couldn't imagine how that conversation would play out. Hey baby, guess what? Im a Werewolf and i imprinted on you!~ i shuddered at that thought. i just couldn't tell her...

"Hello.. earth to jake!" Embry shouted waving his hands infront of my face impatiently I blinked and he laughed.

"Come on bro your freaking me out here." i sighed.

"I'm fine, I'm just.. ?" Embry rolled his eyes and repeated his question.

"Oh, er yeah i planned a dinner for her on the beach.." i dropped my head back in my hands.

"So she bailed on you again? I'm sorry Jake." he said eating my chips.

" That's what im trying to understand here." i said.

"Jake think about it! She lives with the Cullen's!" Embry said while getting up and and running thought the door and i just sat there. Why would he bring that up? She does live with the Cullen's but shes human...that doesn't mean that she one of them, shes adopted so i never went further with the her about it. was she hiding something.

My pack have known about the Cullen's for years now and all of a sudden they adopted this beautiful HUMAN girl. it was something i wasn't seeing... Where they using her for her blood? i couldn't think about that anymore. i just needed to to hear her voice or see her beautiful face.

I got up from the table and decided that i needed to run, i loved running, i needed to run and that was the only way to unwind after all of this.

After i phased and ran several miles through the woods i heard my brothers inside my head, Embry, Quil and Jared were there so i knew they wanted to see what i was up to. JAKE, BRO WHERE ARE YOU HEADED?

CANT YOU GUYS SEE THAT I NEED TO BE ALONE! i huffed out an annoyed breath. PROBLEMS IN PARADISE JAKEY? they all chuckled in my head. and i grew frustrated and phased back and slipped on my shorts i had tied around my ankle. I just really needed to see her, to apologized. I knew i was acting like a complete ass to her but i had my reasons.

A/N: Hope the shortness of this Ch. wasnt too much of a problem. i just wanted to step into Jakes mind for a sec. Tell me what you think! REVIEW!