A/n Hi Everyone, here's a new chapter! Finally! I decided to take a new direction in the story but its not far out from the original goal so no worries. Enjoy and Review!
Ch.4 Potential
RPOV
I awoke about hours earlier than i usually do in my failed attempts to sleep. As i sat with my back against the headboard letting my mind make since of what has went on these past few days of school with out the presence of Jacob. I was truly hurt by his decision not to come to school after out little dispute on my birthday. I glanced over at my clock on my nightstand and it read 4:37am as i figured. Trying to regain focus on something other than Jake for a few seconds i leaned over and grabbed my phone from inside the small drawer on my nightstand and quickly turned it on. As the screened flamed to life it read 3 new voice mails & 5 missed calls of course as i figured they all were from Jacob.
I felt terrible for reaching out to him when i knew he needed me but at the same time i was just as hurt. I glanced back over to the clock to see that it was 5:26am well i have a few hours left i thought to my self as i slipped back under the covers to let the sleep wash over me.
"Nessie..?"
A very familiar high pitched voice rang out to me. Alice. I really wasn't in a very good mood at this moment and especially in the mornings.
"yes?" I said wiping away at my groggy eyes
"Would you like to please explain why its 11:00am on a Saturday and your still in bed?" She said now with her voice sounding concern. I didn't want to share whats been going on for the past week and why on my birthday i came running up to my room crying.
"Im just tired..thats all." I said now poking my head from under the covers to reveal my awful bed hair that i knew i know had and the dark circles i know had from my lack of hunting.
"Hmm okay Missy. I'm not falling for it one second! I promised your parents not to meddle in your little love life but i swear if this has anything to do with Ja..." She went on before noticing me wince at the sound of his name. I'm grateful at that she respected my privacy and not look into my future.
"you better start ." she said looking at me with a suspicious look that let me know that she knew i was hiding something.
I decided to just tell her what was going on but not to cant know everything but i cant keep anything away from her or anyone else in my family for that matter.
"Okay it is about Jake but its just a...misunderstanding i guess" i said hoping she wouldn't press the subject any longer.
"A misunderstanding doesn't cause you to stay in bed all day, no hunt, and hide away from your family!" She said her eyes piercing into mine. i shouldnt underestimate aunt alice. what was she getting at?
"err. okay..do you remember when i told you about the dinner Jake was planning for me in La Push?" I said starting to feel more comfortable and just giving up all together.
I couldn't hide anything from my family, but i mastered keeping my thoughts hidden away from my dad.
Aunt Alice and i sat on my bed talking for as long as i can remember. She listened to everything i had to say without interrupting or judging any of what i had to say. I found it really easy and peaceful talking to her and to get this off of my chest. I began to get a little chocked up when i told her about how he told me to get out of his car and not saying another word to me,she wrapped her arms around my in a cool embrace and motioning me to continue.
I was rudely interupted by my stomach. growling and snapping at me and i blushed.
"Lets go get you something to eat! be fore you starve to death!" She said giggling at my blush.
"Can we Hunt, i dont feel up to human food right now." i said scrambling out of my covers and stretching once both of my feet were planted to the floor.
"Sure, Freshen up and ill be down stairs kiddo." she said giving me one last smile and swifted out of my room.
Talking to Aunt Alice really made me feel alot better and made me consider his feelings. As i thought that i grew more curious as to what he has been up to these past couple of days. I reached down to my night stand and retrieved my cell from the small drawer. i decided to listen to the messages first.
The first message was one of his usual
"call me back when you get this okay. i love you."
The second message made me aware that he knew i was avoiding him or just simply angry at him.
"Baby I'm sorry, i didn't mean what i did. please pick up the phone!"
I played the third message over about three times till got a grip of myself. He was angry now.
"Renessesme (sigh) pick up the phone! Ive called you over ten times today, i know i should have handled things (pause)...better but please talk to me. WE have alot of things to...talk about..."
And with that i tossed my phone back on my night stand. What eer he had to say can wait, right now i have to hunt.
JPOV
Something has to give already i thought as i yanked on a pair of shorts on my way out of the door.
Since she wont talk to me on the phone, maybe i should try in person...
I decided as soon as i stepped foot out of my house that i was going to see her. One thing i didnt think about was The Cullens.
A/N: Sorry for another short chapter but What did you guys think? Leave a review or a PM!
I am also changing the Name of this story. leave suggestions!
