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Ooh what does Bella have to tell Jake? On with the story!
I took a deep breath. "Okay I want to explain this to you. I owe you that much." I started, confidence, I felt, radiated off my skin. I looked into Jake's eye to make sure he had kept his guard down while I gathered my thoughts. He did. "The morning you held me in your arms to get me to sleep," I blushed, "Edward had this look on his face. When he told me what his deal was, I should've protested, told him he was wrong for doing it. But I didn't." "What'd he do Bella?" Jake asked, speaking for the first time. I took in another deep breath. "He told me that he was letting me go. He said he's seen your love for me, and my…" I trailed off, his eyes widened when he realized what I was going to say. "Look Jake, long story short, I pushed every feeling for you to the side, thinking that it would help and show me that Edward was worth it. I realize now, after that kiss we shared, hell after everything we've every shared," I said, stopping to take in another breath, "I love you Jacob Black. I love you with every cell in my body, every hair on my head. I love you with every ounce of my being."
I looked away from him, blushing slightly after the confession. He took his finger and turned my chin to where I was forced to face him. He had a soft smile plastered on his face and it was heart melting. "Bella Swan, I've told you before and I'll tell you now. I have always loved you. I would continue to love you even after that bloodsucker changed you and married you. You would be my first love and I would've died trying to make you my last. But I'm glad I didn't have to." He smiled resting his forehead on mine. "I love you." I whispered.
"Can I…kiss you?" Jake asked hesitantly, as if waiting for me to say Got Ya! I nodded. "You don't have to ask Jacob." He leaned in and pressed his lips to mine. It was soft and gentle and it was slowly stoking the fire that burned inside my body. I wrapped my arms around his neck and pulled myself into a position where I was straddling his lap. He had his arms locked tightly around my tiny waist
I ran my hands through his gorgeous short black hair and moaned into his mouth as he began to move his hands up my sides. Then we heard someone clear their throat and we jumped apart like two teenagers getting caught by their parents. I looked around and saw Sam, Paul and Embry smirking. I blushed a deep red color and turned back to Jake. He just chuckled softly as I buried my face in the crook of his neck, kissing the skin there. I got a low moan out of him at that, and I smiled.
"Time to get up. They're never going to leave," he whispered, as I shivered at the feel of his hot breath on my neck. He helped me stand up without falling and as soon as he was up he reached for my hand. I couldn't help the smile on my face as I took his hand and we walked back to the house. "Hey Bells?" Jake said softly. I looked up at him with a questioning gaze. "You remember how Sam imprinted on Leah? I thought I couldn't imprint or whatever. Turns out I can…" He trailed off looking away from me. My face softened as I got what he was saying. "Jake, I think it's absolutely amazing that we imprinted. That means I'm yours and you're mine," I said smiling.
I stood on my tip toes to meet his lips. He automatically responded, putting his hands on my hips and pulling me to him. My body molded perfectly to fit his muscular figure and I wrapped my arms around his neck. Even though we're just now officially a couple, Jake and I have been through so much together already. So during the kiss, I snaked my tongue out and traced his bottom lip, begging for access. He granted it.
Our tongues battled for dominance, his of course, won out but he tasted so good, I didn't really care. I moaned into his mouth, wishing it wasn't so late already. We broke the kiss reluctantly and tried to get our breathing under control. When I was calm enough I looked up at him and said, "It's getting late. I got to get home." Then I had an idea. "Wait about an hour. Charlie will be in bed by then. Come to the window tonight. I don't want to be without you" I whispered, hugging him tightly. His eyes lit up and he was smiling. He brushed a stray hair from my face and kissed my forehead. "See you then."
I grabbed my purse and jacket and made my feet move before I changed my mind and stayed here instead. I climbed into my truck, my eyes never once leaving the form in the doorway. I started it up; the sound of the engine roaring to life scared me a little bit. Jake laughed as he saw me jump and I glared at him for a second before getting lost in his eyes again.
I pulled away muttering, "Damn werewolf is gonna be the death of me" I chuckled and focused on the road. When I pulled up in front of my house, I was happy to be home. I was tired and my bed sounded so inviting. Well my bed and Jake. I walked into the house and sat my jacket down. The television was off and I heard snoring upstairs. Charlie was in bed already. Good, was all I could think.
I walked up to my room and changed into my pajamas and waited for Jake. I was reading when he came through the window and when I saw him; all thoughts of Wuthering Heights were thrown out the window. I patted the spot on the bed next to me and he raised his eyebrows for a moment. He kissed me before lying down beside me. I groaned.
It was going to be a long night…
So? Whatcha think? There will be a lemon in the next chapter so If you're not comfortable with it…