After class he pulled me and Finn away. "okay I want you two to have this piece by tomorrow. I'm trying to add in a little bit of hip hop." I smiled. "We'll work on it right now." He smiled and left us to work on the song. "You're a really good dancer." I smiled at him. "you would be too if you weren't so tense." "I'm not used to being close, physically to girls." "What? Then how do you act during sex." He blushed a bright pink.
"Oh Finn I'm so sorry. I didn't know." "It's okay." "I feel so bad now. I wasn't saying you were bad or anything." I sighed in frustration and he just laughed. "Finn to do this song you're going to have to push that aside." "I don't know how." I went and just sat next to him. He got tense. "Relax buddy." Then i put my head on his shoulder. He calmed himself down. We worked on the song sitting like that.
When I got home it was a mess. Dmitri and Crisstoff were home alone. I picked up and cleaned them up. "Nikolai got home after his soccer practice. Alek just didn't come home. i don't like being home alone. I grabbed my phone and called puck first. He didn't answer. Kurt couldn't come over. I called Finn. "hello." "Hi I'm sorry I know it's late and you probably are going to say no." "What's up?" "Alek hasn't come home, which means he isn't going to. I hate being alone by myself with the kids. Will you come over and stay the night?" I could just picture him blushing crazy. "I'm not trying to trick you or anything I just don't want to be home alone." "Sure." "Really? Seriously?" "Yeah." I sighed. "You know you're kind of a life saver."
He laughed. "I'll be over in like ten minutes." "Thank you." I couldn't help but smile. Finn and I were going to hang out outside of school. I waited in the kitchen for him. I made sure I was dressed decently. I had on sweatpants and a baggy boy shirt. I heard a light knock on the door. I rushed over to get it and then took a deep breathe. I slowly opened the door. And there he was. He gave a shy smile. "Hey Finn." "hey." I let him in. We just sat on the couch for a bit. Then Dmitri came running down. "Again?" He nodded his head shyly. I picked him up. "Come on Finn." "where?" "my room, I'm not going to let you sleep here." He seemed at a loss of words. "Don't worry Dmitri here will make sure you behave yourself." He blushed. I went over and gently grabbed his arm. "Come on." He timidly followed behind.
He got into my bed first and squished himself against the wall. "Calm down I'm putting him in the middle. Just so you don't get any ideas." I laughed. He looked at me concerned. "Finn chill. we both know that I would have to attack you first." "how do we know that?" "You're just that type of nice guy." He seemed to think about it. I laid Dmitri down. "I'll be right back. I have to go check on the others." I walked out and went to Nikolai's room. He was dead asleep. I gave him a kiss on the forehead. I went and checked on the baby. He was being fussy. I grabbed his bassinet and took him to my room. Finn just looked up. "Is he okay." "yeah he's just being fussy." He watched amazed for some reason. "Where are you're parent's?" "I think he's back in Russia. My mom is in New York." "Wait are they not together?" "Nope haven't been for almost
five years." "How did Criss come to be." I sighed and chewed my lip. "Can I tell you a secret?" "Yeah." "He's mine." "Really. Who's the dad?" "Couldn't tell you. That sounds really slutty. Alek had a party at our house three years ago. I was in my room sleeping. I'm not much of a partier. I woke up with some guy on top of me. that's how I got him." "That's awful. I'm sorry." I laughed. that's not even the worse part. I'm a triplet or well I was once. We shared a room. Rayna woke up to me crying and screaming. She attacked him. He shoved her into the bathroom to finish her. She hit her head on the side of the tub." Finn sat silently. He crawled out of bed and just hugged me. He was crying. "Finn don't dwell on it." "how are you so okay?" "I'm not I just learned that things are the way they are. If I did dwell on it. i'd be like Alek angry
and hateful. He hates Crisstoff. He hates me. He hates himself." Finn just sat there and then he kissed my forehead. He took Crisstoff from me. "I'll put him in his little thing." I smiled and pecked him on the cheek. "Thank you Finn." I crawled into bed. Finn picked up Dmitri and placed him on the end. He crawled in right next to me and wrapped an arm around my waist.
"Night Nicci." "Night Finn."