Hi! How is everyone?
I am so happy! I mean, of course I'm happy, I feel whole. How does anyone feel, though?
Okay, so I love this story and I know how it's going to end.
Sometimes I wish I were a little kid again,
skinned knees are easier to fix than broken hearts.
~Author Unknown
Bella's POV
''Just sleep, Edward.''
''Are you sure you are comfortable enough?'' he asked once again.
After the million times Edward had apologized for what Tanya said, we finnally agreed (I know, it had to happen sometime!) that it was time to go to sleep.
Now we were probably the only ones still awake, because Edward wanted me to be in a comfy position.
The truth was that I was not comfortable, about it. He had an arm around my waist, since I was being stubborn over not wanting to face him.
Now I had to try to go to sleep with his arm around my waist.
Not the easiest thing I've ever done.
Right now, though, I wanted to think. I needed it.
I needed to think about so many things that I have been through today.
From coming stuck in this place with everyone to having to deal with things I thought were lost.
Though I knew I had to think about them, I wish I didn't have to. I really didn't want to think about all those things that still hurt me.
Tommorow was a new day, tommorow will be happyness.
I knew it was going to be that way.
Of course it was going to be that way, having my two bestfriends with me.
~*~*~*~*
''We really have to participate?'' Rosalie almost whined.
''Yes,'' Emmett responded, though he wasn't that much happier.
Was anybody?
We weren't supposed to talk with anyone, except our partners.
We weren't supposed to do anything, unless it somehow realted to our partners.
The bad about this was that I couldn't speak to anyone, except Edward. Most girls will be happy to have Edward all to themselves, but not me.
Why would I want to spend two whole hours not speaking to anyone?
And then after the two hours, we could speak to anyone...except our partners.
The teachers said that it would teach us about communication.
I could care less about this.
''It starts now!'' a teacher announced.
All hell broke loose.
~*~*~*
''I can't take it anymore, I have to speak to my friends!'' I whined.
So far all the things have gone just great.
Edward learned that my old fish, Stupid, ate a rock, so he was dead. Yes, I named my fish Stupid, becasue he was! I mean, who swallows a rock?
I had learned Edward had gotten an award, because his old dog was very well trained. Show-off.
''Bella, it has only been ten minutes, we still have,'' he looked at his watch, ''about 1 hour and 50 minutes,'' he informed me.
This just wasn't going to work, how could I just speak to Edward, I needed someone else.
''So, Bella, what have you been doing?'' Edward asked. I figured I should tell him, we had to speak anyway.
''Nothing, much. I have been working on.....'' I trailed off, not knowing if I could trust him.
He looked at me, waiting for me to continue, he sighed when I didn't.
''Don't you trust me?'' he asked.
I sighed. Did I trust him? I just to, with all my heart, but what do you do about it now?
''I have been working on a paper,'' I admitted.
I hope he didn't ask more about it, but of course he did.
''What is it about?'' he asked, full of curiousity. I didn't really want to tell him, because it was about us.
''About a couple......who broke up,'' I said the last part as quietly as I could. I didn't know if he heard it or not, but his expression seemed sad.
''Cool,'' he responded as normal as he could, but something was odd about his expression. Probably do to the story I told him about.
It wasn't so complicated. It was just a journal (which was in my locker) that told how I felt about the break-up: very sad.
I had worte it one day, when both, Rose and Alice agreed it would make me feel better...about a month after the break-up. So I had that journal since a long time ago, when I felt the Earth was coming down.
Now I felt, not happy, but better. I was not happy, but I wasn't sad either.
As I was thinking about the journal, I realized I hadn't written in it in about two weeks, so I made a menal note: write more in that journal.
Now I felt better at talking to Edward about everything. We talked about how we have been, and even made plans to go to the mall (he promised we were just going to look around, and not buy anything) with all of our friends.
So that was going to be nice. Now I just had to worry about what the next hour was going to bring.
Hi sorry if I have not updated a lot, but right now my other story, Twin Love, I need to finish it. So yeah, though I will still be updating as much as possible.
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