Hi, sorry for the long update, I had computer problems, so this is my second time writing this! It is so annoying!

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Well, think of me and remember darling like I, like I do

Old friendships fade away, love falls apart

And you've not spent a single day outside my heart

~I Do by Jude

Edward's POV

I clapped along as Tanya sang, it was just out of politeness, I could care less. Sure, she was a pretty good singer, but I could really care less about her in general.

''I'm busy showing him what he's been missing
I'm kind of showing off for his full attention
My sexy ass has got him in the new dimension
I'm ready to do something to relieve this mission''

She finished a line, and my mouth opened in surprise.

Tanya was staring at me when she had said that line about her...umm, butt. Did she seriously meant me?

She really, really could never think of me in that way. It was plain wrong. She was wrong. If she ever thought that I would like her in that way, then...she clearly had a creative imagination.

Not to be rude, but I could never think of her that way. I knew, for a fact, that I have never felt anything towards her. Maybe, just maybe (and I think I may have gone crazy!) if I had not met Bella, maybe I would....NO!

I loved Bella, and I hated all this wait, I needed to tell her, right here, and possibly right now.

I closed my mouth, which I did not realize it was still hanging open, and turned to face Bella.

Her expression broke my heart; she was bitting her lower lip, which I knew was a sign sadness, and she was staring straight ahead at nothing. I stared ahead, too, wondering what was she thinking.

I was just about to open my mouth to ask her what was wrong, when Tanya finished her song and great noise sounded around us, everyone clapping for Tanya's performance.

I saw, as Tanya shot a smile my way, and a glare directed towards Bella. I winced at the glare Tanya was sending towards Bella, though Bella didn't seem to notice.

''Thank you,'' Tanya spoke into the microphone, her voice sounded harsh. ''I did not know I was that good!" she lied. ''Anyway, who wants to go next?''

The room stood deadly silent; every person was looking away from Tanya, not wanting to go next.

''Well, Bella,'' Tanya started, causing Bella to jerk her head in her direction, with a determination expression. ''Why don't you come over here? I have heard you are such a great singer, prove it. Sing, right here, right now.''

Has any boy out there ever wanted to hit a girl because she was being a complete bitch to a loved one, but couldn't because of the whole 'boys can't hit girls's thing? Well, then you know my feeling.

Bella, silently, walked towards Tanya, shooing Alice off, as she tried to join us. Alice did not seem upset, instead she nodded in understanding, and quickly smiled at Bella, as did almost everyone else.

When we got up the stage, they separated Bella and I, making me feel lonely.

I was about to make my way back into the crowd, when I heard Tanya.

''Choose, Hannah Montana, or Taylor Swift?'' Tanya asked back rudely. I was about to get up on the stage, when Bella, spoke, her voice strong.

''What do you want from me, Tanya, honestly, whatever it is, I'm just tired of it!''

''We will speak about this after you finish your song,'' she said, her voice filled with venom.

The rest of their conversation, I could not hear, so I step back and made my way towards my friends, waiting for Bella to appear on the stage. Waiting for her to know what power she had over my heart.

Bella POV

''Get this over with, Tanya, please let's just get this over with,'' I repeated through my teeth.

Normally I would never be so rude, never. But, it was Tanya who was standing in front of me. Tanya, the girl that made my life impossible ever since junior high. Tanya, who hated me to no end.

''Fine,'' she spat. ''But, I guess you will never be good enough, or pretty enough for Edward, Princess. Think hard about that,'' she said, walking away.

As soon as she left, she left me dwelling on her last comment. What was she talking about? Why would she just say that in a middle of our conversation.

I didn't understand until I heard the teacher telling everyone the song I was about to sing.

''Everyone! Here is Bella singing.......oh, ummm, Not Pretty Enough by

Kasey Chambers,'' she told the crowd, obviously confused.

I closed my eyes, and could not help to think how I was not good enough for Edward, just as Tanya had said.

''Am I not pretty enough?
Is my heart too broken?
Do I cry too much?
Am I too outspoken?''

The words left my mouth, knowing how truth they were. I looked at Edward as I sang this song, not being able to help myself. He looked back at me sadly, giving a great effort at trying to smile.


''Don't I make you laugh?
Should I try it harder?
Why do you see right through me?''

I looked away from Edward, just looking at Alice and Rosalie's sad expression. They could probably guess what was going through my mind, as they always had.

''I live, I breathe, I let it rain on me,
I sleep, I wake, I try hard not to break,
I crave, I love, I've waited long enough,
I try as hard as I can.''

God, how more true can a song be? I closed my eyes, holding back the tears that were threatening to fall over, as I waited for the truest of lines.

''Am I not pretty enough?
Is my heart too broken?
Do I cry too much?
Am I too outspoken?
Don't I make you laugh?
Should I try it harder?
Why do you see right through me?

''I laugh, I feel, I make believe its real,
I fall, I freeze, I pray down on my knees,
I hope, I stand, I take it like a man,
I try as hard as I can.''

And I did, I took everything, with my head held high. If only I could get the pain away, to get away form ever single thing.

''Am I not pretty enough?
Is my heart too broken?
Do I cry too much?
Am I too outspoken?
Don't I make you laugh?
Should I try it harder?
Why do you see right through me?''

The last line sounded in my ears, and I could not stop the few tears that fell over. I was looking straight at Edward's face, being tired with this game.

If he thought I was crazy, because he has never felt the way I felt, then so be it. I was not going to hide the hurt anymore.

''Why do you see, why do you see, why do you see right through me?
Why do you see, why do you see, why do you see right through me?
Why do you see, why do you see, why do you see right through me?
Why do you see, why do you see, why do you see right through me?''

I whispered slash sanged, the last line, handing the guy the mike, and walking after Tanya, not even bothering to stop at anybody's cheers. Or, more specifically, at the smooth, velvet, voice that was calling my name above every single voice.

Again, sorry for not updating quiclky, but many of you may be glad to hear that I am putting off my homework to write this.

Also, I can't speak! I lost my voice! Today at school my friends kept telling me ''Wait, Mitxi, I think I found your voice, no never mind. You know, you should really remeber where you left it.''

It was annoying, but whatever. To any of you guys wondering: Yes, Mitxi is my real name, pronounced ''Meatzy'' I have two names, which I think my parents ment a message through it, I mean both my names, in order, mean ''Bitter Princess'' Talk about loving your kids!

Back to the story, if I didn't send you a preview of this chapter, or if your preview is a little different from this, then sorry. I just lost all my documents, and had to start from the start.

In other news, I'm going to London over the summer! With my parents, but with one of my friends also!