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I whispered slash singed, the last line, handing the guy the mike, and walking after Tanya, not even bothering to stop at anybody's cheers. Or, more specifically, at the smooth, velvet, voice that was calling my name above every single voice.
I like holding her hand,
Holding her in my arms
Never wanting to let go
Never saying goodbye,
Wishing the kiss lasted forever.
Her smile brightens my day
And her presence is even greater
For then I know I will always Love her
And with every Hug and Kiss
Our relationship grows stronger.
I feel sad when she cries,
Wanting to make things better,
But all I can do is tell her
That I will always be there.
And I just want her to know
that I will always Love her
~Her by William Johnson
Edward's POV
She can't honestly think that!
As I watched her sing that stupid song that Tanya told her to sing, I realized Bella's feelings and how blind she was.
Bella was absolutely everything to me, but of course she believed otherwise, she thought she wasn't enough, that I expected someone greater, when that was totally false.
I loved her, she was everything to me. Ever since I stared into those beautiful, brown eyes I just could never stop all my feelings for her.
If only she knew that. I do realize that I can not keep my feelings for her hidden within me. I needed to tell her, but I just was not ready.
I loved her, of course, but how about the time when she realizes she could do better? Or, when she realizes it is not me she wants?
That would kill me, having me hope, and then ending it badly.
Was that what kept me away from her all these years, being scared?
I sighed. This was all so confusing. On one hand, I loved Bella to no end, but at the other, I didn't want to get hurt either.
I know, I was such a girl.
''Why do you see why do see right trough me?'' Bella sang the last words of the song.
When I really payed attention to her, I suddenly noticed the tears that were trailing down her cheeks.
''Edward, you can't continue to play this game. Sooner or later you have to fo after my little sister,'' Emmett's voice surprised me.
I looked at him, but he was looking towards Bella's retrieving body.
''Go, Edward,'' he hurried me.
And that is what I did. ''Bella!'' I called, but she didn't even turn around. I kept calling her name, but she never turned.
''What are you doing?'' a voice from behind me asked. I turned around to find the voice belonged to Jessica Stanley.
''Umm nothing,'' I answered trying to keep the conversation as short as possible so I could go and try to find Bella.
''Well, it really looked like you were, like doing something,'' she shrugged abviously wanting to extend this conversation.
''Jessica, I really have to go-''
''Yeah, cause you're like abviously trying to do something. I mean, I'm like not stupid, I think I will notice,'' she interrupted me.
I sighed. I couldn't find Bella now, and I was stuck talking to Jessica. ''That's great,'' I nodded trying my best to sound interested at her words. But I really couldn't care less at this moment.
''Yeah, 'cause I mean, who doesn't notice you? You're like the hottest-''
''That's great Jessica, but I really have to find Bella.''
She made a face, shrugged and started talking to her partner, who surprisingly I only noticed until now.
I made my way towards the room's exit, wondering where Bella was. Suddenly the whole school seemed bigger than usual.
It was then when I heard them, perfectly clear.
''I don't love Edward, heck I don't even like him,'' Bella's voice ranged throught the hallway where she and Tanya were standing.
I stood, watching them, from the other side of the wall. My heart ripped at her words. I knew I had begun to hope when she sanged that song in the room.
''Oh come on Swan, you know you are totally in love with him. Everyone knows that. Isn't it obvious?'' Tanya yelled at her, making me flinch.
''You know what, Tanya, be quiet. I have had enough with you! Marry Edward for all I care! I don't care, just leave me alone!'' Bella yelled back at Tanya, meaning every word.
Then something I never expected happened.
Okay sorry for the short chapter, but I just thought that would be an interesting place to stop! Please don't hurt me! LOL!
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