The next couple of months we just practiced for competitions. I saw less of Finn while he was seeing more of Rachel. The months involved short phone calls, short hanging out, less loving and less sex. Me and everyone else were bonding very well. Finn was getting weirder and more distant. I was over it all though. I didn't need to be treated like this. I deserved better and if Finn wasn't going to get his shit together, then he obviously isn't what I need. That's when he came to my house late one day. "Hey stranger." "I kissed Rachel, well she kissed me actually." I looked at him. "Okay?" "I kissed her back and then we started making out. I still want to be with you but I have feelings for her." That got him a door in his face. I already knew what to do. I avoided him at school and he didn't even try to talk to me. He just hung out with Rachel the entire day. Glee already knew what happened and asking me what I was going to do. I told Quinn and she smiled. "Best way to go."
I waited till everyone was in glee. "Mr. Schu can I do a quick little thing." Kurt was already at the piano and Matt knew his lines. I smiled at everyone. "Hi glee members this a little thing I decided to do for my boyfriend Finn and his BFf Rachel. Rachel being the one who like to ruin everyone's relationships until she get's what she wants. Finn on the other hand has feelings for her but wants to me with me." People stifled laughter while she blushed. Mr. Schu was going to interrupt until I gave him a look. "Now let's get this over with."
Lyrics to How Does It Feel- Keri Hilson
(Matt)
Put your hands up in the sky and wave (and wave) [x2]
Come on and two step (two step) [x6]
Keri. Talk.
(I acted like I was talking to Matt)
I'm startin' to think I need space
Now every time I go out you all in my face
Soon as I hit the door, why you gotta be actin' so insecure?
Where I been? Who I was with?
Boy you stressin' me out with this (watch this)
(then I looked at Finn and Rachel smiling I walked towards them)
Our relationship was supposed to revolve around trust, right?
But let's take it back a few months, like
What about the other chick that you was kickin' it with
Man, I'm gettin' sick of it
Damn it, it's a shame, a sin
You about to get a dose of your medicine
You couldn't even handle me
If the show was on the other thing now
I walked in the opposite direction. I ended up sitting On Pucks lap and Mike's.
So what you gonna do when I don't give you that last chance?
And how you gonna act when you see me in the back with a new man?
And what's it gonna be when you could see me and him holdin' hands?
I bet you'd give a damn then
You could keep on feelin' yourself, I'm a be with somebody else
Gotta keep it real with yourself, before you end up by yourself [x2]
(I looked at them.) Finn was angry, blushing while Rachel was trying to hide in her seat.
How does it feel?
Now you threatin' to leave me so, but, ordinarily I would be bitin my tongue, but, you couldn't picture me gone thought
I be sittin at home,
while you was doing me wrong
You know it's messin with my head, thoughts of her up in my bed
And if I did what you did to me? How would it be?
If the shoe was on the other foot now?
I could wear all up, take around, but I got class
So what you gonna do when I pimp out I've got a new romance
Then what you have, turns in to what you had
I bet you'd give a damn then
(I was now straddling Finn. Starring at him the entire time. My contact was intense)
You could keep on feelin' yourself, I'm a be with somebody else
Gotta keep it real with yourself, before you end up by yourself [x2]
Baby, do you know what I gone through? Sittin' up waiting for you? If that was you, you'd be gone,
baby you're slippin' on me
You could keep on feelin' yourself, I'm a be with somebody else
Gotta keep it real with yourself, before you end up by yourself [x2]
You would find out how it feels (feels)
I walked back to the stage. The class clapped. "Oh Finn we're over. Rachel way to be home wrecker once again." I handed Mr. Schu the microphone and sat between Kurt and Puck. The rest of the class avoided Rachel and Finn the entire practice. After Quinn and I walked to my car. "Nicolette." I turned to see Rachel. "I think that was very immature of you." I got into her face "First of all. If i was immature you would have been covered in slushy and garbage all day. I might of hit you. Talk about being mature for someone who ruins relationships so they can get what they want. So fuck you. don't talk to me, don't act like you see me, and I will defiantly do the same because if you aggravate me anymore I will hurt you. I hope you enjoy my sloppy seconds. Oh and remember I taught him everything, especially in bed." She slowly walked away looking like she was going to cry. I was about to cry. "I hate boys." Quinn smiled and we got into my car. We drove home. We were going to go visit Alek this weekend so that was exciting. The next day almost every guy was hitting on me and I used it to my advantage. I started wearing shorts and tanks and actually looking good. Being surrounded by guys has it's perks. Quinn, Mercedes, Tina, Santana, and Britney were also on my list of helpfulness.