One Mistake & No Survivors

Disclaimer: I do not own anything or anyone from Big Time Rush. The girls belong to their creators. I only own the plot.

Chapter Fifteen

Dancing With Tears In My Eyes

Kendall's POV

Elena and I walk into onto the set of Dance, Dance. Dancers are all over the place, twirling and spinning about. Several kids say hello to Elena as we pass by, then stop at stare at me. Some lady comes out onto the dance floor, clapping her hands. Right away, all the dancers run onto the stage.

"Just stand here and don't break anything." Elena commands. "Don't touch anything, don't talk, don't even blink. Don't do anything to get yourself noticed."

"So no breathing?" I mock. "But what if I die?"

"Defiantly no breathing." Elena says before joining the other dancers on stage. Music starts to blast through the speakers, and all the dancers begin to practice their routine. I take a seat, watching as Elena does a back flip the same time as another dancer.

"Oh my gosh!" Someone screams. I look toward the edge of the stage, where some blonde girl is staring at me, her mouth opened and jaw slacked. And smack on the front of her white t-shirt, in plain black and red letters, reads BIG TIME RUSH.

Dancers rush around me, shouting for me to sign autographs. Pens are shoved at me, but I just focus on Elena, who stands on the stage, her arms crossed across her arms. I push my way through the crowd, and pull her into my arms. I intertwine my hands in her reluctant ones, and begin to waltz her around the stage. Elena follows my steps, her eyes focused on me the entire time. Tears well up in her eyes, but I continue to dance. Music begins to play, and Elena's feet stop moving for a second. It's the song we danced to right before she ran off last year. But I continue to move swiftly to the music, my feet never stopping.

Finally the music ends, and I'm reluctant to let go, but I do. Elena takes a step back from me, then another, shaking her head the entire time. Then she runs off the stage and out off the set. I stand on the stage, just watching.

"Dude, seriously?" One of the dancers says. He points at the door. "Are you seriously going to let her go like that?"

"She ran off!" I exclaim.

"And your supposed to run after her and make things right!" A short browned hair girl says.

I look at the dancers, who all begin to shout for me to run after Elena. So I do.

"Go get her!" Someone calls out as I burst through the set doors. I run down a flight of stairs and out the front door of the building. The streets outside are unusually empty for Hollywood, and dark clouds cover the sky. I see Elena making her way down the street.

"Elena!" I call out. She doesn't turn around. I begin to run down the street, and Elena quickens her pace. Finally, I catch up to her, grab her by her wrist, and spin her into me. I hold her wrists as she struggles against my grasp.

"Let me go!" She demands, stomping her foot.

"Did you really just stomp your foot?" I ask, laughing a little. Elena slams her foot down on top of mine, and I yelp in pain. "What was that for?" I ask, my foot throbbing in pain.

"Let me go!" Elena demands again. "How do you not understand this yet Kendall? I don't care about you!"

"I don't care if you don't care about me." I say. "All I know is that for the past year I have been miserable without you, and the day reentered my life was the happiest days of my life. My heart hasn't stopped pounding when I'm around you, and it reminds me that I'm alive, and you're really back. Elena, I can't lose you again."

"Well you're going too." She whispers. "I'm not sticking around here after everything is over. I moved on too."

"How do you understand that I never moved on!" I scream. I let go of Elena's wrists, but she doesn't move from her spot. "I still love you! I am in love with you, and if you leave again, I will search for you till the day I die!"

"Then your going to die searching for me." Elena says. "My world isn't safe for you to be in."

"Then why can't we just make a new world?" I ask. "Elena, I need you in my life. Back in New York, it took me one night of watching movies with you to fall in love. I love everything about you."

"I can't do this again Kendall!" Elena exclaims, running her fingers through her black hair. "I can't do this!"

"Do what!" I demand.

"I can't keep falling in and out of love with you!" She yells. "I can't fall in love with you, break your heart, fall out of love, then back into it, then repeat the whole process over again. I can't keep doing this Kendall."

"So just stay in love with me." I say. "Don't leave me again. Just stay here."

"Kendall, I'm a spy. I'm needed around the world. My brother Caleb and I are a team."

"But were a team." I exclaim. I grab Elena's hands in mine as a light rain begins to fall. "I need you Elena. How do you not understand that?"

"I can't keeping falling in and out of love with you Kendall Knight." Elena whispers. "Don't make me do this Kendall. Stop making me do this."

I pull my hands out of Elena's, and then cup her face in my hands. And I pull her into a kiss. I feel Elena's hands snake themselves around my waist, and we continue to kiss. We pull apart for a moment of air.

"Are you in love again?" I whisper.

"Yes." Elena whispers back before we are kissing again.