One Mistake & No Survivors
Disclaimer: I do not own anything or anyone from Big Time Rush. The girls belong to their creators. I only own the plot.
Chapter Sixteen
Will You Listen To Me?
James's POV
"I don't understand." I say as I follow Amanda down the set of her movie, Crazy Love. In the move, she plays Jamie, the best friend of the main character, Anna, and the two go on a crazy adventure trying to find this boy Anna keeps seeing in her dreams.
"What's there not to understand?" Amanda says, not even turning around as she continues to walk forward through the set. I doge people as I continue to follow her.
"Look, I never meant to date Rachel. It was only two months and I ended things with her when you came back." I explain. Amanda lets out a laugh as someone hands her a script. She turns and faces me as she flips through the script, her brown eyes down on the script the entire time.
"Was that before or after you kissed me?" Amanda questions, shutting the script.
"Well…" I trail off, rocking back and forth on the soles of my sneakers. Amanda rolls her eyes. "My point proven." She states before walking off again. I go to follow her, but a rack of clothes get in my way. I jump through the clothes and chase after Amanda.
"You're right." I say, grabbing Amanda's wrist and stopping her. "I was wrong. You're right. Now, let's get out of here and catch a movie."
"Is it that simple for you?" Amanda asks as she turns around and looks at me. "You think I'm just going to melt in arms because you admitted I'm right? Sorry pretty boy, doesn't work that way with a girl like me."
Amanda turns to leave again, but I spin her into me. "I know you're not a simple girl." I state. "And were not a normal couple. Nothing about either of us in normal. That's what makes us perfect for each other."
"You're right, were not normal." Amanda says, a smirk on her face. "You're not normal. Because you're a two timing back stabber."
"And you're nothing but a snotty brat." I say. Amanda's jaw drops down and she slaps me hard across the face.
"How dare you call me that!" Amanda hisses.
"Hey, I only speak the truth." I state, putting my hands up in a mock surrender. Amanda gives me a glare before stomping off. I smile to myself and follow her again.
"Come on Amanda." I call out. "I thought relationships are supposed to be based on trust."
"Trust!" Amanda yells, turning around to face me. "What trust should I have in you? You kissed me when you had a girlfriend and didn't even tell me that you had one!"
"And you promised me you would never leave me!" I scream back. "A year ago, you told me that you love me and would never leave me! Why should I have any trust in you, because from my view, it looks like you're the liar!"
"I think your ego has finally gone to your head." Amanda says, walking forward, getting in my face. I stare back down at her, and she stares up at me.
"I think your ego has exploded, and you're trying to pick up the pieces." I say back.
"Take that back." Amanda threatens.
"Or what, you'll leave me again?" I sneer.
"What do you want from me James?" Amanda says in defeat. "You want me to let you just take me back in your arms and pretend nothing ever happened?"
"No, I want you to listen to me." I say.
"You get three minutes."
"Rachel and I got together two months ago." I begin, the words spilling out of my mouth. "And I never really had any feelings for her. Sure, she was pretty and all, but she was nothing compared to you. Kendall, Carlos, and Logan were breathing down on my necks to move on, and Rachel wanted me. In a way, I used Rachel. Sure, I did have some kind of romantic feeling for her, but not the kind I feel with you. Amanda Anderson, I have missed you so much and I want you to forgive me for every-"
I'm cut off by Amanda kissing me. I don't pull away, and the two of us melt into each others' arms. When we finally pull apart, were both gasping for air.
"I can't even tell you how long I have wanted to do that for." I say between inhales. Amanda lets out a breathless laugh. "I figured it was a good way on shutting you up." She says.
"Trust me, you could have never have thought of a better way to shut me up." I laugh.
"Maybe I should shut you up again." Amanda teases, grabbing the collar of my shirt and pulling me closer towards her face. "I'm still mad a you."
I kiss her gently on the lips. "How about now?" I whisper.
"I still like you better when you're not talking." Amanda whispers back before we kiss softly again.
"Then I may never stop talking." I whisper. We kiss again. When we pull apart, I speak again. "Then you will never stop shutting me up with your wonderful kisses."
"James Diamond, that might be the best idea you ever had." Amanda says before we kiss for a long period of time again.
"Amanda, we need you on set!" The director shouts. Amanda and I hear her, but we don't pull apart. "Amanda, make out time later. Get over here now!"
Amanda and I finally pull apart and look at the angry director. "Sorry." Amanda mumbles before begin to follow the director, who is already walking towards the set.
"Still mad at you!" Amanda calls out, a smile on her face.
"I wouldn't want it any other way." I call back, a smile plastered on my face two. Amanda blows a kiss at me before finally joining the other actors/actresses on the set.
I smile to myself once more before turning and making my way off the set. I look back at Amanda, who has begun to film her scene. I think back to what I said earlier, and I was telling the truth. I won't want things any of way between Amanda and I.