chapter three A heart

Disclaimer: I do not own x-men evolution nor do i want to. i just wanna write the smut. None of these characters are mine and lets enjoy some boy on boy action. yes

Things were going smoothly for the odd couple. It's been seven months since they started dating. Scott had graduated and Logan made a teacher at Xavier's school. He taught self defense and survival. The couple were very happy but they rarely moved past second base. This bothered Scott. He believed himself ready, but everytime he tried to seduce Logan the older man just sat there. Scott was persistant.
"Oh Wolverine!" Scott's wet dreams were coming every night now. He would clean off and climb onto of Logan. He's pretend to "ride" the other.
Scott was hot on Logan's tail. The older man had said something he didnt quiet catch right. It frightened him to death. Logan stopped in the middle of the hallway and turned around. He shoved his hands into his pockets and looked Scott up and down. The younger's face was getting redder and his fist were balled up. Knuckles turning white.
"Logan! What did you just say to me!" Scott's voice quivered.
"well lets put it simple. We aint goin out no more. End of discussion."
Logan turned back around and left. Scott stood there not knowing to follow or to run away. Scott walked to his own room to cry. Logan had just broken up with him without any hesitation. The next day he was going to confront Logan but his ex wasnt in his room, wasnt at the water fountain. Pretty much no where.
"Professor where is Logan!" Scott rushed into his father's room.
"He went to look for some triggers. He's been remembering some things and he wants to sort them out."
Scott sighed, "I would have helped him."
"He wants to do this alone."
Scott turned to leave, "I know."
Scott waited for long for months, then one day it hit him that Logan may not be coming back for serveral more months even years. Scott convienced himself to give up. He went on with his days in bitter solitude. He learned how strong he was when Logan left. Scott slowly started forgetting his feelings, the childhood crush for his mentor as he grew into a man. He became the leader of the x-men. Scott didn't believe in mistakes. He didn't like when people were disobeying the rules. He was strait laces Summers.

"You want this don't you?" Scott asked in a husky voice.
The woman in the bar blushed. He took her hand and lead her to the back alley of the bar. He lifted her skirt and pushed her panties down. Scott kissed the side of the woman's neck as he fingered her. She tried to move her hands to touch him, but he never allowed anyone to touch him. Her hands were pinned above her head the whole time. He pushed her agaisnt the brick wall and pentrated her. Her moist heat encased his rock hard organ. Scott never felt something so amazing in his life. He had to control himself to not ram her into the very wall she was pinned to. He fucked her slow and hard. He believed in giving everyone that release. She squirted on his hand as he played with her clit. The last thrust in her had her screaming bloody murder. He pulled out and came on her ass.
"That was beyond real." The woman commented.
"Do you need something to wipe off?" She nodded and Scott handed her a hankerchif. He pulled up his pants and walked back into the bar. Scott wasnt one to become attached.
Most nights were like this. He would find a woman to fuck and then leave and go home not satisfied. Scott was at school at college when someone caught his eye. He ignored his desire. After the class was over the person came up to him and introduced himself as Tommy. Scott smirked. Tommy invited him to a party.
"You should totally come. It will be fun i promise."
"Ill keep you up on that promise." Scott looked Tommy up and down.
Scott left the class room with a raging hard on. He had to get rid of it fast because his next class was wrestling. The night of the party Scott showed up in his lace up boots, dark denim jeans and a shirt he stole from Logan. Every woman was swooned by him, men were either jealous or secretly yearning for him. Scott didn't care who was going to give him his fix they just had better been damn good. The x leader didn't really socialize with anyone. He just stood in the corner fighting back a migrane. His head ache was getting so bad that his vision would blur or shift from color to red. Someone grabbed his hand and lead him somewhere quieter. "Hey thanks. I needed to get out of there before i blasted something."
The person laughed, "What do you mean?"
"Oh. I'm a mutant." Scott smiled sadly.
"That's cool man. As long as your a good mutant everything is strait."
Tommy ploped on the bed next to Scott. He leaned in and Kissed the younger x-leader. Scott took no other hints and kissed back pushing the other onto the bed. Tommy pinched Scott's nipples and sucked on his neck.
"Can i fuck you?" Scott asked.
"As long as you lock that door."
Scott got up and locked the door. He took all his clothes off and so did Tommy. They touched every nook and crany of eachother. Scott began preparing the other for sex. Tommy groaned with every stretch.
"Don't hafta be gental. Get what's yours." Tommy finally said.
"Lube."
Tommy pointed to the table and Scott grabbed it. He smeared a good amount onto his cock and came back to the bed. Tommy was on all fours.
"Oh no that wont do. Lay down on your back. I want to see your face while i fuck you."
Tommy blushed, "Alright. Thats what i'm talking about."
Scott put a thick pillow under Tommy's butt and pressed in. He pinned Tommy's arms at his sides as he thrusted into him. Each thrust made him feel better about being alone. Scott's first man. This was becoming emotional. As he changed the speed a lump formed in his throat. He wanted this to be Logan. Tommy had black hair, square jaw and green eyes. Tommy looked into Scott's eyes and he noticed the red glow behind his irises.
"Say my name." Scott shouted.
"SCOTT!"
~that's right. I own this!~ As moans escaped Scott mouth, so did sobs. Tommy noticed and was concerned, "Hey Scott stop. Stop let me go. Please."
Scott continued to fuck Tommy until he pulled out and rolled onto the bed. He curled into the fetal position and sobbed. Tommy kissed Scott's cheek and held him till he settled down. Scott didn't want to talk about what happen.
"If you don't want to talk about it at least let me finish you off."
Tommy took Scott's now clean cock into his mouth. The boy was no newbie.
"Wolverine!"
Tommy swallowed the come and looked up, "Whose wolverine?"
Scott frowned as he blushed, "Uh. My first boyfriend."
"Oh so your not over him are you? Am i the rebound?"
Scott sighed, "Everyone i've been with has been my rebound."
"Man you must have been sprung for him. I hope you get over him soon. Maybe we can start something? ya?" Tommy patted Scott on the head.
Scott shrugged, "I gotta go home. I'll see you monday in class alright? I'm sorry for all this trouble. I really am."
Tommy laughed, "Nah its alright. As long as you were satisfied."
Scott redressed and left the party. He went strait home. Scott went into the kitchen and saw Rouge standing in front of the refrigerator looking for a late night snack. Her ass was perfectly round and her back looked so smooth. He couldnt help but look at her that way. He went upstairs and decided to wait for her by her room.
"Hey Rouge."
"Hi." Rouge said akwardly "Can i sleep with you tonight?"
Rouge smiled and nodded, "You still hate sleeping alone. Its been a whole year since the last time you've been in my room. I was beginning to think you hated me."
"I could never hate you." Scott said smoothly.
That night he had sex with Rouge. She knew he needed to have sex with someone he could trust. Someone he actually had feelings for.
"Scott are you alright?"
"Yeah ill be fine."
A couple of weeks gone by since that night. Scott decided to stop picking up random people from bars or his classes. But now he was fucking everyone he knew. From old classmates to the brotherhood. Scott's personality didn't get better. He was a complete ass hole to everyone. The only person he put his guard down around was Rouge. Scott became more of a perfectionist everyday. Everything had to be in order to counter act the disfunction inside him. He finished with his BA in top of his class. Scott Summers was "perfect". The professor decided to put him on a mission with Laura. He didn't really want to go but it was his duty as an x-men to help his fellow mutants. Scott flew the jet to some place in the tropics. There was a mutant girl lost in the caves. Laura with her heighten sense of smell was going to find her.
"Could this get any lamer. Professor knows i can't see well in the dark."
"Quit yer bitchin' Summers. She's close."
Laura and Scott approached the little girl. She was backed up against the cave wall.
"Don't hurt me." The scared girl said.
Laura walked closer to the girl and she noticed what her mutant power was. The cave walls were liquidfying around her.
"Hey stop what your doing. Do you want the cave to collasp."
The girl shook her head, "I'm so scared. Is he gonna hurt me?"
Scott scoffed. Laura shook her head, "Nah. not him. Too much of a pansy. Just a big asshole."
Scott turned on his heel, "If you want to be safe then you'll just have to trust us."
Scott walked away. Laura took the girl's hand and lead them out of the cave. On the way home Laura sat next to Scott and looked at him. She smell the usual depression on him and anxiety. She couldn't take it anymore.
"You still cry at night about him huh? I hear you."
Scott was caught off gaurd, " Huh?"
"You sill wear the dogtag. You see him in me. Is that why your somewhat kind to me?"
"What are you getting on about?" Scott crossed his arms.
"You go to his room to masturbate to the memories you two made in there."
Laura smelt anger, that was new compare to the constant sadness.
"Shut up Laura!"
"You still look out the window hoping he might come home."
"SHUT UP!"
"You bought a motorcycle and go to the bar he liked to go to."
Scott was fuming. He landed the jet at the estate. He took the girl's hands and led her to the professor. Scott heard Laura's accusations over and over in his head.
"Maralyn." The professor's voice cheery.
Xaviar looked at his troubled son, "Scott?"
"It's nothing professor. I'll be alright." His head was pounding as he left the office. His headaches were getting worst everyday. His feet led him to Rouge's room and he was knocking on the door. Rouge opened her door and was surprised to who was there. Scott hadn't come to talk to her for three years. She invited him in. Scott paced her room and she watched him from her bed.
"What's wrong sugg?"
The question alone made a lump form in his throat.
"I-!"
Rouge knew Scott was going to break down. Right before her eyes the team leader, the stoic asshole burst into tears.
"I can't take it anymore Rouge. I miss him!"
Rouge knew who Scott was talkinga about now.
"I thought you were over him."
"I was- I am!" Scott stopped pacing and crying. He apologized to Rouge and was about to leave when she hugged him from behind. "Scott its okay you still hurt about it. You don't have to try an hide it sug."
"But i have to be strong."
"If it comes to be too much talk to me please."
Scott nodded as the tears overwhelmed him again. Its been a long time sinse he cried. Scott excused himself an went to talk to the professor about the head aches. The professor was happy to see Scott. His kinder gentaler side rarely out anymore.
"Scott."
"I have the worst headache."
The professor signaled Scott to sit as he worked his mind. The damage he got from the head trauma still plaqued him. The day Scott could control his optic blast would come when he commited to seeing him every week.
"How do you feel Scott?"
Cyclops sighed, "Better. Thank you so much professor."
Scott got up and told the professor good night. He went to Logan's room and fell asleep. He dremt the first time they kissed. He wished they had sex. Later that night somebody walked into Logan's old room. The person laied next to Scott and the brunette nuzzeled into them. When Scott woke up that morning he swore he felt someone beside him last night but no one was there. He put some sweats on and a t-shirt and went downstairs. Thank the lord for the weekend. This little break was going to be over soon and he'd have to work on his masters degree. He really did enjoy teaching mathmatics and literature. Scott stopped at the end of the stairs and saw Logan at the table talking with Ro. Logan caught his scent and looked up. Scott ran up the stairs to his room and locked the door. His breathing was quick and shallow. He was not seeing Logan as though he never left, chatting with Storm as though everything was cool. Logan didn't come to see him. Scott couldn't breathe because he was choking on sobs.
Downstairs Logan continued talking with Storm and then went up stairs to see Scott. Logan smelt anguish throught the door.
"Hey open this door!" Logan demanded.
He heard sobs. Logan's gut twisted into knots. He knew it was going to be hard to come back.
"I'll be in my room Cyke."
Logan left Scott's door. Scott's breathing went back to normal as his stomach settled. Scott climbed into his bed and laid there wide awake. He decided to get dressed. He went downstairs acting all stuck up as usual.
"Good morning Scott." Ro greeted him.
"Morning." Scott went to his office to correct some papers. It was hours before he started getting a cramp in his back. He got up to stretch. he went into the kitchen to grab a bite. Logan tookthe apple form his hand and bit into it. Scott scowled and grabbed another apple. He walked away.
"Scott talk to me."
"I don't have time. I have a job to do."
Logan sighed. Scott was so much different now. He is twent-four now. Logan had to get used to not having Scott be his anymore. Months went by without contact with Scot. He'd gotten used to the way Scott was. One night Scott was in his room. He was standing on the balcony when he saw Logan outside. he was laying in the grass it seemed. He felt the urge to go down there and join the man, but he didnt. Soctt when to his office to finish the last of the math finals. He ended up falling asleep on his desk. Logan came into the house and caught his favorite scent. Well second favorite. He found his past lover at his desk. Logan went up behind him and wrapped his arms around Scott.
"I love you." Logan whispered.
Scott nuzzeled into Logan's arm and smiled. Logan got a seat and laid his head next to Scott's. He fell asleept ot the familiar smell.
Scott woke up. He doesnt remember falling asleep. He turned his head and Logan was right there. Scott gasped and Logan's eyes shot open. Scott inwardly kicked himself.
"Hey Cyke, how's it goin'?" Logan smiled faintly.
"Lo-Logan, it's been good."
Logan leaned and kissed Scott's lips. They automatically started moving with his.
"Logan!" Scott sounded angry.
"What?"
Scott got up and left his office. Logan behind him. Scott led Wolverine to his room and slammed the door in his face.
"Scott please stop this! I'm tired of this."
"Go away Logan."
Logan sighed, "Don't cry anymore."
Scott pounded his fist into the door, "I'm not fucking cryin'!"
"Then what do i hear thick in your voice? Got a cold!"
Logan wanted so bad to be on the other side of that door. Holding Scott close to him. Scott's pain hurt him deep. A strangeld whine pushed through Logan's throat. Scott opened his bedroom door. Logan's face was twisted in agony. His cheeks rosy.
"Let me hold you Cyke."
Scott nodded. They climbed into bed and Logan pulled Scott close to him. Instantly they were asleep. Scott was no longer a skinny teenager. He filled out everywhere. Logan woke with Scott on top of him with a raging hard-on. Logan pushed the other to the side. He knew something was going to happen. He helped Scott get his wet dream along by rubbing his hand over a clothed erection. He whispered filthy things in Scott's ear. Scott writhed, and his aroused scentmade Logan moan.
"Wolverine fuck me!"
A few more murmurs and the sleeping Scott put his hand in his pants and slept jerked-off. Logan saw the come shoot off and he left the room. Fuck he needed release badly. He found his room and grabbed his throbbing member. It dripped profusely and it was over quick. Logan's mouth open in a silent scream.
Logan made breakfast taht morning.. Buscuits, eggs, bacon and orange juice. He made a plate for Scott and took it to his ex lover's room.
"Hey open this ffucking door!"
He heard Scott groan, "What do you want?"
Scott had a tray shoved at him and Logan left. He swore Logan was blushing. Scott closed his bedroom door and ate the food. Logan really was a good cook. The whole week Logan cooked Scott random meals.
"Uh thank you." Scott smiled.
"Can i sit wit ya Scott?"
Scott nodded and they sat together in akward silence. Logan sniffed the scent he came to love. He smell the nervousness and the lust. He also smelled fear. He made himsel speak.
"I'm sorry I left you like that. I wanted you to explore all your options, because i didnt' want you to have regrets"
Scott stared down at his plate, still not saying anything. His scent went from nervous and fear to lust and anger.
"I know I can't make up all that lost time."
Logan was getting up and Scott spoke quietly, "Why would you say i would have regrets? How long were you intending ot be with me?"
Logan smiled sadly, "Forever."
The mountain man left Scott's room. He never felt this way for a man before. Certainly not after what happened when he let a man into his heart. Logan went to the danger room to clear his head.
Scott was in his room going over what Logan said. He didnt want to care. That man hurt him more than anything. The next day Scott ignored Logan and when they were in contact Scott was a complete dick to Logan. Everyone was surprised.
"Scott can we come in."
"Sure Rouge."
Rouge and Kitty walked into his office.
"How can i help you two ladies?" Scott looked up from his papers.
They sat down.
"Stop treating Logan like shit!"
Scott scoffed, "I will when he realizes i hate him."
"He loves you!" Kitty exclaims.
Scott frowned.
Rouge added, "You're hurting him. The big strong Wolverine doesnt even want to smoke his cigars, talk to me, eat. He just laies around all day."
"I dont care."
"Scott please. I know you love him still. Stop it! Just Stop IT!" Rouge was on the verge of tears. Scott looked at her, his eyes glistening.
"I can't promise anything. I can try to make myself trust him again."
That was a lie because he could never mistrust Logan. "Don't be that way Scott. You two love each other." Kitty smiled.
"I miss him!" Scott opened up.
"Then go see him!" Rouge slapped Scott on the back.
The two women left Scott to himself. He eventually got up and walked to Logan's room. He walked in. No one was in there. He waited for Logan in the dark.
Logan walked into his room. He knew Scott was in there. He could smell him.
"Drop your pants."
Logan stood there, The smell Scott was producing was too much. Scott helped Logan undo his pants and let them fall. Scott kissed Logan's neck and trailed down. He took the hard cock into his mouth. Logan gasped.
"Scott!"
"Mmmmm!"
Logan stepped out of his pants and walked to the bed. Scott walked to the bed taking his clothes off.
"Logan forgive me. I was being an idiot."
They kissed passionately as the two bodies writhed together.
"Prepare me Logan." Scott put his butt in the air and spread his cheeks.
Logan drove his tounge into the tight pink hole. Scott moaned softly as Logan's tounge swirled inside him. Scott felt two fingers thrust inside. He wanted this so bad. By the time Logan had the third finger in he was begging.
"Logan." Scott turned onto his back.
"Yeah kid?"
"Be gental. You're my first."
Logan kissed Scott, "You never slept with anyone else?"
"I did, but no one ever took the virginity i wanted you to take."
Logan lubed his cock up and pushed in slowly. Scott squirmed.
"Oh god Logan please move!"
Logan pulled out slowly as possible trying his best not to hurt Scott. Cyclops rolled his hips. Logan got the hint. He thrusted expertly into the lithe man below him. Scott was moaning loudly. So loud Logan laughed.
"Wolverine, OH wolverine!"
"Fuck Cyclops. Wanna make me come that fast?"
Scott shook his head, "Let me ride you."
Logan got up and laied back. Scott got on top and seated himself on the cock below. Scott almost came when Logan thusted right into his prostate. Scott clinched his schipnter. Logan shouted out. The leader of the x-men pinched Logan's very sensitive nipples. As leader he had to make sure Logan knew his place. He rocked and rolled his hips. Stopping when the older man's muscles got tighter with his up coming release. He wanted Logan to come when he wanted him to. They were sweating and screaming each other's names. Logan couldnt take anymore of Scott's games and grabbed the younger's hips. He thrusted fast and hard into Scott. Logan came hard. Scott cried out as semen spilled from his own organ.
"I love you" Scott whipsered.
"I love you." Logan lifted Scott off of him. They cleaned up and laied down. Scott couldn't stop kissing Logan.
"I love you."
They fell asleep. Scott had a nightmare.
"LOGAN DONT GO!"
Scott i'm right here. shhhh."
Scott held onto Logan tightly.
"So lonely, so sad." Scott sobbed.
"I will never leave again."
"I know."
That morning Scott and Logan made love again waking the 3rd floor hall up. Scott got dressed in Logan's clothes and Logan grinned.
"You've been living in my room."
Logan got dressed. Scott didn't let go of Wolverine's hand, even while they were at the table eating breakfast. Kitty and Rouge grinned.
"Love you."
"Love you too."
The lovers whipsered to eachother. Logan and Scott were still alittle akward with each other. Scott is older, taller and more mature. Logan could hardly eat because he was staring at Scott broader shoulders and harder chest. He just kept licking his lips. Scott noticed and blushed for the first time in a while.
"Logan quit it! I just wanna eat." Scott giggled at the end.
Logan began kissing behind his eat. The students eyes on them.
"Logan!" A redish glow took over his eyes.
Logan laughed, "Still easily ticked off i see."
The two left the table and headed to another room where they kissed under the misletoe.
"How have you been." Scott lowered his eyes.
"Alright i guess. Found a lot of things about my past."
Logan turned his back on Scott.
"What kind of things that you couldn't come home sooner."
"I-my real name is James. And i used to killer. I was part of an organization. Full of mutants...Also the person whos is in my recent nightmares."
Scott walked up to Logan, "Nightmares? Who was the person?"
"Aint anybody you know."
Scott frowned, "Open up to me for christ sakes. You wake up screaming every night."
"He hurt me Scott. I don't wanna talk about it."
"What did he do?" Scott pressed.
"I fell in love. I was young, stupid, horny and lonely. Maybe even scared."
Logan turned to face Scott.
" Lets go for a ride."
Scott and Logan took Scott's motorcycle. They when out of town to the little cabin they went before. This time it wasnt winter and everything was green.
"I needed to get out of there." Logan admitted.
The couple were happy laying in each others arms talking.
"I was dating Jean again at one point. I finally gave it to her and i dumped her." Scott sounded bitter.
"I fucked Rouge, even Kitty once. I dated Spike, y'know Ro's nephew. I fucked Lance, people's names I cant remember. I wasnt happy. They didnt arouse me at all. They when i started staying in your room. Your scent was still there. I would close my eyes and imangin you in red, when we first kissed."
Logan kissed Scott forcefully. Scott climbed on top of Logan and pinned him to the bed. They tore at each other's clothes. Scott rimmed Logan. He put two fingers inside and sissored, then a third. The hole turned to puddy. Scott coated his cock which was dripping. He positioned his cock by Logan's entrance. He pushed in slowly. Logan's whole body stiffened. Scott looked into Logan's vacant eyes.
"Logan!"
"Yeah? Mmmm start movin'"
Scott did as instructed but Logan's face said something wasnt right. Scott pulled out.
"Am i not good enough. Did i disgust you!" Logan's voice quivered.
"Its not that and No! Its your face. You look scared er something."
"I'm alright. Try it again."
Scott positioned himself again. He was thrusting when Logan's claws started creeping out. Logan pushed him off roughly and cursed himself.
"Logan?"
"Just back off!" Logan put his boxers back on. Scott did the same and climbed into the blankets. Logan was turned from him and wouldn't say a word no matter when Scott said. Scott's heart went out to Logan. He knew something was wrong. He knew he had to find out what.