Its been 2 weeks since you drifted away from us and away from the pain, daddy the pain still hasn't gone away and it will never go away from us. Last friday we lit a candle and the church service for you, and when we went home we opened our presents. Momma opened hers first and she loved what she got from you, we both teared up when she found out what you got her, she sleeps in her robe every night and she listens to her CDS everyday, sometimes at night I can here her cry. Last Thursday we went to your favorite place to eat and I was ok till we got home and I cried, I could remember you saying Eat this other brownie, it will be ok. Christmas we went to grandmas and ate and talked bout you. When we were fixing to leave grandma said it was strange not having you there with us and I started to cry but not as much I did that afternoon, when we got home I had to get out I know it was freezing outside but I just needed to talk outloud. Sunday was fun because we were at church with family, as we call them and they are. Yesterday me and JC went thru pictures and then went to hunt for the videos, we found them I watched the halloween home videos and I laughed, then went to classes and laughed more. When we got home is when I broke down again after watching the last of Raw I went to bed, and cried because now I don't have you to talk to about wrestling or anything, you know momma doesn't like to watch wrestling, and JC tells me to shut up and just watch it and Susan doesn't care. I only have the people on my social networks to talk about but it isn't like talking with you daddy. We are going to have sausage tonight for supper and I always remember when you joked about me and my sausages, oh daddy, I love you and miss you but I know you love me and I love you and I will be your baby girl forever.