Daddy! I am so happy! I am not even counting this week or no more weeks since you been called home, I am not sad anymore. I knew why you went and I am so glad that you aren't hurting anymore. Yes, I do get sad some because you aren't here in the human form, but I know you are always here in the spirit. Daddy I smile more than cry now, because I have so many people to lean on for support. There are times I want to cry but I can't because some one is always there making me laugh. Like the preacher said daddy, that we shouldn't be sad, for you are in Heaven watching over us and you have made a home and so many friends there. I am being your brave and strong lil girl here until I meet you again. Daddy your party we had for you last Friday went amazing, even tho we were crying. You always loved parties and we gave you a big one. I know you were there in all of us, there was so many people coming to hug me and told me it will be ok baby girl, your daddy is watching over you. I haven't stopped smiling since I forgave myself Sunday at chruch, it feels good daddy to let go of the guilt I had built up in me. I know you love it when I smile so daddy I will keep smiling thru my rough times because I know you are watching and don't like seeing me sad or cry. I love you so much daddy and miss you. You are never that far away. I can go outside or inside for that matter and just talk into the air and I know you will listen. Love you Daddy from your baby girl!