I OWN NOTHING STEPHENIE MEYER DOES!

I couldn't believe him. Surely he has to be insane! To choose what he chose, I just don't understand his thinking. He was peacefully sleeping while I was thinking all of this through. A light knock sounded on my door and I gently got up so I wouldn't wake Jack.

"Would you mind talking to me for a few minutes?" It was Edward.

"Sure." I walked out of my room and followed him downstairs.

"You have to stop this." he said as soon as we were in the living room.

"Stop what?" I asked. I didn't know if he meant don't turn him or stop over thinking.

"The second part. Stop over thinking it. If you were in his place would you have him turn you? After you knew everything?" he asked.

"Yes." I was sure of this.

"Then why won't you accept him wanting to be turned?" he replied back.

"I thought I could and I thought I would. You of all people should know how much I want this." I told him.

"For you, you want this for yourself but not for him. Am I right?" he asked.

"Yes, I want this but I don't want him to suffer with the pain and the guilt. There is a very good chance, 99, that he won't be like Bella and have this strange immunity to blood. I don't want him to resent me for making him a murderer. But then there's this side of me that is saying that I really can't lose him, that if he goes, I will go insane." I tried to explain it as best I could.

"Like without him there would be no point in living this existence?" he asked again. He was apparently full of questions.

"Yes my world would stop." I said back.

"If I offered my opinion would you take it into consideration?"

"Probably." I would because this was what he had gone through just a while ago.

"Just accept it. It will make things a lot easier on you and on the relationship. You know he loves you as much as you love him. It may seem imossible but it's true. Trust me on this one." He told me.

"Was that what stopped you? You thought she didn't love you as much as you loved her?" I asked.

"That and I thought I was taking everything away from her that she deserved. Like her family, a chance to have a family of her own, and what really got me was the fact that I thought I was taking away her soul." He said. A smile coming to his face at just the thought of Bella.

"And now?" I asked.

"I don't know. I mean she seems truly happy and she always tells me she wouldn't trade this for anything. As for her soul she convinced me otherwise. I can't see how someone so loving and caring couldn't have one. I don't know what that says about the rest of us but I have learned to trust Bella." He said. You could hear the love in his voice.

"And how do you know that he loves me that much? What if I'm just some fling?" I asked.

"You aren't. And I know this because the way he talks about you, it's the same way Emmett talks about Rosalie, Jasper about Alice, Carlisle about Esme and myself about Bella. If you were to leave him it would do more damage than good to both of you. That is one thing I learned." He said.

"So you think I should take his word that he wants this and turn him?" I asked, trying to sum everything up.

"Yes I think he loves you and needs you and without each other you two would be miserable."

"I will take that into consideration and thanks for sharing." I said to him.

"Your welcome. Now go on, get back to him. I do remember how much I liked to watch Bella sleep." He said smiling at the memory.

I didn't need for him to tell me twice I ran back up those stairs and into my room. I went back into his embrace and cuddled against him. I was amazed that he didn't mind the temperature difference. He said he was always warm and rarely got cold. Everything was warm, compared to me, so I didn't know if he was significantly warmed than others. Plus I really didn't go around and touch people to feel their warmth.

"Good morning." Jack said, squeezing his arms tighter around me. I loved that it made me feel so secure.

"Hello. How was your sleep?" I asked.

"Much better than usual." He replied.

"Why?" I was confused.

"Because I had you in my arms." He then kissed me, which I gladly accepted.

"I was thinking about everything you said last night and I will turn you as long as you are sure it's what you really want." I sighed.

"It is. I want to be with you forever. I never want to leave your side." He kissed me again.

"And it has nothing to do with the immortality and the forever young part?" I asked jokingly.

"What's the use of that if I can't have you? There would be none." He was now kissing me on my neck.

"When would you want to be turned?" I was hoping not for a while.

"It doesn't matter just soon." He stated.

"Why soon?" I asked hoping to prolong this.

"Because I want to be up with you at night, I want to be able to go hunting with you, I never want to miss a moment with you." it was so simply said, if I could cry I probably would have.

" Well in that case, I would have to go hunting first." I said.

"You should've gone earlier. Your eyes are almost black now." He replied.

"I didn't realize you noticed the eye color changing." I was shocked.

"Of course I did. Believe it or not I pay attention to you." he was smiling.

"Good, well then I will go hunting tonight while you sleep. Then on winter break we can go up to a place I like to go to when I want to be alone and we can discuss the change. How does that sound? As long as you don't mind being away…" I didn't get to finish Jack's phone went off. He wasn't going to answer it and let me go on.

"Answer it." I told him.

"Hello?" he answered. I didn't want to listen in on the conversation. So I tuned the conversation out.

When I heard the phone snap shut I looked back at Jack. He looked devastated.

I immediately hugged him even though I didn't know what was wrong. It was just a reaction.

"What happened?" I asked worried about him.

Sorry to be so mean but I just had to leave it there and I promise I will update soon I won't leave you hanging for long… as long as you REVIEW PLEASE! So if you want to know what happened hit the review button PLEASE!