So once agin sorry I know! I had writer's block and then I couldn't get in the mood to write. But then today I got an idea and decided to go for it! Also I would like to thank those of you who voted and I would also like to thank Dancing With The Werewolves I loved the review and decided you're right! So thanks again! Oh and I OWN NOTHING STEPHENIE MEYER DOES!

Prviously

"Hello?" he answered. I didn't want to listen in on the conversation. So I tuned the conversation out.

When I heard the phone snap shut I looked back at Jack. He looked devastated.

I immediately hugged him even though I didn't know what was wrong. It was just a reaction.

"What happened?" I asked worried about him.

"There was an accident." He said.

"What kind of accident?" I asked stupidly.

"Car. My dad was hit. Apparently some idiot was speeding through a red light and hit the driver's side of my dad's car." He said it with almost no feeling.

"Ok so what hospital is he at? We'll leave right now." I said getting up.

"He's not at the hospital. He…ugh… he died there. The paramedics tried to save him but there was…um… a lot of damage." He was starting to break down.

"Oh I am so sorry." It was lame but have you ever been around someone that just lost an important person? If you have you know that your mind freezes and nothing else comes to mind. So I did what I could. I just held him and that was when he stared crying. I knew he hated crying in front of me but he couldn't stop. It didn't matter to me if I could be crying I would, for his loss.

I don't know how long we stayed like that. We just sat on my bed for a very long time or so it seemed. I asked Jack if he wanted to go down to the morgue. He just shook his head and mumbled not now.

ONE WEEK LATER

We had burried Jack's dad today. It was a nice ceremony. Jack's distant family had come in. I had learned that he really didn't have any close relatives. Jack was eighteen so he was able to stay in the house and live on his own. Carlisle, Esme, and the rest of the family agreed that he should move in with us.

"Hey." He said as I walked up to him. The service had just ended and everyone was done offering his or her condolences. He hugged me close to him and kissed me on the forehead,

"Hey." I mumbled back. "I know this is going to sound stupid but how are you holding up?" I asked. I had to.

"I'm ok. It's going to be hard to go back to the house all by myself." He said.

"What if you didn't have to?" I said looking up at him.

"What are you talking about?" he looked down at me questioningly.

"Well don't get mad ok?" I asked. I didn't know how he would take this.

"No matter what I could never get mad at you." he said and kissed me again on my head.

"Ok, Carlisle and Esme were talking. Then they talked with all of us and we all agreed. We want you to live with us." I said.

"You want me to move in with you?" he asked.

"Yes. I would love for you to move in with me," I said. "And the family too." I added as an afterthought.

"I couldn't burden you like that." He said shaking his head.

"Oh you could never be a burden. Do you not get how much I would like that?" I said.

"And what about the others?" he asked. It was then that I noticed we were still standing so I dragged him over to a chair and I sat down between his legs. I was leaning into him and he seemed to relax a little.

"Rosalie will be thrilled to have a chance to get you hooked on cars. Emmett will love that he has someone to play his stupid video games with. Edward and Jasper get sick of the games. Edward will love the fact that someone else shares his major interest in music. Jasper will enjoy having someone there that he hasn't told his stories to yet. Alice will love having another dress up doll." At this he laughed. "Bella will love not being the only quiet one and she will love to get to know you better. Carlisle will love the fact that there is someone in the house that can get me under control." We both laughed at that one.

"No one can do that." Jack said.

"Lastly Esme will love to have someone there she can cook for. She used to love cooking for Bella." I smiled as I finished.

"And what will you love?" he asked with a little smile.

"Well I'll love having you there all the time, being able to watch you sleep, being held in your arms as you sleep, and just being near you." I said and kissed him.

"How can I resist that? As long as you're sure that I won't be a burden." He said

"Nonsense dear. We would love to have you in the house." Esme said as she and the rest of the family came up. They all had welcoming smiles.

When we left, he looked sad and yet he still had a little smile on his lips.

"Are you ok?" I asked concerned.

"Yeah, I was just thinking that as horrible as this is, I think my dad would want me to be happy. The onlyway I could be happy is to be with you." when he finished he then kissed me full on the lips.

"He would want you to be happy." I said hugging him yet again.

"I just feel guilty for moving on so quickly." He said looking down, ashamed.

"Do you have any reason to hang on and be completely miserable? I may sound mean but that's not how I mean it. What I mean is, you guys had a good relationship. You talked and rarely fought. Did you have anything left unsaid?" I asked. I was just trying to understand.

"No, but I feel like I should be mourning longer. That's what I feel like and yet I can't. I feel sad that he's gone and then when I'm with you I feel so happy." he was trying to explain. I couldn't think of anything to say to that. So the ride home was a peaceful quiet.

"I'm happy that winter break is in a few days. That will make me so happy. Two full weeks with nothing but us." He said as we made our way up to my room. Well now that he was moving in, our room. At least I assumed he would sleep in here. We had other rooms he could stay in, if he wanted.

"And you still want me to change you?" I asked. I thought that with his father's death we should postpone it.

"Yes." He stated.

"So you don't think you should take a little time to think about this? I'll understand if you wanted a little more time." I said. We were now snuggled up on the bed.

"No. I don't need time I just want you. I want this. Is it a bad time? I don't think so. Now I have no family to say goodbye to. You met the rest of them. We don't see each other. Maybe once every few years at a funeral or some other family gathering. So it won't be unusual for me to not show up." He said squeezing me tighter.

"You have no idea how much I love that you want to be with me pr how much I want to be with you for eternity. I just don't want you to miss out on anything. I really don't want you to end up hating me becausee I turned you into a killer." I said. It was a vicious cycle we had going on. He would hold me closer than I would try to snuggle into him more.

"I could ever hate you, no matter what. And I know that you will do your best to keep me in line." He said.

"Yeah I will. We all will try and help. But sometimes it's not enough. You could slip. When we slip it means someones death." Here I was trying to scare him again. I'm an idiot.

"I'll deal with it when that happens." He said. He was so sure.

"Fine. I'll go huntng before we leave or when we get up there. Probably before we leave, I don't want to leave you alone up in the middle of nowhere. Then if you want I can change you then." I said.

"Sounds good. How much are they going to hate me for making them move again?" he asked.

"They won't. They understand and besides they will use any excuse to get out of high school. Speaking of high school, I really don't like that I'm keeping you from graduation." I stated.

"Why? I don't. I would rather be with you. You've seen how well I'm liked so it's no big deal."

"I still don't like it. So I've decided that when we get up to Alaska, after your change, we can do online schooling that way you can get credits and get a diploma. Then if you want to do college, like I know you do." I didn't get to finish.

"How do you know I want to go to college?" he asked in amazement.

"I might have seen a few applications when I was in your room." I said and he just laughed and kissed my neck. "Anyway we could do online college courses." I finished.

"You are truly amazing. I don't know how I would survive without you." he kissed my neck again.

"I have to ask this and I will ask you again but, you're sure right?" I had to know.

"I've never been so sure about anything else. I know I'm never going to find anyone like you. So I'm holding on to this love." He said while flipping me over, which I of course didn't mind, so he could look in my eyes.

"I love you so much I just didn't want to make you miserable." I said looking down.

"If I'm with you I can never be miserable." He said and wouldn't let me say anything because he was now kissing me. Clothes soon went flying and I had one of the best nights ever. It was still good because even though he was sleeping, he wouldn't let go of me. Now that he was sleeping and it was quiet I was thinking. I wanted him to change but then I also thought that maybe it was too soon after his father's death. Even though he had made a good point about not having anyone to hurt with his 'death' and I knew he meant what he said about loving me and wanting to be with me.

"He's ready and so are you. Trust us we know what he's thinking and feeling." Edward whispered so I could hear and I assumed Jasper was with him.

I looked at Jack's face and he looked so calm and I knew that I could survive this as long as he didn't regret his choice.

Ok so there you go! Next chapter will be the winter break and maybe a change? Don't worry N. and his mysterious partner will be coming soon. I tried to make it as long as possible to make up for not writing sooner when I promised I would.