Chapter Nine

Ever have a really bad feeling in your gut and you know that it's because you made a stupid choice? Like when you go to get something for dinner and realize you should have had the other choice or like when you break up with someone and you know that you could have been something great? I've been feeling that the entire way up to my hotel room from talking to Wade and the others. I know in my heart that joining Wade and the others was a good idea but at the same time I don't want to turn my backs on my friends. What am I supposed to do the first time that they go after Evan, or worse, Chris? Just turn my back and let it happen? Be the "concerned wife" who didn't tell her husband because she knew what it would do to him? It's either this or both of us lose our dream jobs. I mean, sure, Chris has his alternative job as Fozzy's front man but this is what he loves to do. Going out to that ring, night after night to perform in front of thousands of people not even counting all the people who have tuned in at home to see my husband beat the hell out of some other superstar. Even worse is that if I tell…I'm afraid the same thing will happen to me. I'll lose my job and I'll be beat by this group Wade has formed to get what they all want in life. And all they seem to want right now is a job in the WWE.

I enter the hotel room that Chris and I are sharing to see Chris sitting on the bed and giving Mark Henry instructions on how to take care of Louis. I smile, "Hey Poppa Mark!"

Mark laughs, "Hello to you to Meghan. Lou looks just like his dad."

I go over to Mark and hug him, "That he does, that he does."

Chris smiles, "So you got it? One bottle at 8:30, the other at about 9:30. Change him when needed. Oh and his favorite toy is his teddy bear so be prepared to do a teddy bear voice. He also doesn't like loud noises so if you have any other superstars over keep the sound to a minimum."

"You do realizes I have two children of my own that I managed to raise perfectly fine don't you Chris?" Mark asks.

Chris nods, "Yeah, sorry, I just get real protective over my family. If anyone hurt them I dunno what I'd do, including if it was Wade or Evan."

That statement right there almost breaks me down but I refuse to let him see what's going on. I know, I know, it's unhealthy to keep anything from your spouse. But this is different, right? He'll be unhappy either way simply because in one scenario he'll get the hell beat out of him by the members of Nexus and the other one he'll be thrown from the job that means the most to him. "I know the feeling." Mark says, saving me from having to talk right now. "Everything okay Meghan?"

I nod, "I just think I ate something bad." That's a lie. I didn't even eat anything in the short amount of time I was down there. Or what felt like a short amount of time. Talking to the boys from NXT, however, felt like a lifetime.

"Do you need to call off work? Because Vince would totally understand." Chris says, looking at me with concern.

"No, no I can go to work. I just feel a little queasy. I think I'm gonna go to the arena early, see if I can work on any material for tonight. What are you doing after the show?"

"I'm gonna play a concert at a bar close to here. You're welcome to bring Louis if you want," Chris smiles.

"Chris, I don't exactly think that's the best place to take my son. First of all, he's young. Second of all, he's scared of loud noises." I sigh. One of my favorite things is to listen to Chris sing. He's got the voice of an angel but I guess that I won't get to hear him tonight.

"I have to stay at the hotel with my wife and sons anyways. Would you just like me to bring Louis over in the morning when my family leaves?" Mark asks.

I smile, "Or we can come get him when Chris is done singing if that's easier for you."

"As a matter of fact it is," Mark smiles. He scoops Louis, who instantly has a fascination with Mark's hair, into his arms and slings the baby bag over the other shoulder. "I'll see you guys later tonight."

I kiss Louis and smile, "You be good for Uncle Mark." Louis coos and gives a familiar face before I burst into laughter.

"What's so funny?"

"You may want to change him before you go to the arena." I say before leaving. I take the long way to the arena. I have some things that I need to think about. Like the reason I shouldn't be at the announcers table if Wade Barrett wins.

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