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Nicks POV:

BUZZ BUZZ BUZZ

"ughh" time to get up and go to that hell hole called work.

I got up got dressed somehow forced myself to over look my razor this morning and got myself in my car and to work. I walked through the front doors with my hello ladies smile and smiled at our receptionist Gina. She was in her thirties but still had a mad crush on me. What can I say I'm one sexy little beast for being 18. I work at a rehabilitation center for cutters or people who intentionally hurt themselves. I shouldn't work here though. I should be a patient here. Nobody in the world knows that secret.

Today was a big day for Manchester Institution for the Mentally Unstable, I called it loony vile for short. We were getting a new patient today some 18 year old girl who is desperately ill and committed suicide. Whatever stupid beauty queen.

Just I thought this the most gorgeous girl walked through the doors of the institution. She had brown curly hair that's length reached her waist and gorgeous sunburst blue eyes. She had legs for days and just the right amount of boobs and butt. This girl had to be another volunteer. But then I realized she was being escorted by parents, this was the beauty queen.

She passed me and smiled the most gorgeous smile id ever seen. Why was this girl here?

Mileys POV:

I woke up in a hospital bed not knowing where I was or what had happened. The last thing my mind would remember was me slitting my wrists after I had taken some cough medicine. Did I pass out and lose too much blood? Worse, does somebody know my secret? My mother realized I was awake and she spoke to me

"Miley you cut your wrists and nearly bleed to death. I'm leaving now that I know you're awake. You're going to a rehabilitation center for your issues. I'm sorry I love you" could tell she was trying to be simple and sweet and judging by her red eyes and running nose she was trying not cry.

"Mom I'm sorry I love you…." She didn't even reply. She simply answered

"Why just tell me why?" and with that she was gone. A nurse came in and told me to rest and that I was arranged to leave tomorrow for the rehabilitation center. I fell asleep and when I woke up a nurse assisted me with getting dressed.

On the plane ride it finally set in that I wasn't perfect anymore. That everyone else knew my secret. That I had hurt the ones I loved. Oh god Joe. What would he do when he found out? I had let myself be careless and now my shell was cracking. Everything inside me felt like it had disappeared and I was waist in my huge body full of unnecessary blood. I didn't want to be here.

I finally let myself fall asleep and woke up at the center. It was a gray building with one lonely little sign. I felt like I was in a psyche ward which I found out later this place practically was a psyche ward. As I walked in the building I felt myself go into lock mode. Lock mode for me was being perfect, but there was need for that here. Just as I was trying to let myself just be natural we walked through the doors and I saw the most gorgeous guy on the face of the planet. He had brown curly shaggy hair and deep brown eyes. He had a very muscular body and he was tall. I let myself shift back to my comfort zone and smile and perfectly as I could when I passed him. He gazed and finally smiled back. Was this gorgeous mystery man a patient? And if so was he like me? Maybe I'm not alone I thought to myself… maybe…