Me do not own twilight. R&R

-a friends cousin has passed away on Jan. 24, 2011 and I am very upset by this for the poor kid hung himself. so my story has been late a while.


I glared at Paul from across the table. I wasn't going to go further then be his friend. Paul was glaring back at me our eyes looking down to the middle of the table were the last muffin was. I bared my teeth at him, and he bared his right back at me. Everyone (everyone meaning Jared, Lily and Kim) were watching us like a tennis match. I had to eat extra and plus with the new me I eat already more. And with Paul he seems to eat a lot more and you never eat anything last unless he's full. Just as we were about to grab it Jared grabbed the last muffin and stuffed it in his mouth. We and Paul glared at him and I heard a small growl escape his lips. I looked at him, Paul growl? That's strange. Paul was wearing a tank top and some cut off shorts. I saw on his shoulder he had the tribal tattoo on his shoulder. I started to choke on the milk I was drinking. Everyone came over to me to help me breath. When I finally was able to stop choking and start to breath I said "Paul, I need to talk to you like NOW". He looked confused and I grabbed his arm and dragged him outside "damn Lex you got-". "shut up" I said, I kept glaring at him. he raised an eyebrow "ok lex whats going on?" I sighed and said "you're a wolf" he stared at me and his eyes grow wider. I smiled and said "so you are" then my smile faded and I growled "AND YOU DIDN'T TELL ME? YOU, YOU ASS! For gods sake I am your best friend!" he sighed. He ran his fingers through his hair a few times and said "Sam commanded me not to". I nodded understanding Sam was the alpha then. I sighed "paul…" I said softly. He nodded at me "Lex", "paul did, did you imprint?" Paul raised his eyebrow and nodded. I took in a deep breath "on who?" Paul smirked and grabbed my face crashing his lips to mine. I'm not dumb; Paul imprinted on me and visa versa. I smiled into the kiss as our lips moved as one. But then Randy popped in my head and I pushed Paul away. He looked confused as I started to panic "Le-" I shook my head and said "I-I cant do this I need to go home now before anything more happens". He grabbed my wrist and said "Lex I just got you back, I cant, I cant lose you again". This time I shook my head and said "No, Paul I cant get to deep into this. I might be your imprint but I cant be with you. Not now. Not ever" his eyes grew wide, he looked like his whole world crashed. I started having tears in my eyes and I ran inside. Lily looked at me with a raised eyebrow I said "California" she nodded her head and started running up stairs.

Paul's P.O.V:

Jared glared at me "what the fuck happened?" I told him everything, and I whimpered. I said "what did I do…" Lexie came down stairs and was on her phone this time more tears were coming "Randy! Come on! He couldn't do that!" we heard a female voice talking from the other line and Lex sighed. "ok I understand Roxy. But how could he do that to me?" the same female voice said something, I think it was Roxy. Lex growled into the phone and said "fine, he can have that slut for all I care. Tell him his son will never see him ever!" then she hung up. She sat down and started to rub her point and middle finger to her forehead. "lex, what do you mean son?" Jared asked, now im wondering. Lexie's eyes grew wide and she said "I'm pregnant with my ex's baby boy". I growled and started to shake Lexie said "PAUL! Lily's still here!" he growled some more and said "HOW THE FUCK DO YOU GET PREGNANT AT THE AGE OF 17!" I said calmly "easy you don't use a condom". Paul didn't like that answer and she was shaking so much that I got worried. Jared screamed for Paul to go outside, but Paul started to yell back and he throw a pan at Jared. I screamed and then I blacked out.

Paul's P.O.V:

I stopped shaking as Lexie's head banged on the table. I stared I couldn't move, Jared rushed to her and picked her up bridle style glaring at me. "this is all your fault Paul" he said. I walked behind Jared as he set her down in the living room. Lily came down stairs and took one look at Lexie before rushing over and telling orders to Kim. Kim came back with a wet towel and gave it to Lily. Lily started to dab it on Lexies head. Lily looked up at me and pointed to the door "leave" was all she said before going back to lexie. I stood frozen in my spot not knowing what to do. Lily looked up at me again and said "leave and don't come back to this house until me and Lex are gone for good. She was right I shouldn't have brought her here". I whimpered before leaving the house and Jared patted my back. Kim gave me "im sorry" look. I opened the door and walked all the way home. I came through the door and my mom glared at me. She had a beer bottle in hand and a new guy next to her kissing her neck. I rolled my eyes and walked upstairs. I went to my half-sisters room and opened the door to see her 2 month self in her crib crying. I growled under my breath. My dad had died when I was 5 in a car accident while coming home from work. My mom took it harder then me until I realized I was going to grow up without a father. My mom started to drink and smoke more and more everyday. I think she was also taking drugs but im not sure. I sighed, I can move out now im 18 but then who will watch over Emma. I scooped her up and said "big brother Paul and you are going to his friend's house" she smiled and cuddled close to me. I grabbed all her stuff that is needed to take care of a baby and walked down stairs now the man was on top of my mom and I growled and said "ma, you have kids in this house" my mom stuck up the middle finger at me and I shook my head and walked outside. I put Emmas buster seat in my car and drove to Sam and Emily's after I buckled her in. I got there and got out, taking Emma and her stuff with me. I opened the door and Emma stared with her big brown eyes around the room. She was my mom and this random dudes kid, and I'm glad she is because now she's the only thing that will make me happy now that Lily wont let me see Lex. Emily came to me and raised an eyebrow "who's this cutie?" I smiled and said "my baby sister Emma" Emily nodded and took Emma out of my hands. Sam looked at me and said "I don't wanna know what's your mom doing for you to bring Emma here. And shouldn't you be with Lexie?" I shook my head "Lexie is pregnant with her ex's baby. And I started yelling at her and almost phased and she blacked out after I throw a pan at Jared. Lily their cousin kicked me out". Sam sighed "Paul.. you need to keep your anger under control!" I just nodded my head before setting the bag full with Emma's things on the floor and said "I'm going for a run. No ones on patrol right?" Emily nodded while she was feeding Emma her bottle. I smiled at my baby sister. I kissed Emma's head and went for a run.


i hope you liked it. and most of you got half the secret Lexie was hiding correct =)