Im finally back =) haha sorry y'all! Just had a lot to deal with.

Ok so I don't know when ill be posting again. I hope you guys didn't forget my story!

and im so happy my birthday is coming up :) well in a month but still.!

_ 7 months later _

Im nine months pregnant and my baby boy will soon be coming into this world any day down. It's now May, and it's very sunny out side for a La Push day. The pack and I were sitting in Sam and Emily's living room. Paul was smiling at me as I tried to bend over and pick up a fallen fork. I growled at him to help me, he chuckled and got his lazy butt off the sofa and bent down to pick it up. He looked at me and smiled before giving me a quick and gentle kiss. Jared then grabbed a foam football and hit Embry who happened to be standing behind me. Embry had yelped out in shock, and that made me jump. I turned around to see Embry chasing after Jared as they both ran outside, Sam running after them. Emily sighed while whipping the kitchen counter and said "those boys… I wonder how I put up with them" I giggled at that and Kim answered "its only `cuz you love them". Emily nodded her head and smiled as she looked out the window that showed Jared and Embry wrestling each other. Kim sighed, and I patted her back "now imagine my dear, I had to live with that, now your going to live with it". Kim's face became bright red and Paul laughed and said "oh come on Kim, we all know what you and Jared talk about and do when were not there!" Kim's face becomes redder then it already was and I had to laugh. Emily just shook her had at us and told Kim "ignore them, they have nothing better to do but embarrass me and you". I shook my head and said "no! Emily, the boys could be like idiot one and idiot two over there" I said point to Jared and Embry as they came in. I smiled and then I felt this pain in me. I grabbed Paul's arm and squeezed it extremely hard. I bit down on my bottom lip. But then the pain hit me again and I turned to Emily. She gasped and looked at the floor where I was standing. I looked down to see that my water broke! My eyes grew wide and Paul's shocked face was just staring at the floor. Jared then grabbed me scooped me up and carried me outside to the truck. He sat me down in the back in-between Paul's still shock figure and Embry.

We finally got to the hospital and I was in labor. I was trying not to scream from all the pain. I might be a wolf but this hurt like hell! Paul just kept saying "its going to be ok, its going to be ok". I glared up at him and said "SHUT UP PAUL! YOUR NOT IN PAIN! HOW DO YOU KNOW IF ITS GONNA BE OK? YOU DUMB ASS! SHUT UP!" I heard the pack laughing outside the room. The doctor told me to push just then, I started pushing.I wasn't going to give up, the doctor told me to push one more time and I did. After I felt no pain, but no sound came from the room other then the beep of the machine. The doctor held my baby in his hands and had a sadden look on him. I then realized what had happened. My baby had died as he was born. I just then started to sob. My baby boy is dead. Paul started to try and calm me down but he was also pained. I asked "c-can I see him?" the doctor nodded and handed me the small bundle with my dead baby. I cried harder as I looked at him. He looked just like Jared when Jared was a baby. The pack came in screaming "CONG-" but they all stopped seeing me crying and Paul almost in tears. Emily and Kim both gasped and came to me. Jared had dropped the teddy bear and he came to my bed side and started to try and calm me down also. Emily looked at the baby and sighed, "He looks so beautiful" Kim looked at him to and gasped "he looked just like Jared". Jared smiled and said "hey at least we got to see him Lexie". I nodded my head and handed him back to the doctor. "His name is Jason, and can we have a small pack funeral for him?" I asked Sam.

Its been a month now that my baby boy had died. I am depressed but Kim was helping me to realize that he is know in quote on quote "in baby heaven". I smiled as I entered the living room where mom and dad were watching a romantic comedy. Jared was in the kitchen trying to make himself lunch. I giggled "I wonder how you and Kim will live" I said as I grabbed the knife from Jared and started to finish making the PB&J's. Jared smiled at me and kissed my cheek "thanks baby sis" I rolled my eyes at him. Jared laughed and nudged my shoulder. I glared at him and wrapped the last sandwich. Then I I shoved him, Jared chuckled and shoved me back. Then we both started play fighting and we ended up outside in wolf form. We were snapping at each other and just biting and clawing. When we heard the guys in our head.

( Paul, Sam, lexie, jared )

And you got to be careful when they are sad you just got to hold them and be there with them…

Oh I see. Well that's good to know, with her st- WTF!

Jared! LEXIE! Whats going on!

Um, nothing really.

Yeah nothing

What are you doing Jared! Shes my imprint you better not hurt her!

I laughed at them. Me and Jared got off each other and I replayed the scene in my head. "just some brother sister moment" Jared said. I gave him a big wolf grin and pashed back to go put on some cloths.

Me, Kim and Emily sat down in the sand looking out at the water. I smiled and closed my eyes. I loved to beach, if I could I would live here. Kim started to squeal and so did Emily. I slowly opened my eyes to find a grinning Paul, I raised my eyebrow then I was swept off my butt and thrown over his shoulder. I started to yell and kick and punch him. he was just laughing as he was walking to the water. I heard two splashes before yelling from Kim and Emily. I growled and started to try and bite Paul's butt. Paul jumped and dropped me in seconds. I laughed as he gave me questioning look while rubbing his butt. I just started laughing and the guys came over with a soaked Emily and Kim. "bro what happened" asked Jared. I laughed and said "I bit him…" and then they all started laughing when they realized where I bit him. I smiled at Paul from my sitting postion on the sand. He bent down and placed a kiss on my lips. I wrapped my arms around his neck but he pulled away. I growled at him and then I turned to look to the cliffs where Jacob and Embry from. Then I heard a small voice. A voice that I hated. The voice was coming my way and Paul growled seeing how I was glaring at.

Ok so just so you know Jacob has just phased and Bella dosnt know it yet. Now I wonder hows on the beach that Lexie hates so much