Author's Note: I accidentally put Mahiro instead of Misaki when I picked couples but I changed that. Sorry to all. I swear I had something else to say. Once I get into the flow of things I will suddenly remember...
I'd never been kissed by anyone before, and I still had my hand to my mouth long after Usagi had left. I sat with my feet tucked under me sinking into the couch. Did I even like guys? I never thought so. It didn't bother me that anyone else did, but that guy had never been me. I'd never even been in any relationship. Why would Usagi want me? I didn't look like Nii-chan. You'd think I wouldn't be his type.
I couldn't dwell on it now. I needed rest so I could work and save my money. Once I was in the shower I calmed down a bit. Usagi just probably slipped and kissed me. Yeah and he grabbed me for support or something. That was it. I was just being silly. He was joking with the whole confession.
Lying in bed I felt better even though I was absolutely lying to myself. I'd gotten good at that lately. If I couldn't pay a bill using a flashlight was funner. If I couldn't eat, some people didn't eat for days at a time. Convincing myself of these things helped in some sort of strange way. And even though I was definitely trying to fool myself it worked enough.
I woke up with the same routine. Get up. Shower. Take too long in the shower. Rush across the street to work. Run back across the street because I forgot my apron. Clock in barely in time. Bag groceries, help old ladies, restock the shelves, give free samples to people who kept using the finger mustache and putting on a different jacket day after day. End of shift. Drag myself home out of tiredness. Open the door. Flop on the couch.
I looked to my side and saw a brand new computer and next to it a phone. I sat up straight and was met face to face with a giant bear. After falling off the couch and possible losing more brain cells I walked over to the belongings that hadn't been here before. If I am going to keep in touch with you then you'll need something for me to call, right? That computer is also completely needed. How are you supposed to design cakes without the right software? Also when you fall in love with me and need me to stay here I need to work on my books with bear is Suzuki-san by the way.
-Usagi-san
I read the perfect handwriting a couple times. No way. I couldn't take these things and make him think that I liked him. I couldn't do anything like that. I was about to call Usagi off this stupid phone I couldn't figure out how to work when I noticed another one sitting on the table along with a familiar yellow tie. He was here.
Walking quiet through the hallway I peeked into my room. Usagi was sound asleep on my bed with another bear like Suzuki just smaller. I resisted the urge to break the door down and tried to think rationally. No explanation could form in my head for a situation like this. I stepped in farther and snuck closer to the bed. I had no clue why I was doing this.
Nii-chan had once told me that he tried to wake Usagi up. It earned him a smack in the face and a stream of profantities he would never repeat in his lifetime. Apparently Usagi hit hard and could use colorful language, so accidentally waking him up wouldn't be a good idea. I spotted a book on the floor and opened it. The first page I flipped to had the most detailed sex scene I had ever saw in my life...between two guys. I slapped a hand over my mouth and put it down.
This could not be the guy that decided to like me. I grabbed a spare blanket and headed for the couch. If Usagi was taking the bed I'd just nap on the couch. I didn't want to risk I slap in the face or insults that would make me question my very existance. I was almost asleep when I felt someone close to me. When I opened my eyes Usagi's face was inches from mine.
I panicked anyway even though I knew it was him and instantly tried to sit up. This just earned me a huge bump on my head and a very startled Usagi on top of me. "Ow. Sorry. I knew it was going to be you, but it still surprised me."
"I guess I shouldn't have been standing over you like that. This is better though."
"Wait a second." He closed his eyes. "No! Don't go to sleep!" Usagi tended not to listen to anyone. I finally fell asleep under him after being trapped for hours. I had come up with a plan in those hours. Usagi didn't know me very well yet. He didn't know I was a spazz and got angry at everything because I had kept my patience around it. He'd see it really soon though.