Chapter 30 I knew all along
After the inital ceremony Jamie danced with her new husband, other couples joining them on the dancefloor, Jamie was so happy she thought she would explode. Everyone congratulated them, even Iziah who hated the groom for reasons known only to her said congrats before fleeing.
"May I cut in?" Raven tapped on John's shoulder, her whole body was weak and she still clutched Randy to stay upright. Her tattoos seemed to of lost their shine due to being so pale.
"Sure" John stepped aside and let the two girls dance, he couldn't help the sudden arousal.
"You really pale" Jamie commented as she waltzed with her older sister, Raven let Jamie lead even if she wasn't sure that was a good thing.
"I know Jamie, I'm a bit sick" Raven confessed, she didn't want Jamie knowing but she knew it might be better if she did know just so she wouldn't suddenly get the surprise and cause stress on her heart. Raven's voice was barely there but Jamie could still hear her luckily.
"I know your dying"
"How did you know that?"
"I asked the nursey at the hospital, you didn't look well when you came that day so I asked the nursey and she told me" Jamie said her voice saddening. "Raven why do you have to die?"
"Just the way it goes I guess" Raven looked at her younger sister "Besides you don't need me any more"
"Yes I do" Jamie said the tears threatening to pile down her face, somehow she was keeping them in. She didn't want to cry on her wedding night.
"I used to be your guidence but sadly I've been replaced, John is your guide now"
"Well at least he's hot" Jamie sniffed making Raven laugh
"See there is an upside"
"How can you just accept that your dying?" Jamie asked "Isn't it scary?"
"Not really, I would be more afraid if I thought there wasn't anyone good enough to make sure your alright but now I know that John will be I'm more at ease leaving"
"I always thought John would leave me" Jamie confessed looking slightly guilty. Many people didn't understand that just because her brain was damaged she still had some old feelings, the fear of rejection being number one. Raven however understood.
"John loves you more than you could ever possibly imagine Jamie, he ain't gonna leave you and if he does then I will haunt him"
Jamie hugged her sister before she let her go "I love you Raven"
"I love you too baby-girl, now go and enjoy your wedding I'm going to get the Viper to take me home"
"Ooooh" Jamie teased like she was a love sick teenager. Raven would of teased her back if she wasn't so damn tired.