A/N So this is the end and yes you find out what was in the letter and I'm thinking of doing another Jamie/John story but in the meantime I hope you guys have enjoyed this one. And as always, REVIEW!

Chapter 32 One life ends, another begins

Jamie sat in the bathroom only a whole day after Raven's funeral, the bit of paper she left in her hands. Jamie had read and re-read it several times simply because it felt like when she read it she could hear Raven talking, saying the words to her. Jamie looked up at the clock, soon John would be back and she could get through the next little stage of life. Right now while he was gone Jamie was going to hear Raven's voice one more time. Unfolding the paper Jamie took a seat on the tiled floor just underneath the towel rack and began to read her sisters words once more.

Dear Jamie;

If your reading this it means I'm dead...or you've broken into my room and stolen it, in either case I'm sorry I had to go. It was my time I guess. I'm sorry I had to leave you but I sorta had no control over that. Anyways I have left all my crap to you simply because I know you will cherish it and won't pawn it off like Izzy would or break it like Harmoni would. I am so proud of the lady you have become and that you didn't let that accident beat you, I promise that when I get to heaven I'll put in a good word for you and John. LOL Seriously though Jamie I'm not really gone, I'm with you in spirit and as always if you need to ask me something I will answer because even death will not stop me from fufilling my promise of being there for you. I only have one favour from you little one,

Don't mourn my death, celebrate my life. Live everyday to its fullest because you never know when the big man upstairs will call your last day. I'll love you now and forever no matter what

xoxox Raven

John's POV

Jamie wiped a few stray tears from her face as I came in, taking a seat next to her I took her small hand. "You ok?"

"Yeah just reading her letter again" Jamie smiled through her tears. Glancing at the sink she looked at me "I don't wanna look John, what if-" "Then we'll try again"

"Are you sure you wanna do this?" Jamie asked tugging her blonde locks. Grabbing her hands softly I kissed each one in turn, trying to calm her down a little.

"Yes I do and I couldn't think of a more perfect person to do it with"

"I am so lucky to have you Cena" Jamie giggled putting the letter back in its envelope. That was one letter she wanted to keep forever.

I reached towards the sink making Jamie rapidly close her eyes. "I can't look at it. Oh God its orange isn't it? I never thought I would hate orange but here we are"

"Jamie" I broke in patiently stopping her rant about orange. "We're pregnant"

Jamie's hands flew to her mouth, happiness burst throughout her tiny frame. "We're gonna have a baby?"

"Yeah" I hugged her excitedly, I was gonna be a father and I just knew this was a moment I was going to remember forever. We had wanted to start trying for a baby but I thought with all the unprotected sex she may already be there so I thought maybe a test was smart before we did anything, it made sense at the time.

"I'm going to be a mummy?" Jamie asked again flying into my arms then patting her tummy gently. "I am so happy, in your face groundhogs!"

"You will be the best mummy ever"

Jamie suddenly flew off my lap, "I have the feeling Raven already knows so lets rub it in Iziah's face that we're having a baby."

"Lets just celebrate before we go and rub anything in your sisters face"

Jamie rested her head against my shoulder, her hands still on her tummy. "I am so happy John"

"Me too" I kissed her temple, life was starting to look good again. I guess Raven was right all along, when one life eneded another one began.