Okay before you start reading i would like to say Pray for every body in Japan right now, they need all the help and prayers we can give them!
And I've decided to put some wise words on the start of every chapter... Starting now!
Giving up doesn't always mean your weak...Somethimes it means you were strong enough to let go.
Read&Enjoy.
(Sorry it keeps switching between Bella & Edward, but i wanted you all to see both sides, and please Review if you think Bellas been a tiny bit Selfish for only thinking Edwards Sexy after his total make over, rather than the way he was before,) (:
EPOV
Okay so now I feel like a total idiot. I've been waiting here for about twenty minuets now with no luck, I knew this would happen, I knew it would happen the second I woke up this morning, it was obvious she wouldn't come, but her massive beautiful chocolate brown eyes kept me from staying in bed, her long dark brown silky hair that falls perfectly into place, she was so beautiful, I've had my eyes on her since the first year of high school, she just doesn't know I exist.
Right that's it I'm going, I'm not going to fall for her charm any more, if she so badly didn't want to come out with me, she should have said, it would have saved me all the heart ace, I turn around and head for the elevator to take me down to the ground floor.
"Edward," Bella screams as she runs closer to me, if only this was a movie and she was running to jump in my arms, I would hold her tight and kiss her perfect little nose. But instead she stops running when she's a few feet away and walks calmly to stand in front of me.
"Hey," I say calmly trying to control my emotions I had for her.
"Hi, you ready, how much money did you bring with you," She says smiling, I ignored the sour comment of rudeness she said about the money.
"I brought $400." I pondered, her smile dropped and her mouth feel open.
"You brought $400, Wow what did you do?"
"My mum Esme gave me the money, she's gone over board that I've finally going on a day out with a girl, and don't worry I told her it wasn't a date." I wish it was though.
"Okay well we should get going then we have a lot to do," She smiles cheekily but I have a really funny feeling that by the end of this my feet were going to hurt.
"What do you think," Bella smiles as I come out of the changing room to show her the outfit I had on.
"I don't know,"
"Common Edward, lighten up, you look good, okay try these jeans, this hat and this white top, with this checkered shirt oh and don't do the buttons up on the shirt ," she hands me a lode of clothes and like the last fifty times, I go try it on.
I step out of the changing room, trying to not admit it on my face that I really like what she had just pulled together.
"Holy shit, you look great you should get all of those, with these outfits too," I had to agree with her, I liked all the clothes she had made me try on, I didn't really know all this stuff was out side of the box, I didn't know there was more to simple plain clothes.
BPOV
Jesus. Edward Cullen actually looked sexy, he looked Boom, hot, fit what ever you would call it. I wasn't going to show it thought, and I don't know why he didn't bother to try this sort of look ages ago. Wait wait wait, I did not just call him sexy, this was Edward Cullen, the boy everyone takes the piss out of, he has been Jacobs punch bag for three years running now, I was not going to fall all over him, he has the attitude and mind of a proper nerd, I was better than that, right?. I draw my attention away from him by looking at my watch.
"Shit," I gasp
"We need to play for all of this and get your hear cut." I say picking up the clothes we didn't wanted and put them in the basket, that I was planning to leave in the changing room. I look up at Edward, he was holding his long lanky hair.
"No way, no way In all hell, you are not going to cut my hair like fucking Justin Bieber, fuck no," He yells, I couldn't help but laugh.
"Don't laugh it isn't funny," I laugh even harder, I couldn't help it.
"Were not getting your hair cut like Justin Bieber, don't worry, I was thinking get it cut short but jell it so your hair is sticking out in random places, oh and caramel high lights or something." I was a total geniuses I was going to make this kid popular.
"Can I really trust you?" He asks with a doubtful look on his face.
"Of course you can," I say cheekily putting my hand on my heart, making out I was offended.
We rush out of shop after paying and just make it to the hair dressers. I explain to them what I want to be done, not letting Edward get a word in, he would probably say just cut a inch of or something like that, I wasn't having that I was going to make him unrecognisable, perfect even.
I sit down on the bench and read an out of date magazine that they had. I smirked as the man doing Edwards hair try's to make small chat with him, Edward kept quiet, making it even more awkward. He should be relaxed and having a good time, I can defiantly tell this was going to help him out, change his life even.
EPOV
"Okay are you ready to see the end result?" The man who had done my hair asked, he rubbed his hands together, it was well awkward because I could have sworn he was gay.
"Kay," I say simply, his face drops a little, I think he might think I don't appreciate what he's done, well I hope I do appreciate it, Bella seems happy.
He turns me around and as I looked in the mirror, I didn't even recognise me. I looked so different, my hair was sticking out in random places, making it random but controlled, it was short but I liked it and I don't really know what colour high lights had done into my hair but I guess it made it look better. I stared at myself for a few seconds, with my mouth open, unable to speak.
"Fuck," I whisper, Bella started to laugh.
"I'm so glad you like it," She laughs.
"I do," I say running my hand through my hair carefully.
BOPV
From the time he got transformed and from the time we sat down at this table for something to eat, I have not taken my eyes of Edward, he was gorgeous he should be mine, I want him, but would that make me selfish, just because now he looks extremely sexy and good looking now, I mean he's still the same as before, Edward Cullen has not changed. I look at him again. Oh who am I kidding yes he has.
Edward came and placed the pot of pasta in front of me while he took a bite of his own sandwich.
"Thanks," I smile, but I got lost in his Green eyes.
"Bella you alright?" Edward says waving his hand in front of my face.
"Yeah sorry," I say bluntly, opening the lid to my pasta and stabbing a bit on my fork, before putting it in my mouth.
"How did you get so clever?" Edward asks. What the fuck is that suppose to mean?
"Huh?" I say trying not to choke on my piece of pasta.
"You are the most cleverest person I know, you have completely changed me," That made me think, did he really need to be changed, was he perfect as just the normal Edward Cullen. Nah.
"Thanks, but you look great I mean your hair," I didn't finish because again I get lost in his eyes.
"I know right, total success," He smiles, but I was still lost in his eyes.
EPOV
I do wonder why she keeps looking at me Blankley, I try not to look at her lips because if I do I will have the strong urge to kiss her, a urge I might not be able to control. Again she was looking at me.
"Bella?"
"Sorry," She mumbles blinking a few times.
"Are you alright," I chuckle
"Yeah sorry, I'm just uh tired," She mutters and puts a piece of pasta in her mouth.
"So my hair its awesome right and my new clothes, I have a whole new wardrobe, Bella?" Once again she was looking at me Blankley was I boring her?.
"Yeah, I do love your hair, I do expect you to wear your new clothes on Monday and everyday from now on, in fact I'm going to come home with you and tell you what goes and what doesn't." She laughs.
"Cool," I smile, but I was frantic inside I was going to have to hide her, literally, because mum and dad were going to bee cooing over her and making comments, they were going to drive her away before she even got to know me, I wanted her to be mine.
We finish up eating and sit chatting for a while before going. She seemed to think I was strong enough to carry all these massive bags while she carried the little bag of make up she had brought for herself with her own money. I was not buff, I was not a jock, I was on the freaking chess club, I was not one to be known to go to the gym. Plus my bloody feet hurt, really bad.
She stop and stares as I load my silver Volvo with the many shopping bags we have.
"This is your car?" she asks wide eyes.
"Yeah why?" I chuckle closing the boot. I notice some girls walk past and stare at me. What did I have a bit of mayo by my mouth?. Bella turns to look at them and when she looks back she's grinning.
"They were checking you out,"
"What. Really," I say shocked.
"Hell yeah, that one with the blonde hair was defiantly checking you-" she was cut of as the blonde haired girl came up to me, pushing her out of the way.
"Hey, I think you should have this," She hands me a slip of paper.
"Give it a think okay," she says smiling. She walks back to her friend and starts to giggle with her as they walk away. I open the slip of paper.
All I could read on the paper was Call me before Bella rips it out of my hands.
"Oh my god, it's a phone number," She shrikes.
I snatch it back, holy shit, she was right.
BPOV
Bitch, Bitch, stupid blonde Bitch, she did not just give him her phone number, I was going to rip her head of, she better walk away giggling with her stupid friend, checking him out okay let him have his fun but a phone number I was pissed. I wasn't showing it though because I don't even know why I felt pissed I mean he wasn't even a mate, well I don't think so anyway he was just a person In need.
Like a gentleman Edward opens the car door for me to get in. but I was still pissed, I tried to calm down but it wasn't working, I was so worked up about him getting phone number I mean what the fuck?
Sorry if any Blondes were offended in the last part! Please Review! :D