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No crap ahh what am I doing, My legs are moving towards him, stop, stop. "Edward," I shout, how is it that I cant control myself, okay what Jackass has a voodoo doll of me? To late all I can do now Is smile.
"Hey," He smiles back. I don't look up at his face I just look at his shirt.
"Hi," I respond.
"What do you think, did I put this outfit together okay?"
"Yeah you look…. good,". He rubs the back of his neck, making it awkward. He sighs, Just as I look up at him he opens his mouth.
"I'm really sorry about the kiss," He whispers.
"Edward Honest don't worry I have something to tell you anyway," I knew Jasper would go mental, but this felt right, because after one night of not being with him, I missed him I barely know him and I already have a crush on him. I take Edwards hand and go to lead him into a empty classroom, but Jessica Stanley got in the way and took his other hand.
"And you big boy are coming with me," She smirks. I didn't even have time to object, he didn't stop her, he let go of my hand and walked away, I guess Rose was wrong for the first time in her life. He didn't actually like me.
I felt sick irritated and angry, that is the last time I let myself fall all over some stupid guy I don't even know. I didn't want to be here, I wanted to go home but there was no one to pick me up, I was totally fucking buggered. I push open the double doors into the canteen, I could have dropped to the floor and stayed there just crying my heart out. Edward was sat with Jess and worst of all Edward had his arm around HER shoulders, Its like they planned this. I slump over to the salad bar grab a small bowl and start to rearrange some vegetables.
"Edible art Bella?" A guy called Seth says behind me. I let out a small chuckle.
"I guess,"
"So you okay?" Seth asks picking up an apple and taking a bite out of it.
"I guess," I repeat.
"Hey what's up?" He says softly.
"Don't worry," I say shrugging my shoulders giving him a small smile.
"Hey I'm one of your brothers mates, I'm not leaving you upset, the douche would beat me if he found out I did, now what's up?" I give out a small giggle.
"Just a guy I liked has gone of with someone else,"
"Who?" He asks.
"It doesn't even matter," I say trying to change the subject.
"Hey do you want to sit with me," I ask quickly before he asked another question. His lips twitch into a cute smile that was very adorable, but he wasn't Edward. He put his arm around my shoulders just like Edward was doing to Jess, I grab me dish of salad and let Seth lead me over to my brothers table, he was smiling when we sit down so he must approve of this. Seth starts to talk to his friends about football, never taking his arm away from my shoulders. I was to afraid to glance over at Edward, he looked like he was having fun, I only allow myself small glances at him in witch everyone he was smiling, I couldn't bare this much longer.
"Bella you okay?" Seth asks taking me out of my sad lonely thinking. I just nod then look up, Jasper follows my gaze, a single tear roles down my cheek, Jess and Edward were fully going at it, tongues and all ,she was enjoying this, she was only snogging him to keep me pissed long enough for me to snap, it was working.. I get up from the table look at him one last time then run out of the dinner hall, that was enough pain for one day. I just kept running until I slip on the wet floor with no wet floor sign, I see Seth and Rose run after me, and just like I did they slip on the floor, Seth roles over at me and cracks a massive smile on his face, I didn't feel like laughing and yet I couldn't help it, I laughed hard but I think most of it was to cover up the tears.
Rose ,Seth and I all get up, carefully we step onto a dry patch on the corridor.
"Bella are you alright?" Rose asks pulling me into a hug, I sigh and hug her back.
"Um Rose I think I got this," Seth says from behind us. Rose lets go of me and turns around to face Seth.
"I mean can I talk to Bella?" he says more nervously. Rose reluctantly left, leaving me and Seth by ourselves. I put my back up against the wall, I just stare at Seth, what did he want?. Seth steps forward putting his hands on the wall ether side of my shoulders. Our eyes connect and I instantly want to get away, This didn't feel right.
"Was it that Edward kid you were talking about at lunch?" He says, our faces inches from each other. I nod my head.
"You like him?" Seth says scrunching his nose up at the idea, I nod my head again. I found it so hard to look away our eyes were connected but I felt nothing for this kid, nothing at all, this was not going to be a Cinderella fairy tale. Seth leans in his moth at my ear.
"Do you want a hug," I crack a smile and nod my head. Seth snakes his hands around my waist and I do the same with his neck, it was a lovely warm hug that I really did like, this could be the start of a good friendship, but I cant help but think he wants this to go further, it might if I get over the douche, I feel so betrayed. Seth released me and as I untangle my hands from around his neck Edward rushes out from the canteen, He bolts into a sprint and as he dos my brother and his Crew follow him, Edward just runs past me, I do see him look around and mouth the words "Sorry,", I just look away, hasn't he hurt me enough.
"Fuck, get your arse back here," Jasper shouts, one of his crew who I know as Mike catches Edward by his shirt, ripping it at the back.
"Shit, Why the fuck did you do that," Edward shouts, turning around to see Mike. He has no chance they're older stronger stupider kids, they would beat the shit out of him. I look at Jasper, a fire look was in his eyes. I panic because they were all closing in on Edward. I sprint over to them, I try to budge my way through them but only land on the floor.
"Bella what are you doing, he's getting what he deserves," Seth yells, are you kidding me, he don't deserve this, no one ever deserves this sort of thing.
"Jasper stop," I scream at the top of my lungs, everyone in the hall turns and looks at me. Alice step in behind me, I swear to God she better be on my side, because If she isn't then I have no hope Fucking Jasper will do any command she wants.
"Jasper that's enough leave him alone," She says stepping forward. He turns around and stomps off, as do the others , leaving Edward pressed up against the lockers. He steady's his breathing, then walks closer to me.
"Bella, I didn't mean for this to happen, I only walked of with Jess because I thought you were going to tell me that you didn't want to go out again and that you didn't want to be friends, I didn't mean to kiss Jess she came on to me Bella I had nothing to do with it," I look at him, at first I believed every word he says but then the word friend hits me.
"You just want to be friends.." I whisper.
"What no that's not what I meant I want to be more," But I'd, had time to think, he kissed her back, he could have pushed her away, just shows how stupid fucked up and desperate he was.
"But you kissed her back?. You desperate loser, get away from me," I shout pushing him away. Seth came up behind me and took my hand, I held it back just to annoy Edward.
"Hey he's not a loser, don't let her call you that baby," Jess says taking Edwards hand. I role my eyes and pull Seth away. I was officially blocking Edward from facebook….
EPOV.
I really have screwed this up, big time, I don't even like Jess, I guess I was desperate but every word I said to Bella I meant, I did want her, more than Jess, I hated this. I cringed when Seth held her hand, that should be me right there.
As they walk away hand in hand, I felt a sudden anger towards Jess but this want her fault, she didn't know any better, she was just the slag of our school, she was just doing her job.
"Edward what's wrong," Jess says, smoothing her hand up and down my shoulder.
"Nothing," I snap and carry on walking to our class, She was silent for the rest of the day, and so was I, worst day of my fucking life. It didn't help that when I got home I saw on jess's Facebook status she had put "In a relationship," And all I had to do was to accept the request that I was her boyfriend, well I guess I was, but this didn't feel right, I accepted the request, now I've realised I have messed two or three life ups.
SPOV.
This bother's me lodes, Bella doesn't deserve to be treated like this, and worst of all I'm being a jerk to her, I don't even like her like that, but that's the impression Jasper has paid me to leave, he's my mate and the leader of out crew, I didn't want to do it, but he made me, sure I could have said no but I also needed the money. I feel like a proper douche but Jasper said if I tell Bella anything, I'm out of this group I cant let that happen...
Ohhhhh... Can you Believe Jasper would Pay Seth to do that...
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