Sorry its such a small chapter but I couldnt think of anything else, its short and simple and gives out the message clearly I say:)! It also the last chapter of this story but dont worry because I have a big sequal on the way for a second part to this story :D ohhh spoliers. Anyway did anyone watch doctor who :OO! (LOL)
A wise girl kisses but doesnt love. Listens but doesnt believe. && leaves before she is left.. :')! Thankyou to all my Beta's not only for this story but for all my other too :)! (thought i would add you all in)
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EPOV
Bella was still sobbing on my chest as we lie there in my bed, she had been for most of the night, I'm not complaining because I shed my own tears, as we left the dance early, I didn't care if I was aloud to have her over or not, if this was the last night I was gong to have with Bella then I wanted to spend it with her in my arms. My parents didn't object thought, witch surprised me, I think Emmet might have spoke to them, they called Bella's parents, they were completely understanding of her feelings, I guess they knew what it felt like to have your heart broken.
"Don't go," Bella sobbed into my shirt.
"I have no chose," I whisper into her ear, stroking her hair and holding her tightly around the waist.
"Please if you love me you wont go," A lump came into my throat, I knew she was right, but I had to go with my parents, I would have no where to go if I stayed, as much as I loved Bella they were my family.
"I do love you, more than life its self, but if I don't go I would have no where to stay," I say sitting us both up, Bella crawled into my lap, her purple, lavender dress smooth and silky against my arms.
"Stay with me," She says with sudden excitement in her voice.
"Bella, be realistic, your parents wouldn't let me live with you, they have to think about you too, it wouldn't be right, Bella I'm not good enough for you, you deserve better," I try to convince her, I didn't want her to feel like she needed me, because she didn't, the only problem was, I needed her.
"I'll convince them," She pleaded.
"Bella, I love you but I'm not good enough, you need to let me go," I carry on the subject hoping she would listen.
"Edward what are you talking about, you are my heart I need you I love you, please don't say that," She says, a whole new set of tears washing over her. I hold her tight as she cry's some more, I wish I wasn't hurting her so much.
EPOV- Emmet.
Dam, for the first time I feel for Edward, I mean if I was to leave Rose my heart would be broken, but I'm not leaving, I'm staying with Rose because she's pregnant with my child. Her parents and my auntie and uncle almost slaughtered me, but no one is going to tell me I wont be a great dad, because I will be, or I will try to be. I saw how much of a state Bella And Edward were in, I got to say it's sad to have to see them all go, but Carlisle will do anything to provide for his family, but I also think he loves his work more than anyone, like his work is no.1. I walk to Edwards room and put my ear to the door.
"I have to let go don't I?" Bella sobbed.
"I'm afraid so," Edward sighed, I don't think she knows how much her crying and going on about it is killing him, he needs her its not like he don't like her, because I know he does, what he's doing, I would never be able to do, not in a million years. For this I respect him.
"Dude, you ready to come down for breakfast, its just Esme wants you to have a good meal before you go,"
"Be right out Emmet," He says calmly. I look at the hall way and all the pictures on the wall, I was going to miss this place, I'm just thanking God that there not selling it, they're keeping it for when they decide to come back, because Esme didn't want to move, in fact, Carlisle was the only on that wanted to move, this was there home and part of the deal of them moving was not selling the house, Esme is almost certain that they will be back here. I slip down stairs to have my breakfast before I load my car with all of my stuff and head for Rose's, I've already found myself a well paying job that will soon enough get me and Rose a flat of our own or something, I'm going to be working aside Bella's dad, as one of the towns police officers, once I have all the training that is. Edward and Bella come down stairs, still in their clothes they wore for the dance, gheezz they looked awful, both of them looked tired, their eyes were red with bags under them, their skin was all red and blotchy from all the crying, I couldn't say I would look any better if I was in their position.
"Here Edward, Bella eat this," What the fuck all I get was a poxy bowl of cereal and they get a full English breakfast, I was a big fan of Esme's full English breakfasts, they were delicious and even thought were in America, there's no rules about it. Bella sat on the stool next to Edward and just picked at the meal in front of her, as did Edward.
"Edward, eat up you got a long journey ahead of you," Esme said kindly, Bella's eyes started to cloud up with tears, ohh boy. She sniffs a few times.
"Bella love I'm sorry," Esme says sighing she looks at Carlisle for a few seconds as he lodes the car with some stuff outside, I think she was mega pissed, she then hugs Bella tightly.
"I just wish I would have had a chance to know you all better," Bella starts to cry a little and Edward and Esme comfort her, but who's there to comfort Edward?.
BPOV
It really did feel like I was playing the victim, but I'm not, Edward is, he's the one leaving the only home he's ever know, he's the one that is leaving all his friends behind, the one who has to go to a strange new country, and the worst part, he's probably going to find another girl. It felt nice to be comforted by his mum, but its also the fact that I'm never going to have this. I look at Emmet, but he doesn't meet me eye, he a sick prick, I bet it was rape. He's taking her life her opportunities away, everything Rose has worked her ass of for will be gone, she was going to finish school this year, that wont happen when she's looking after a baby, probably all by herself while he's out with his mates, cheating on her with a few slutty girls that he doesn't even know the names of, if he cared about her he would go to England and be out of her life, where he can't ruin her future anymore, I'm not saying Rose wont be a great mother, she'll be the best one ever, but even the great Rose cant handle something like this so young, I just wish she would have waited, because this could push us apart, and I wouldn't be able to go on if I lose another important person in my life. Rose is lucky, she has her parents to help her out, but they hate Emmet, cant say I blame them.
"Right the cars all loaded up," Carlisle says rubbing his hands together, Oh shit this is it, he's really going, I'm never going to see him again, the one that will have my heart, I'm going to be a lifeless bitch without him. I pull Edward to the side, pluck up my courage and start to talk.
"Once you meet another girl in England, don't forget me, and be happy," saying this almost killed me, but I would rather him be happy with another girl than depressed and lonely still being with me.
"And if any dumb ass, shit fuck hurts you, I'm only a phone call away," Edward says softly, I smile and hug him, holding him tightly.
"Son its time to go," Edwards dad says, putting his hand on his shoulder guiding him outside, but mine and Edwards hands were linked, I'm not ready to let go. Rose and Emmet were outside holding each other like a sweet little couple, he makes me sick. Edward turns around and looks at me, he smiles weakly.
"I love you so much," He says, before kissing me lovingly one last time.
"And I love you," I say determined not to cry, I was going to stay strong for him. He smiles at me then gets into the car, he looks at me, then wipes a few tears away, it was breaking his heart too. I rub my sleeve in my nose a few times, I didn't want him to see me cry anymore, the cars engine starts up and I let loose, sobbing sniffing the lot, Rose steps forward and puts her hand around my shoulder. Edward waves at me for the last time. The furniture lorry's that were holding their stuff follow, now there was nothing left of him.
I miss him already… Emmet steps forward.
"I'm really sorry," Emmet says simply. I didn't turn around I just look straight ahead.
"for what, ruining Rose's life or for Edward leaving?" I say rudely.
"What?" Emmet says confused, I smirk at his stupid little mind.
"Your going to ruin Rose's future," I say again.
"Bella I-" Before he could defend himself I leave a nice hand mark right on his cheek, dam that must have hurt.
"Retard," I mutter as I walk of, I look back and see Rose comforting Emmet, she don't even know the half of it.
Sorry its short guys but i've been sooo busy "/
But like i said :D sequal, hope you liked the story, bit of a crappy ending but what will happen next for Rose && Emmet? For Edward && Bella... tune in next time people :)!
And i know what your thinking how can such a happy story turn so sad, well people lifes a bitch, even the life in books!
